Chapter 242 has no future

It is now spring, which happens to be the season for planting medicinal herbs and sowing rice, and every household is busy with people turning their backs.

It's really a pair: "Chenxingli is desolate, and Dai Yue and Lotus hoe return." ". But Chunhua Niang, who was in a hurry in front of her, didn't seem to pay attention to this thriving field, just walked in front with her head down, and couldn't see her expression clearly, and she didn't know what she was thinking.

Although Li Xin looked suspicious, he thought about his neighbors, and Fang Rong also saw that he and Chunhua Niang came out together, so he didn't think much about it.

When she arrived at the courtyard, Chunhua Niang closed the courtyard door and bolted it after looking left and right, and then approached Li Xin and said: "What do you see or know in a while, my aunt begs you not to publicize it." ”

Li Xin listened to Chunhua's mother's words, and felt a pimple in her heart, could it be that Chunhua, who has always stood out, had an accident?

However, thinking of the many curves that happened between Chunhua and Shen Yan years ago, Li Xin felt that Chunhua's matter might not be small.

Li Xin followed Chunhua Niang into Chunhua's house, and saw Chunhua looking at the beams and pillars of the room with blank eyes, so that someone didn't know when they came in.

Chunhua Niang sighed and said: "Originally, it was also my ghost, I had to marry a husband who stood out, but now I want to delay Chunhua again and again, I don't think of a good girl, you see a good girl like this, this day's tea and dinner don't think, I can't persuade it, I also want to go to the town to ask the doctor to see, but this child doesn't want to get up from bed." ”

Chunhua Niang was a little deflated and pulled a thin quilt for Chunhua and said: "You said to go to the town to see a Langzhong, whether it is good or bad, we always have a number in our hearts, but Chunhua, this kid said that he will not go to the town, and I am not good to ask the doctor to come back for a consultation. ”

"Why is my life so bitter as you said, I haven't enjoyed a day of happiness in my life, I have long been raised by herself when Chunhua's father died, and you also know that there are many rights and wrongs in front of the widow's door, and I haven't stopped all day before this door."

Before Chunhua Niang's words were finished, she heard a loud noise in the courtyard, and Chunhua Niang said with an embarrassed face: "You see that there are always people throwing things into the courtyard, I'll take a look." ”

Saying that, Chunhua Niang went out recklessly, and Li Xin saw through the window that what was left in the courtyard was not a person.

Chunhua Niang tugged at the man for a while, and then got into her house.

It seemed that Chunhua was used to all this, still staring at the top of the room, and Li Xin was embarrassed for a while and didn't know what to say.

As the two rooms were close together, there was a faint sound of collision, rustling and undressing, and then some selfless panting from the next room.

If it weren't for Chunhua lying half-dead on the bed, Li Xin really wanted to listen to the corner.

"I'm used to it." It took a long time for Chunhua to pop out of this sentence.

"Oh!" Li Xin didn't know how to answer.

"When I was very young, my father died, and it was not easy for my mother." Chunhua said this, biting her lip, tears flowing from the corners of her eyes.

"In fact, there are thousands of ways to live a good life, some people can endure hardship, and some people like to sit back and enjoy their success." Li Xin said thoughtlessly.

Aunt Hanmei is also lonely and helpless, although her life is hard but very down-to-earth, and few people in the village dare to criticize her.

I don't always choose my own path.

There was a long silence again, and when Li Xingang wanted to get up and say goodbye, Chunhua Niang came in with a spring breeze on her face, and the corners of her skirt were also crooked.

"The lady of the Fang family is really embarrassed, I just came in with a cat, and I drove it for a long time."

Li Xin smiled dumbly and said, "It's okay, auntie, you're busy." ”

Originally, Li Xin wanted to get up and leave, but he looked down at Chunhua who buried her head in the quilt and said helplessly: "Auntie, why don't you go and boil some water, let Chunhua take a bubble bath for a while, and I'll talk to Chunhua girl." ”

"Okay, I'll go." Chunhuaniang also knew that Li Xin just wanted to support herself, so she also pushed out of the door, but she also kept an eye on it and did not boil water, but lay at the door and eavesdropped.

Li Xin looked at Chunhua still holding the quilt, reached forward and gently took off her quilt and said, "You also heard what your mother said just now, in fact, your mother also knows that she has done something inadequate, so don't worry about it." ”

Li Xin saw that Chunhua was still indifferent, so he had to say patiently: "I'll tell you a story, my mother's family has a girl, so it's really not liked by my parents, where is your life so comfortable." ”

Li Xin saw that the quilt of Chunhua was pulled down a little before continuing: "That girl, there is endless work all year round, and she is always beaten, the pain in her skin and flesh is nothing, the most important thing is to punish her heart, her parents want her to go to Goolan Washe to earn money to support the family, and she looks sanctimonious and natural." ”

"And then? Did she go? Chunhua had already pulled the quilt apart at this time.

Li Xin shook his head and said: "I didn't go, because she didn't go, her parents didn't want to see her, and then I married to Fangjia Village, and I didn't look at her when I went back this time, Xu is married, Xu is dead." ”

Li Xin said his own in his previous life lightly, in the past, every time Li Xin thought about it, his heart was stabbed with the same pain as a knife, and now when he talks about it again, it really seems to be telling someone else's story.

"But isn't that person's life alive or embarrassed by his own choice? If you deliberately take someone else's life, you will go the wrong way. Li Xin said.

"You're here to laugh at me today, aren't you? I used to laugh at me because I liked Brother Fang, but now I am laughing at me for being what I am now. Chunhua said coldly.

"Laughing at you? If you have something to laugh at, I can laugh at you at home, what can't you survive? You see how unbearable I was before, I was not happy alone, life always has to move forward, no one can carry you on your back for a lifetime. Except for yourself. Li Xin said, took the comb from the dresser next to her, and combed Chunhua's unkempt hair.

"You've seen Shen Yan in town, right?" Fang Chunhua suddenly asked.

Li Xin didn't stop the movements in his hand and said, "See! It's been a while, though, and I just came back from my mother's house last night, and I've been at my mother's house for a long time. ”

"Do you know what business he does in town?" Fang Chunhua choked up and said.

Li Xin was stunned for a moment and nodded: "Everyone has their own way of living, if you don't hurt the heavens and reason, there is no need to be serious, you still have a great future, if you don't learn it properly, learn to let go, if you have to hold it tightly, the person who hurts you is yourself, and it has always been the relatives and the enemies." ”

"It's gone, my future is gone, it's gone." Fang Chunhua covered her face with her hands and cried.

Li Xingang carefully combed his hair neatly, and instantly made a mess for Fang Chunhua himself, and Li Xin was stunned with the comb.

Book Keju Reading Website: