Chapter 643: I Didn't Think Too Much
Sheng Luoshen didn't eat breakfast, just now Xia Chenxi sent lunch, she decided to wait for half an hour to go up and get the plate back.
If this time, she found that Sheng Luoshen still hadn't eaten anything, Xia Chenxi decided to talk to him properly.
After making up her mind, Xia Chenxi handed Nan Nan in her arms to the nanny, she sat on the sofa alone, looking at the time on the clock hanging on the wall, and her thoughts slowly flowed away with time.
Almost half an hour later, Xia Chenxi got up from the sofa in a hurry, she couldn't wait to go upstairs, when she stood in front of Sheng Luoshen's study.
The courage she had just mustered up was slowly gone.
After hesitating again and again, Xia Chenxi still decided to go in, she took a deep breath, knocked lightly on Sheng Luoshen's study door a few times, and before Sheng Luoshen could answer, she opened the study door and walked in.
After walking in, Xia Chenxi saw at a glance that the plate placed in Sheng Luoshen's hand, the food on the plate, he didn't move at all.
Seeing this scene, Xia Chenxi's heart sank slightly.
It would be false to say that she was not worried, if Xia Chenxi was not worried, she would not have such a gloomy expression.
Seeing that it was Xia Chenxi coming in, Sheng Luo looked at her deeply, hooked the corners of his mouth slightly, and then he put his eyes back on the computer.
Xia Chenxi walked directly to him, she slowly stretched out her hand and took Sheng Luoshen's hand.
Because Sheng Luoshen was dealing with business, Xia Chenxi was holding his hand like this, and there was no way to let him continue to work, so Sheng Luoshen lightly raised his eyebrows and turned his inquiring gaze on Xia Hang's body again.
At this time, Sheng Luoshen's expression seemed to be asking, what does Xia Chenxi want to do?
Xia Chenxi didn't say anything, she hooked her lips at him, and then pulled Sheng Luoshen's hand with a little force, and she pulled him to stand up.
Fortunately, Sheng Luoshen was more cooperative, obediently followed Xia Chenxi, walked to the side of the sofa and sat down.
Xia Chenxi let go of his hand, lowered his eyes, and when he raised his eyes again, Xia Chenxi's eyes exuded a faint essence.
She slowly stretched out her hand, pointed to the plate on the desk, and lowered her voice, "Why don't you eat?" ”
Xia Chenxi's tone was a little low, and she hadn't questioned yet.
Sheng Luoshen frowned lightly, and his face showed a look of understanding, and he understood Xia Chenxi's purpose.
Xia Chenxi kept a straight face, waiting for Sheng Luoshen's answer, five minutes passed, Sheng Luoshen just remained silent and did not answer her question.
Xia Chenxi's eyes were sharp, she couldn't see it, Sheng Luoshen was reluctant to answer her.
But Xia Chenxi had already made up her mind, and she must have a good talk with him today.
Therefore, Xia Chenxi has long been mentally prepared, she has time and a long patience to spend with him, "If you don't make it clear to me today, I won't leave." Xia Chenxi eased her arms and straightened her back, she put on a particularly tough attitude.
Sheng Luoshen is not stupid, of course he knows what Xia Chenxi means, but in his current mood, he doesn't want to say anything, he just wants to put all his emotions on work, and use busy work to numb himself, so that he won't think of Sheng Mu.
Sheng Luoshen tilted his head slightly, his attitude was also obvious, and he chose to refuse to answer.
His attitude surprised Xia Chenxi a little and made her fall into a dilemma, but Xia Chenxi's temperament was even more stubborn than Sheng Luoshen.
Because Xia Chenxi knew that if she couldn't fight with Sheng Luoshen today, then from now on, Sheng Luoshen would live in this way.
Xia Chenxi didn't want to see Sheng Luoshen become a working machine, using work to alleviate his bad mood.
If this goes on like this for a long time, then this person, he will lose his soul, become wooden, and be no different from a fool.
Xia Chenxi took a deep breath, she stretched out her slender fingers, and forced Sheng Luoshen's head to turn it again, forcing her to look at herself.
"I know that Sheng Mu's sudden departure has hit you a lot, but the deceased is gone, and we have no way to change it, all we can do is to live well, isn't it?"
Facing Xia Chenxi's questioning, Sheng Luoshen was slightly stunned, and then he nodded, which was regarded as answering Xia Chenxi's question.
Xia Chenxi's eyes lit up, and she realized that Sheng Luoshen had not yet drilled into the tip of the horns.
"Since you think I'm right, how do you do that? Don't eat and only care about work, and don't even talk, do you call life good? Sheng Mu has a spirit in the sky, she won't want to see you like this. ”
Xia Chenxi's heart sank slightly, and when she mentioned Sheng Mu, her mood became bad, but in order to make Sheng Luoshen regain her strength, Xia Chenxi had to endure this low mood and continue to talk to him.
"If you think I'm right, you can nod your head." Xia Chenxi said lightly.
She waited for about two minutes before Sheng Luoshen nodded, although the waiting time was a little long, but Xia Chenxi still didn't urge, she was very patient.
"So, please don't go on like this, okay? I know and understand your feelings, because I have lost my biological parents since I was a child, so I really understand your feelings, you see me now, aren't I also living well? I'm sure you can too. I've said what I'm going to say, so think about it yourself. ”
After speaking, Xia Chenxi let go of him. She stretched out her slender fingers and swiped them under the corners of her eyes, scratching away the falling tears.
As soon as she mentioned her parents, Xia Chenxi's heart was like being pierced by a sword, it was very painful, all the time, she forced herself not to think about her parents, that's why she lived so happily, she just hid her parents in the deepest part of her heart,
The reason why Xia Chenxi chose to leave was because she wanted to cry, the conversation with Sheng Luoshen just now reminded her of her parents, and she was in a bad mood, so all kinds of negative emotions followed.
She didn't want to show it in front of Sheng Luoshen, so she chose to leave quickly, but what she didn't expect was that her back was a little embarrassed.
As the person who hurt her to the tip of her heart, Sheng Luoshen certainly felt her heartache.
Sheng Luoshen seemed to suddenly want to open up, compared with Xia Chenxi, he still got along with his mother, for so long, poor Xia Chenxi, but when he was young, he lost his parents.
Sheng Luoshen didn't chase him out immediately, because he knew that Xia Chenxi also needed time to relieve his emotions.
Sheng Luoshen, who stayed alone in the study, was naturally not in a good mood, but he felt that his mood at this time seemed to be nothing compared to Xia Chenxi's emotions.
Taking a deep breath, he slowly tilted his head and saw the plate on his desk, the food on which it was still steaming.
Sheng Luoshen's heart moved slightly, and he realized that for so many days, he had ignored Xia Chenxi's concern for him.
He has been closing himself off, just because, he feels that what he has done, he is sorry for Sheng Mu, sorry for everyone. He even felt that he shouldn't quarrel with Sheng's mother, and he shouldn't fight with her.
Sheng Luoshen really regretted all this, so he used this way to punish himself.
It's just that what he didn't expect was that he punished himself, but he ignored the people around him, fortunately, Xia Chenxi didn't care about him in general, and talked to him very patiently and rescued him from punishment.
Sheng Luoshen took a deep breath again, he felt that he should cheer up again as Xia Chenxi said, after all, the deceased is gone, and the lives of the living must go on.
After thinking about it for a long time, Sheng Luoshen stood up from the sofa, and he walked directly towards the dinner plate on the desk, and the smell of the food came together.
The corners of his mouth hooked slightly, revealing a faint smile, this was the first time after Sheng Luoshen's mother died, showing such a smile.
Sheng Luo felt that his change should start with the food on this plate, so under his gobbling up, he ate all the food on the plate.
Although he hadn't eaten for many days, he would be a little unbearable in his stomach after eating so many things coldly, but he still ate them all.
The feeling of fullness in his stomach made him feel full of strength, he was no longer obsessed with his work, and he walked out of the study with a dinner plate.
After looking around the villa, he found her in Xia Chenxi's room.
Xia Chenxi turned her back to him, her shoulders trembled slightly, her hands wiped her eyes from time to time, she was crying.
Sheng Luoshen saw it at a glance, his heart immediately pinched, and he hurriedly walked over and pulled Xia Chenxi's body over.
When he saw the tears in the corners of Xia Chenxi's eyes, his heart felt as if it was stabbed by a sword, and no one could understand that feeling.
"I'm sorry, you don't want to do this, I ignored your thoughts." Sheng Luoshen hugged Xia Chenxi hard and kept saying apologies.
Hearing Sheng Luoshen speak coldly, Xia Chenxi was still a little surprised, she even forgot to cry, and forgot to wipe her tears, letting the tears hang on her face.
Sheng Luoshen saw that Xia Chenxi didn't react, and slowly lowered his head to look at her, he happened to see it, the surprised expression on her face, and the tears on her face.
Sheng Luoshen helped her wipe away the tears on her face, and slowly let go as if offering a treasure.
Following the direction of his finger, Xia Chenxi saw the empty dinner plate, and saw him eating, Xia Chenxi's mood got better inexplicably, and she burst into tears and laughed.