After Chen Dudu walked out of the house, she was already in tears, it was very cold outside, but she couldn't feel anything, at this moment, her heart was even colder, compared to the cold weather outside, her heart had no temperature, in this life, I didn't expect it to be so miserable, even if she was miserable before rebirth, she was just one person, now, she is no longer alone, she is still pregnant with a baby, for Chen Dudu, who has no income, how should she raise the baby as an adult, she can't even support herself, what to raise a baby? At this moment, she wanted to die, but even if she didn't want to live, the child was always innocent, and after thinking about it, she still took the bus back to her mother's house.

After returning home, Dudu's parents looked at their daughter's aggrieved appearance, and felt extremely uncomfortable, but they didn't expect that their daughter was returned by others like this, and when they left, they were alone, but when they came back, they became two people, they didn't feel happy at all, but their hearts were even heavier, how should this mother and son live in the future?

Chen Dudu opened the notebook and wrote a third love letter to Xiao Xiang.

The third love letter Xiao Xiang, although you don't love me anymore, I still love you so much

Brother, the days go by so fast, in the blink of an eye the baby has been in my belly for seven months, every day I can feel him, he is kicking my belly again, so naughty baby.

There were snowflakes floating outside the window, it was beautiful, it was beautiful, I came back in the snow. It was cold outside, but I didn't feel cold because the temperature outside was minus 5 degrees Celsius, and the body temperature in my heart was minus 100 degrees, so I felt that it was still warm outside.

Today, I told the secret that I had suppressed in my heart for a long time, and I felt very happy in an instant, but I didn't expect to make your mother faint, and you kicked me out of the house in a fit of anger, without caring about the safety of me and my children, perhaps, we are really insignificant in your heart, or not, there is a reunion in life, there is a separation, it is just a matter of one day sooner or later, but our separation came earlier.

I blamed you very much in my heart, but the moment I rushed out of the house, I couldn't hate it, I knew that I was deeply in love with you, even if you didn't want to look at me, I still loved you, and I loved you to the point of madness. Every time I see your leather shoes on the shoe rack, I feel warm in my heart, because it means that you are at home, I miss you, I want to see you, even if it is just a pair of shoes, I will be nostalgic.

I love smelling on your clothes, you know? In the days when you are not there, in addition to a lonely lamp that accompanies me every night, there are clothes that contain your taste, and I feel warm in my heart when I sleep with your clothes every day, so I am no longer lonely in the long night.

Brother, I don't know if we have a future from now on, I can't imagine what the future will be like if I am alone with my children? Before I was reborn, I lived alone and couldn't even support myself, and now, I am pregnant with a baby, and I can't imagine how the life of the two of us will continue. 【@….. ！ &Free to read】

On the way back, I watched the snowflakes flying all over the sky, and the biting cold wind,

I thought of death, I wanted to leave quietly like this, but, at the moment when the baby kicked my stomach, I hesitated, I can't be so selfish, the child is innocent, he is such a fresh little life, before he has time to take a look at the world, he was strangled in my belly, I can't bear it, I love you, this is the crystallization of our love, in the future, even if the days are sad, I will raise him alone, because I love you, I love him more.

Someone who will always love you: Chen Dudu

3 December 2000

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On this day, after Chen Dudu got out of school, it was already nine o'clock in the evening, in order to catch the last train, she quickly ran to the station, in the cold night, she was shivering alone at the station, hoping that the last train had not been missed.

At this time, a small car stopped at the station, and after the glass was rolled down, Xiao Zhenhua poked his head out, looked at Dudu, and said kindly: "Child, it's cold outside, hurry up and get in the car!" ”

Chen Dudu glanced at Xiao Zhenhua, did not speak, turned his head away, and continued to stretch his neck to look in the direction of the bus.

"Child, be obedient, come up quickly, and come home with me!" Xiao Zhenhua said again.

Chen Dudu still didn't speak, and continued to stare into the distance, his little feet walking back and forth on the ground, and his little hands on his lips to keep warm. The wide white scarf covered half of the handsome little face, and the white down jacket wrapped around the bloated little body.

Xiao Zhenhua had no choice but to get out of the car, close the door, walk to Chen Dudu, and said kindly: "The matter is over, the anger should be gone, go home with Dad!" He reached out and tugged at Chen's sleeve.

Chen Dudu took two steps back and continued not to speak.

"Dudu, what do you have to do to go back with me?" Xiao Zhenhua asked again.

At this time, the bus came, Chen Dudu bypassed Xiao Zhenhua and quickly got on the bus, she was the only one on the empty bus, at this time, such an atmosphere was used to describe her mood, which could not be more appropriate.

Outside the window, the snow was covered, and although it was late at night, the streets did not look so dark under the cover of the snow.

She accidentally saw Xiao Zhenhua's car following the bus, and there was an indescribable feeling in her heart, that person had already given up on her, Xiao Zhenhua, what are you clinging to, when I was still in my infancy, didn't you already give up on me? What are you clinging to now? Is it just for the flesh and blood of your Xiao family in my womb? Do you care about this child? If you really care, why didn't anyone stand up and save me when I was kicked out of the house by Xiao Xiang on such a snowy day? Her heart was frozen, without a little warmth.

After getting out of the car, Xiao Zhenhua put the car on the side of the road, grabbed Chen Dudu's sleeve again, and said, "Child, go home with Dad!" Daddy please! Stop clinging! “

Chen Dudu shook off his big hands, and his voice became extremely cold: "Is that my home?" That person doesn't want me anymore, and you, who gave up on me twenty-four years ago, are still coming to me for something

？ “

"Child, since you left, Tan Songzhi divorced me, just got the divorce certificate yesterday, and Xiangzi also abandoned me, and now, I am the only one left in the empty house, can you imagine the loneliness in my heart? All karma, what should be repaid, now, I only have you left, I once owed your mother and you, let me make up for it for the rest of my life! You are Yao Suqin's daughter, she entrusted you to me, I didn't take good care of you in the first half of my life, and my father will accompany you every day in the future and raise my grandson as an adult, even if Xiangzi doesn't recognize you and doesn't want you, so what? I'm still your dad and love your dad forever! Xiao Zhenhua burst into tears, and his face was full of tears.

Chen Dudu listened to Xiao Zhenhua's words, without the slightest emotion in his heart, turned around to leave, and was pulled by Xiao Zhenhua again, "Child, have you ever thought about how you will raise a child as a girl in the future?" You don't even have a job now, it's okay if the time is short, if the days are long, everyone will laugh, where will your adoptive parents' faces go? “

Chen Dudu looked at Xiao Zhenhua aggrievedly, tears welling up in his eyes.

Xiao Zhenhua stepped forward and hugged Dudu in his arms, and said in a low voice: "Child, don't cry, you have been wronged, it's all because your father is not good, and your father is sorry for you!" “

Chen Dudu snuggled in Xiao Zhenhua's arms, crying, and the grievances that had been suppressed for a long time finally broke out at this moment, seeing that the child was about to be born, the parents were a little anxious, and they couldn't let their daughter give birth to the child at home! The spittle of friends and relatives can drown people! Dudu has already seen the troubles of his parents, today, since Xiao Zhenhua has given the steps, why don't you go down the steps! When the child is born, make plans, I won't see that person anyway, so it's better to go back with Xiao Zhenhua! Anyway, he is also the general manager of the company, so he won't starve! The child is also the descendant of their Xiao family, and it should be raised by them, besides, it takes a lot of money to have a child, and now she has no ability to have a child, let alone raise a child.

After a moment, she raised her little face with pear blossoms and rain and looked at Xiao Zhenhua, with a touching little appearance, and sobbed: "Dad, I'll go back with you!" “

"Kid, that's right, go, get in the car, go home and dad will make you something to eat!"

Xiao Zhenhua let Chen Dudu into the car, and the car drove away instantly.

Back at home, Chen Dudu instantly felt so familiar, but unexpectedly, she actually came back again, back to the bedroom, her clothes were still in the closet at home, and the wedding photos were still hanging on the wall. However, at this moment, she felt so awkward, these things were too much of an eyesore, after all, they were all over, and now, there was a divorce certificate between her and Xiao Xiang, and there was no other connection.

This child is her and Xiao Xiang's child, but that person has never admitted it, no matter what, from this moment on, the child will have nothing to do with him, just a nightmare he once had!

Xiao Zhenhua looked at Dudu and said, "Dad went to cook for you, you go home and watch TV!" “

Chen Dudu entered the living room and picked up Yao

The controller turned on the TV, and a person snuggled up in the sofa boredly changing the channel, suddenly, the phone rang, Chen Dudu walked to the telephone and picked up the receiver.

"Dad, are you okay during this time?" Xiao Xiang's magnetic voice came.

Chen Dudu's hand holding the earpiece was trembling, and she had no words.

"Dad, if you want to open a little, I'll go back and persuade my mom, when I'm not there, remember to pay more attention to your body, and I'll go back to see you when I have time." Xiao Xiang said.

Chen Dudu's tears flowed unconsciously, this brother didn't ask her if she was okay at all, at this moment, she was still pregnant with his child, she didn't have a penny of income, how did she live with her child, that person didn't say a word, he was really relieved.

(End of chapter)

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