Perhaps, this is just the idea of people who have ideals and love, in your opinion, life is beautiful, and you still have something to look forward to in your heart, as if no matter how hard you live now, good days will always come! But I'm different, I don't know why I'm alive! Song Junyi's eyes flashed with deep sadness.

"You know what? Ever since I was a child, I was afraid of being abandoned! When I was in the slum, I was afraid that my parents would send me out every day, because there were so many brothers and sisters in the family that I couldn't eat the last meal! I originally had two younger sisters, one of whom died of illness when she was two years old, and the other was given away by her parents! ”

Subei has never heard of Song Junyi's life experience, and he really doesn't know what to say for a while!

Although Song Junyi is Chinese, he was born in country M, where there is no family planning problem, so at his age, it is rare to have so many brothers and sisters.

Song Junyi continued to speak, and at this time, Song Boen transported a cart of dirt out again!

Su Bei watched the child play in a daze, Song Junyi's voice came from above her head, and she had a feeling that she was listening to the book of heaven.

"I have two older brothers on top of my head, when the eldest brother was seven or eight years old, he had already started to mix gangsters, fighting and killing every day, and my parents were also very worried, but there was no way, because he was able to snatch food back for us!"

"Can you be a gangster at the age of seven or eight?" Su Bei finally asked, in her opinion, this is impossible!

"It's a gangster, but it's just a bunch of wild kids! They form a small group, and they are abducted and deceived every day, sometimes they grab some buns or leftovers, and they can grab them, and they will fight when they can't, and run away if they can't! In short, what happened in the slums is not something you rich ladies can imagine! Song Junyi's voice was faint, as if he was talking straight and straightforward, saying something that had nothing to do with him! But Su Bei knew that these things must have left Song Junyi with deep pain, so that after so many years, he could still remember it clearly!

"My eldest brother was twelve years old when he died, and I was five or six years old at the time, and I can already remember!"

Su Bei guessed that maybe Song Junyi's brothers and sisters had already died, so he hadn't heard Song Junyi talk about it for so many years.

This is truly a human tragedy!

"How did he ......" Su Bei felt uncomfortable in his heart, and he didn't know what to ask.

"He was poisoned by my dad!" Song Junyi said, the corners of his mouth hooked up with a ruthless smile!

"Why?" Subei was frightened.

"Because I have rabies! Once, when he was picking up the food garbage thrown out by the rich people, he was bitten by the big dog of the family! ”

Su Bei's heart was even more uncomfortable, although Song Junyi didn't say the details, but she could imagine!

A father who doesn't want to see his son tortured by rabies has to feed him poison with his own hands, it is simply a hellish scene!

"My second brother is a sick man! Even if his parents wanted to send him out, no one wanted him! We are facing death every day, starvation, sickness, or cold death, and I often see my father's speechless gaze when he sees me, and I know that he wants to send me away, because I am the most beautiful, but I am the only healthy child left in the family, and they are really reluctant! Song Junyi finished dryly, and then sneered.

"So, when your grandfather appeared, my parents almost heard the gospel from God, because I was able to become a child of a big family, and I will have a good future in the future!"

"So your parents gave you to my grandfather?" Su Bei said in passing, she has been with Song Junyi for so many years, she was still young at that time, she really didn't expect that under the glamorous appearance, Song Junyi's fate would be so bumpy!

Later life, Subei also knew that after Song Junyi arrived at the Song family, although his grandparents did not treat him badly, it was definitely not a good time!

The Song family has been able to develop so well in country M, and has offended many people, the most serious thing is that Song Yanbin has offended the gangsters, and her eldest and second uncles have died at the hands of the gangsters!

Later, it may have been five or six years before Song Yanbin put the gang down!

In the past five or six years, how many times has Song Junyi been chased and killed by the gangsters, and she escaped death, that is no longer something she can imagine!

When Subei arrived at Song's house, Song Junyi was already fifteen years old, and the darkest days had passed, so she saw the beautiful side of Song Junyi.

Song Junyi also knew that Su Bei could imagine those scenes, so he didn't repeat them again, and concluded: "So, my life has been walking in the dark!" I was afraid that my parents would abandon me, but in the end they gave me away! When I arrived at the Song family, at first, I was also confused by those fresh clothes and delicacies, but since I was assassinated for the first time, I knew that I was just an unlucky substitute, and that hope was gone, and I was always worried that they would send me out at a critical time to be a scapegoat! ”

"Later, your short-lived little uncle died, and your grandfather and grandmother had no choice but to treat me as their own son, and I finally felt at ease!"

But, at that time, it was useless!

At that time, Song Junyi was already fifteen years old, and his mind was becoming mature, and after such a dark period of the same year, he did not establish a real father-son relationship with his grandparents at all!

"But because your life was not easy to come by, shouldn't you live better?" Su Bei still disagreed with Song Junyi's passivity.

"Do you think I'll be able to quit? Since Blackjack has chosen me, I'll either him to death or die myself, and the result will be the same! Although my life is not satisfactory, I still want to live! Perhaps, there is really such a thing as hope in life, and I am very satisfied to see that you are still by my side! "It's a topic that comes back to me!

Su Bei was very sure that it would be absolutely impossible for her to meet Song Junyi's hopes in this life, but in this situation, she didn't dare to say it at all!

"You can work with As, isn't he much better than Blackjack? You can continue your research, at least no one is forcing you to do anything! Su Bei's sincere suggestion, although the hope is very slim, but she really doesn't want any of Song Junyi and Jin Sixiao to be harmed!

"Hahaha, I can't do it well when I cooperate with a love rival!" Song Junyi laughed out loud out loud.

Su Bei wanted to say that Jin Sixiao was not Song Junyi's rival, because she had never had that kind of affection for Song Junyi, but of course she didn't dare to say it.

"But in this case, you will be in danger!"

"Danger? Where does the danger not exist? I've been in danger every day since I was born, but I'm still not dead! You don't have to persuade me, I won't stop! Song Junyi suddenly became cold, pushed Su Bei's body away, and sat down in his place. He took a sip of tea, and the whole person seemed invulnerable!

"Are you going to imprison me like this for the rest of your life?!" Su Bei finally didn't choose to speak, Song Junyi was too extreme!

"Captivity! Haha, it's a very good word, and if you really think you're in captivity, I don't deny it either! You are the only light in my life, and it is because of you that I am still walking on the normal path! If you betray me, I can't tell what I'll do? Or I'll be crazier than Blackjack because I want to destroy the world more than he does! Song Junyi said stiffly, but Su Bei knew that what he said was true!

Su Bei didn't want to see Song Junyi like this, but she didn't know how to reverse Song Junyi's thoughts.

That conversation tore apart the false harmony between Su Bei and Song Junyi for a week, but fortunately, Song Junyi did not restrict her from going out, Su Bei stayed in the villa nervously for two days, and on the third day, she received a call from Tan Xue.

Tan Xue told her that a batch of new beauty equipment had been brought into the beauty salon and asked her if she wanted to check it out or experience it.

Su Bei knew that it was the brain expert who arrived.

When Su Bei reported his whereabouts to Song Junyi, he was still very flustered.

Song Junyi didn't seem to be suspicious, he was listening to the report of his subordinates, and he just said it casually. Confess, come back early!

But he looked at Su Bei's eyes......

Su Bei thought that since that day, the relationship between the two people might fall into a frozen state, but no!

Song Junyi was still the same as before, he had time to say a few words to Su Bei, of course, Su Bei's attitude was much colder, but he didn't mind at all!

Or perhaps, he can only live in this false dream to find a reason for himself to survive!

Su Bei felt that Song Junyi's eyes had insight into her purpose, maybe all this was in Song Junyi's control, but this couldn't stop Su Bei's footsteps!

She must figure out what happened to her, this may be helpful for Jin Sixiao to understand Song Junyi's research!

As for why Song Junyi has no fear, it is probably because Subei never takes Song Boen when he goes out!

Song Boen is still here, and Subei will not not come back!

Subei went to the beauty salon.

When I arrived at the beauty salon, Eleven was also there, Jin Sixiao was also there, and there were two foreign brain experts, one called. Edward, the other one is called Jason.

In front of everyone's eyes, Su Bei didn't have time to say anything private to Jin Sixiao, so he was pushed into a device that looked like a giant game warehouse.

"Madam, wait a minute, we will stimulate your brain waves through the device, it may be a little uncomfortable, don't be nervous." Edward speaks fluent American English, but fortunately, Subei has also spent ten years in country M, so it doesn't sound stressful at all!

"Don't be afraid, I'll always be there!" Jin Sixiao also shook Su Bei's hand and gave Su Bei a reassuring smile!

"Hmm!" Su Bei nodded, in fact, he was very scared! Of course, what she is afraid of is not the equipment itself, but the fear that if it is checked, there will be some unacceptable results!