Seeing such a sumptuous meal without moving chopsticks, he noticed some faint oil stains on Guan Yeluo's clothes, and couldn't hide his surprise.

"You did this?"

"Don't you think you don't want to eat?"

Guan Yeluo said that he was going to take the food away.

As soon as he saw it, he leaned over the rice and tea, and smiled and apologized to Guan Yeluo with a slight apology.

"No, this food is so fragrant, I must love to eat it, your craftsmanship is so good."

Listening to his heartfelt words, Guan Yeluo's face was a little proud.

"That's pretty much it."

Zhiyan moved his chopsticks, and the first bite was like discovering a new continent, and Sven's eating appearance suddenly turned into a gobble.

Guan Yeluo saw that Zhiyan ate so deliciously, and he didn't know how to feel a sense of satisfaction in his heart, sitting opposite Zhiyan, with one hand on the table, holding his chin with the other, with a slight smile on his face, like a wife who watched her husband eat well and was happy.

Zhiyan was hungry for several days, and so many teas were swept away by him at once, and there was not even a little residue left.

Collapsed on the chair, closed his eyes, touched the propped up stomach with both hands, insisted on a full burp, felt very comfortable, maybe it was too comfortable, he regarded this place as the home of the earth, subconsciously asked for a toothpick, and then, a toothpick was handed to him, when he took the toothpick, his hand touched a silky and soft skin, like an electric shock, he immediately reacted wrong, opened his eyes nervously, and saw a smile on his face, squinting at his Guan Yeluo, and his hand was on the back of Guan Yeluo's hand.

"I was wrong."

"Smack"

……

Zhiyan touched the face with the red anthurium print on the left, and followed Guan Yeluo to Guan Yizhi's study with a painful expression.

Guan Yeluo sat on the chair of the desk, and looked at the slumped words standing in front of the desk with a serious face, like a teacher instructing a student, but this teacher is too young and beautiful, and this student is nearly a year older than the teacher.

"Say, why didn't you come to me these days, didn't you say you were going to give me something, something."

Guan Yeluo looked at Zhiyan dissatisfied.

"Sorry to disappoint you."

"Is it that you can't make anything that makes you embarrassed to come to see me, I think it's like, just saw you like the elders of my family who don't go well with alchemy. In fact, you don't have to be persistent, I won't blame you, you gave me the scales, then Wang Yuanlai is no longer my opponent, there is no need to trouble anymore. ”

Guan Yeluo's words were full of comfort, and Zhiyan found out for the first time that Guan Yeluo had such a cute and kind side, but Zhiyan lowered his head, this time he might really disappoint Guan Yeluo completely.

"No, I made something, I said it bluntly, in fact, you don't have to help me anymore, I'm just a scourge, as long as anyone who has a relationship with me will be unhappy, whether it's Fang Wei, your brother, or Liu Zheng, they all have accidents, but these have happened, and I can't stop them." You'd better let me go, I'm afraid I'll hurt you again. ”

looked at Guan Yeluo sincerely, hoping that she could agree.

But what he was waiting for was not an answer, it was Guan Yeluo's palm aimed at the heart of his chest.

This palm was not fatal, but the force was not small, and he staggered backwards, but fortunately there was a wall behind him, and he was able to rely on the wall without falling.

Guan Yeluo looked at him condescendingly, this time, Zhiyan didn't look up to meet him, he hid his face in the shadow of the backlight, he could feel the disappointment in Guan Yeluo's eyes and the courage in her heart to hope that she would raise her head and prove that her heart was not dead, but this time, he chose another path after all.

Zhiyan didn't wait for Guan Yeluo's ridiculous words, Zhiyan only felt a gaze, and he became more and more faint to himself, and in the end, he stopped paying attention, and left the room with an emotion that might be giving up.

One afternoon, Zhiyan kept the posture of leaning against the wall, without moving his position at all, he was in a daze, and he was in a daze from the moment Guan Ye fell away to the moment he gently closed the door.

Maybe it's okay, she gave up on me, and I won't continue to affect her fate, she can live her life safely, and have her own opportunity to walk on her glory. As for me, I don't belong to this world, and death should be the best relief.

Inside the house, the sunlight shining in is getting less and less, and the darkness occupies the corners of the room little by little, slowly burying the figure of Zhiyan.

Just as the sun was setting and the night was blowing, and he was vowing to be completely dark, the door opened from the outside, and a light came in.

Zhiyan raised his head, his eyes looked for the light, he thought that Guan Ye had fallen back, but no, the maid came in with an oil lamp, and when she saw that it was a maid, the corners of her mouth rose lightly and bitterly, and it seemed that she was about to enter the darkness in his own heart.

"You're so ugly in the clothes of the will!"

The maid's disdainful words attracted the attention of what little attention was left.

"You're still not a man, and you can't say anything to refute when I say that."

He didn't reply, he didn't want to waste this energy arguing, he didn't have any thoughts.

"Alas, you are really boring, forget it, I kindly stay here to talk to you, you don't have to think about Ye Luo, she will go back to her own residence."

Zhiyan tilted his head to the side, closed his eyes, and the maid sat down beside him, regardless of whether Zhiyan was listening or not, she got up.

"In fact, when I knew that I had killed my will because of you, I hated you to death, and I couldn't kill you immediately, but then I found out that I couldn't get my will back if I killed you, and I couldn't come back to my beautiful life, so I suddenly lost my mind, but I still felt very uncomfortable when I saw you."

The eyes of the insistent words opened, and there was a little sparkle in them.

As if sensing a slight movement of Zhiyan's body, the maid continued.

"Isn't it strange why I don't want to kill you, after all, this can be regarded as a blood feud in your mind."

Zhiyan turned his face this time, looked at the maid, and nodded.

"Haha, you cultivators just live too well to care about this. You can understand my life when I was a child, on a way back to my hometown, my parents were killed, and I was also defiled, and then sold to the building, at first I also had that kind of suicidal thoughts, but when I picked up the knife, I understood, I was afraid of death, so I chose to live with humiliation, but gradually I found that life is still the same, and even I live better, with my beauty, many rich sons have spent a lot of money for me, but I am not interested in them, until I met the will, the legendary cultivator. ”

"The will is very good to me, what I want he gives me, but I know from his eyes that he has no love for me, but misses, such eyes I have seen in the building, seeing things and thinking about people. I was very angry at the time, angry at why he treated me as an object, but I quickly figured it out, this way, I can get the life I want, he can have a place to put his care, and the best of both worlds. ”

"People, you always have to learn to live for yourself, you can't change everyone's mind, you don't know what will happen in the future, every day is a new day, why do you have to live in the past, you say?"