Zhangzhu listened quietly and did not interrupt Song Jinfei's words.

I heard him continue to say: "Mother wants to live with that old bachelor, but my brother doesn't want to, saying that it's good now." The mother's temper was stubborn, and gradually the two had a quarrel. Brother he...... Once, when my mother was cornered, she jumped into the river not far from our house. I was only thirteen years old when my brothers buried my mother. I didn't know why my mother was looking for a short sight at first, until one brother he inadvertently said it, I knew that he killed our mother, I argued with him, he had a loud voice, I couldn't fight him, although I was a few years younger than him, but at that time I was about the same height as him, the newborn calf was naturally not afraid of anything, and there was also strength, until he fell at my feet with blood on his face, I didn't know anything bad. I personally sent off my last loved one. The Song family, which was lively in the past, couldn't go back, and I didn't wait for the elders in the family to liquidate me, so I ran out by myself. I did everything to survive in the first year or two when I came out, and once I was so sick that I was dying, and I thought that this life was over like this, but I didn't know that the king of Hades disliked me, and kicked me back, and then met the two of them. The three of us have done everything together, and we have been in Puding's prison a few times, in short, we are bastards. ”

"Looking back on the nearly 20 years of life, there is really no light at all, and many times I also wonder if this life really has to go on like this, what is the meaning of living."

He has a misanthropic mood?

"Why are you so depressed when you are young and have a lot of time?"

Song Jinfei said helplessly: "I don't know what happened to me, I may have lived for twenty years, I have never done a good thing, and luck has never patronized me, so I have always been unlucky." What do you mean by saying that such a life is still meaningful? I always feel that this life is like this, and there is no end in sight. Sometimes I feel that life is quite boring. ”

"Not interesting? How old have you been to have such thoughts? ”

Song Jinfei said: "Maybe I've failed too much in my life, and I've never done a good thing." When he said this, his eyes were looking at the palm beads, and his eyes were a little gentle: "But there is one thing I think I should do right." ”

Zhangzhu had finished her work, and she was about to go back, when she suddenly heard Song Jinfei's words, she asked a little casually: "What is it?" ”

"I passed through Oguriwan that day and saved you."

Zhangzhu was obviously stunned for a moment when she heard this, and then she said; "Each three of you have your own faults. But no one will deny that you are also capable people, but no one has ever shown you the right way. Master Song, I can show you the way, I don't know if you want to consider it. ”

"What is it?" Song Jinfei's eyes lit up.

Zhangzhu finally told him the thought in his heart: "My eldest cousin is now a thousand households in the big camp in the north, it is said that the war there is a little tight, and the imperial court is also recruiting soldiers, do you want to join the military camp to try, according to your ability, maybe you can still protect your family and defend the country, and establish a meritorious career, it is much better than touching like a fly without a head." ”

"Miss Fu wants us to kill the enemy?"

Zhangzhu said gently: "It's very easy to rely on your skills, of course, this is just a suggestion from me, and you have to discuss whether you want to go or not." If you want to go, you can tell me and I can write a letter of introduction to my eldest cousin. ”

After saying this, Zhangzhu prepared to leave. She went out of the house, but saw Gu Tong helping Maozi and walking slowly in the yard. When the two saw her come out, Gu Tong greeted her first, and then said with a smile: "Miss Fu, why don't you sit for a while, it's still early here, and the sun is so high and hot." ”

"It's time to go back." Zhangzhu replied lightly, and the moon had been waiting for her for a long time.

Zhangzhu got into the carriage and left the courtyard, and every time she arrived, she would attract a lot of attention, until the carriage was far away, and the onlookers dispersed.

Gu Tong and Mao Zi went back to the house, but saw Song Jinfei sitting there in a daze, like a clay statue. Mao Zi walked over slowly and shook Song Jinfei's arm: "Boss, what are you doing in a daze?" ”

Song Jinfei glanced up at the two of them, and saw that the palm beads were no longer in the house, so he asked, "What about Miss Fu?" ”

Gu Tong laughed at him: "Miss Fu, he has already gone back, don't you know?" However, he saw that Song Jinfei's stunned appearance was a little different from the past, and he didn't understand what the two of them were talking about in this room just now.

"Boss, what's wrong with you, is it that Miss Fu is upset that she refuses to pay attention to you? Hey, she just looks at the door, what kind of shelf, there are so many good girls in the world. If you don't succeed, I'll have someone introduce you to other good girls. The big husband has no wife. Mao Zi half-jokingly talked to Song Jinfei.

Gu Tong also said: "She is a red and fragrant flower, but you can't pick it off, boss, so don't pick it, beware of thorns pricking your hands." ”

"You two don't joke, I have something to discuss with you." Song Jinfei said.

Gu Tong and Mao Zi glanced at each other, and secretly said what was the big deal?

Song Jinfei solemnly told the brothers what Zhangzhu said, and Gu Tong said in surprise: "Miss Fu wants us to join the army?" ”

"That's what she said, she said she was willing to help us referral. I thought about it and thought it was a good way to go. Actually, I had this idea a few years ago, but I never said it. Now that I think I can think about it. Second brother, you have a lot of ideas, and you can see farther than us, why don't you help us with your staff, can you see if this is feasible? ”

Seeing Song Jinfei's seriousness, Gu Tong said: "Actually, boss, you already have an idea in your heart, and the so-called discussion with us is just a notification." ”

"You're right, but now I'm going to ask you two what you mean, would you like to go with me?"

This is undecided, and no one knows if they can come back.

Mao Zi spoke first: "Boss, most of my legs are useless, if they are useless, how can I go to the battlefield to kill the enemy, not to mention whether people want us or not, I am also afraid of causing trouble to you." ”

Song Jinfei glanced at him and said, "You work hard to get better, and I will work hard." Our brothers really can't be looked down upon. ”

Gu Tong never spoke, in his opinion, his opinion was no longer important, it was Song Jinfei who pulled him out of the quagmire at the beginning, and he would naturally follow his footsteps in this life.

"Boss, do our brothers have a future?"

Song Jinfei said firmly: "There is no future, let's fight the future with our fists." I don't want to disappoint her. ”