My name is Murong Yun, and I am the eldest lady in the General's Mansion. My father, Murong Zhe, was the former god of war, the god of war who guarded the country.

But later, because the emperor was jealous of my father's military power, he stripped away the power step by step, and my father became an empty general.

My mother left me forever the year I was born.

When I was a child, when the nurse in the house took me out to buy beautiful dresses, I saw that the young ladies of the same age in other families were accompanied by their mothers, and they could be held in their mother's arms and spoiled by their mothers, without having to face their father's serious face all the time......

But she never seemed to have seen her mother, and every time she came to the street to buy clothes for her, only the nurse was the nurse.

When she was young, she was cheerful and outgoing by nature, and there was a merchant with a head and face next door to their Murong Mansion, and there was also a girl her age in that merchant's house.

At that time, every time I bought a new dress, I would go to the merchant lady to play.

She is naughty by nature, and she was also a boy when she was a child, and every time she came to the merchant lady, she would scare her with small bugs.

When she was scared to cry, she laughed.

But until one time, the merchant lady seemed to be unable to bear it anymore, and pushed her away fiercely, scolding her for being a bastard with a mother and not raising a mother, and she was crying and arguing with the merchant lady at that time, she obviously had a mother!

So she got into a fight with the merchant lady, and scratched all the other lady's hands, and she herself was painted.

Murong Zhe was very strict with her, and after learning about this incident, he punished her for kneeling in the ancestral hall for a day without asking about the cause and effect.

At that time, she was so small, Murong Zhe didn't worry about her at night, and when she came to see her, her small body was still kneeling stubbornly like that.

Murong Zhe couldn't bear it and asked her why, she cried and shouted and said to Murong Zhe that others scolded her for being a bastard who had a mother and no mother, so she beat others.

What her father's expression was at that time, she can't remember it now, only that he held her tightly in his arms and didn't say anything.

It wasn't until later that she pressed the nurse to find out that her mother had been killed when she was born......

She had never seen her mother, but she also wanted to be like other young ladies, let her mother dress her in beautiful dresses, and let her mother comb her beautiful hair.

Pity...... She will never see it......

On the night when she was ten years old, many men in black suddenly came to the house, and they were so fierce that they killed many people, and the nurse who was protecting her at that time also died at their hands......

All she knew was that the nurse cared for her like her mother, and she cried so hard that she became seriously ill ever since...... However, it was also from that time that Murong Zhe's original black hair turned a lot whiter overnight.

From then on, she seemed to understand something called hatred.

But...... It was also from then on that Murong Zhe never let her go out again......

I asked her more strictly than before, except for the occasional last resort when she would go out once every two or three years, and she couldn't go out.

However, in those days when she couldn't get out, she didn't feel uncomfortable at all, at least God treated her well, and Zhu'er was always by her side.

Catch insects with her in the summer and have snowball fights with her in the winter......

Sometimes she can kneel in the ancestral hall with her, but Zhu'er is a delicate child, and she will always cry when she encounters difficulties!

So since she was a child, she has learned to take responsibility, she doesn't need to be comforted, her existence is to make others happy.