Chapter 84: Thinking about Life

Many times, Yu Shushan is thinking about whether he is worthy of Lin Suwan, in fact, he has been thinking about this matter since the first time they met.

Although they already know each other now, and many things have been said very clearly, they have never had the sense of security they want, and Yu Shushan has always felt that he is not worthy.

Recently, it has indeed gotten a lot better, and Yu Shushan has also gained the confidence he deserves, but every time he sees Lin Suwan, he doesn't know why he habitually lowers his head and looks at the ground.

This is a manifestation of very low self-esteem, Yu Shushan has long been aware of it, but there is no way to solve these things at all, he is like a machine without any thinking at all, and he has been doing things that tend to be repeated.

So he made a very big decision, after all, it is difficult to find a satisfactory job after graduation.

Thinking about it like this, Yu Shushan felt that he should also see more of the outside world, maybe it would be better, but he had already done the worst.

He felt that resigning was the most important thing he should do now.

When everyone knew that Yu Shushan was going to resign, they were all stunned, especially Xu Shuangshuang, Xu Shuangshuang's eyes were full of doubts, and they didn't expect that the most handsome colleague in the office would resign.

In fact, it is not just because of his handsomeness, but mainly because Yu Shushan is an excellent person, who is often liked by everyone, has infinite charm, and naturally can stand out in the crowd.

But the boss was very happy when he learned that Yu Shushan was going to resign, although his expression couldn't be seen, but the speed of agreement was surprisingly fast.

If you want to know, in the past, some people proposed to resign, and the boss would stay in various ways, first with a salary increase, and then slowly again, quietly doing everything very well.

This has always been his style of doing things, and everyone is used to it, and they also feel that the cost of resigning is too great, so they choose to give up.

But at this time, the boss made a very quick decision, which surprised everyone, as if Yu Shushan really did something bad, and then the boss agreed to resign.

But the more I think about it, the more I feel that it is not simple, everyone thinks that the boss has other purposes, otherwise it is impossible to change his principles, and it was deliberately changed because of Yu Shushan's resignation.

Xu Shuangshuang was also shocked, she always thought that she knew her father's character very well, otherwise she would not have been doing things according to her father's wishes, and she had been wronged by her wishes.

But now my father's actions not only frightened other employees, but also frightened her, never thought that her father could deal with a matter so quickly, not that my father did not have such ability, but to solve a matter quickly must take a lot of risks, and before that should be prepared a lot of things.

Seeing that his father was so keen, he began to wonder if he had planned it before, and then he had already helped Yu Shushan find the next family.

In this circle, basically every tycoon knows each other, so no matter what, he can't escape the palm of the boss.

Yu Shushan knew very well that this would be the case, so he planned to take a year off to let himself think about why he wanted to live, this question kept haunting Yu Shushan for some reason, and he clearly knew that he would never think of an answer.

But I just hope to be able to spend a whole year thinking, if I think through, this is a satisfactory answer to life, if I don't have any ideas, then I might as well think about other ways to survive.

All in all, there must be a year of rest, and Yu Shushan has been preparing for this matter for a long time, although everyone watched him hand over his resignation letter very quickly.

It seems that he came up with it in the last second, but in fact, he has been thinking about it for a long time before making such a decision, after all, he also clearly knows that he still needs to rely on his own efforts to survive in the future, otherwise he will earn less than he spends, and the troubles will definitely be more.

The boss nodded very clearly, but he didn't really understand all this, but he could vaguely know what Yu Shushan was trying to express.

All in all, there will definitely be a lot of growth in the year of rest, but as for which aspect, it's hard to say, but at least the growth at work will still be much less.

In fact, Yu Shushan thought about it for a long time before making such a decision, after all, a year off will eventually have a great impact, but all this is what Yu Shushan expected, after all, after a year of rest, he almost escaped from the palm of the boss.

Or start over in another city, there is no need to because some people have already stayed in this place, Yu Shushan just has a simple idea and will not put it into action.

He will always let his ideas run wild and make others feel unreliable, but he is not afraid, because all this is the influence of his own thoughts, all of which are controllable, and there is no need to change all his opinions because of others.

It is precisely because of this that Yu Shushan has always maintained a relatively peaceful state of mind, and there are too many things to neutralize some bad emotions.

"It's better for young people to think about it more, and if there is any problem that can't be solved in the future, feel free to come to me." The boss still threw an olive branch, it is conceivable that he did not agree to be dismissed because Yu Shushan did not do well, but for other reasons, but ordinary people can't think of why the boss did this, and many people will think that the boss is a particularly contradictory person.

"It depends, but I'm honored to know you." After Yu Shushan said this, he stopped his eyes on Lin Suwan's body, it is impossible for the two of them to be separated, no matter what happens next, basically the two of them will try to share, laugh together, suffer together, grieve together, and joy together.

Lin Suwan knew that it was not a very good time, otherwise everyone would think that there must be something between the two of them, and the boss would definitely not agree to let Lin Suwan go like this.

Everyone is bidding farewell to Yu Shushan, this is the first time in history that everyone is thinking about the smile on the boss's face, it can be imagined how important Yu Shushan's position in the boss's heart is.

However, some people are wondering if the boss wants to marry Yu Shushan, these things sound a little surprising, but it is not impossible to think about it carefully.

After all, both of them have reached the age of marriage, if Yu Shushan still lives alone, Xu Shuangshuang is indeed a very good choice.

But before that, he already had Lin Suwan, a person who has liked him for nearly five years, how could he say that he has changed, in fact, Yu Shushan was very helpless after knowing the real intentions of the boss.

It's not that I feel helpless because I don't get Xu Shuangshuang, but because I feel that too many things will happen in the future, and it is impossible to put all my energy on Lin Suwan.

He began to feel that he would definitely be sorry for Lin Suwan, after all, he had too many situations to deal with in the future, such as this year, he didn't want to have too much contact with other people, otherwise his thinking would be interrupted, and it didn't make much sense to start over, he was unwilling to do these useless jobs.

The more he thought about it, the more he felt sorry for Lin Suwan, it was precisely because of this guilt that he kept thinking about whether there was any remedy, but after thinking about it, there was no such thing at all.

The two of them found a place to rest and talk well.

"Do you really want to take a year off? So what is everything we have done before, is it possible that everything that happened to us will have to be postponed for a year before it can happen again, or that what you and I have never done will be able to be tried after a year? ”

Obviously, Lin Suwan was still a little angry, as long as he thought that Yu Shushan might not work in this company after that, he was very unwilling.

If she was the first to resign, then Yu Shushan would definitely be able to resign, but now the reverse situation is completely different.

"It's just my rough idea, and of course it's impossible to actually do it."

Yu Shushan also wanted to comfort Lin Suwan at this time, but the comfort did not do it, but made Lin Suwan cry at this time.

"Do you know that what you said really scared me, I thought everything would be done in a year, and it hindered my thinking too much!" Lin Suwan took a deep breath, although there is no definite answer now, but he can basically get an affirmation, and there will almost be no existence for that year.

"But I want to tell you the truth, this year may have a big impact on my future life, I may live better, but it may not be any different from the present."

Yu Shushan frowned, a little embarrassed to say this, in fact, he almost said that this year's time is very important to him, first of all, he told Lin Suwan very tactfully what he thought in his heart, that is, he hoped that Lin Suwan could understand all this exactly.

"I'm still the same sentence, if you really make me wait for a year, I may not be able to do it, maybe I will be crazy before this!"

Lin Suwan said this sentence very seriously, it was not a joke at all, but the person who had waited for so long finally said that it might take a year to think about the meaning of life, no matter who heard it, they would feel ridiculous.