Chapter 30: Cover your face
Sometimes, Yu Shushan will always think about why he is liked by so many people, and this feeling has been there since he was a child.
Since he was in elementary school, he began to ask the girls around him why someone liked him so much, but basically the answer was that Yu Shushan was a handsome young man, and he did a good job in many things, and he was an excellent person.
This is similar to the fact that normal people in the world will like excellent people and are very willing to stay with excellent people, which has caused many people to walk into the distance with Yu Shushan.
At first, Yu Shushan also believed in this explanation, but after reaching junior high school and high school, he found that all this could not be stopped at all.
Even if Yu Shushan deliberately did something wrong, there are still people who like him very much, and many people will comfort him with the gentlest tone, as if the whole world revolves around him.
Naturally, he didn't understand these contents at a young age, and Yu Shushan regarded it as something that everyone was accustomed to, and he gradually didn't feel that it affected his life, but later found that there were more voices surrounding his ears.
Some people praise and some people insult, and some people praise and insult at the same time, which is very strange, and is always doing an unexpected contradiction.
Sometimes he lost his temper and said that these people who like him are blind, but everyone thinks he is a very cute person, no matter what he says, he should look like at this age, and some people even imitate Yu Shushan to do some things.
It is precisely because Yu Shushan is a very popular person among girls, so he can't find any sense of presence in the boys' pile at all.
Even if they find a little sense of existence, as long as everyone finds out that he is Yu Shushan, they will instantly change their faces when they hear these three words, and it is as if Yu Shushan has done something wrong from the beginning.
I can't find any sense of accomplishment and presence by the boy's side, which makes Yu Shushan doubt life.
For a while, Yu Shushan felt that he was very good, otherwise it would not be possible for so many girls to like him, but when he thought about the situation in the boys' group, he felt very puzzled.
If it weren't for Yu Shuyue always being by his side to comfort him and say some nice words, maybe Yu Shushan would have been unable to bear all this, for him, it was like countless knives stuck in his body, and that feeling was particularly painful, but he had no way to deal with these things.
At this time, Yu Shushan had already finished his school affairs, he contacted Yu Shuyue, and this time he immediately connected the phone, and did not let Yu Shushan worry too much.
If Yu Shuyue was still playing in Lin Suwan's dormitory, maybe Yu Shushan would be crazy this time.
The two met again, and they exchanged everything that had happened in the past few days, and Yu Shushan felt that Yu Shuyue was really very unlucky, and she had a good college life and met such a strange roommate.
He really wanted to help Yu Shuyue vent, and even thought of a way to find the school's dormitory teacher to deal with this matter, but was finally stopped by Yu Shuyue.
"Come on, you, at this time, I'm just a disadvantage, and besides, I've already asked the dormitory teacher to deal with this matter, so far it's the best solution, and I can't do anything about it!"
Yu Shuyue was very sad after saying this, and when she thought of what had happened to her during this time, she couldn't believe it at all.
Yu Shushan couldn't believe what he heard, and even repeatedly determined whether what Yu Shuyue said was true.
After all, when she was young, Yu Shuyue wanted to be protected by her brother, so she would tell some lies, and these lies were particularly false, but Yu Shushan was willing to believe it, so it caused a lot of unbearable past.
At this time, Yu Shuyue rolled her eyes helplessly, she felt that it was a very stupid move for Yu Shushan to still question, but these words could not be said directly.
"Forget it, I can still handle some things, just complain to you, if something unpleasant happens to you at school, don't forget to tell me!"
Yu Shuyue laughed after speaking, she was a little angel sent from heaven, she just simply complained about what happened to her, and she didn't want Yu Shushan to do anything.
And immediately changed the topic, caring about the elder brother, the relationship between the brother and sister was difficult to handle, but they had found a good balance, at least they knew where the proportions between each other were, so it was not difficult to communicate many things at all.
"I'm still the same at school, it's just that some things have become more and more exaggerated lately, and I don't know whether to continue or stop this, it's so confusing!"
Yu Shushan looked up at the sky, he felt that sometimes it was the right choice to empty himself a little, after all, being so tense every day would only make things worse.
"Is it that those crazy fan groups have caused any threat to you, I really didn't expect such a situation, I thought your college life was beautiful, at least many people like it, right?"
Yu Shuyue pursed her lips, a little unhappy, but she and her brother were talking like bosom friends at this moment.
Yu Shushan shook his head helplessly and said: "Many people like it, this is indeed true, but there are also many people who hate me, which is acceptable, but my college life is not as good as I imagined." ”
If a person thinks about a thing or a person very perfectly or has very high expectations, the final result may plummet psychologically, and there is no satisfaction in the end, and there is no way to think about how the situation will continue.
The two of them have fallen into a state of confusion, looking at Yu Shuyue's innocent eyes, Yu Shushan gently put his hand on Yu Shuyue's shoulder, the two of them are like buddies, no matter what they should say, and no matter what, they have to take care of each other kindly.
"Don't worry, as long as there is me in the future, you must be the safest, no matter what happens in the future, my brother will always be your most solid backing." After Yu Shushan said this, he felt very moved, if someone said such a thing by his side, I don't know if he would be moved.
However, at this time, Yu Shuyue also learned Yu Shushan's movements, and gently put her hand on Yu Shushan's body, which felt like a child imitating an adult's behavior, and the imitation was very good.
"You can rest assured, as long as there is a place for me, you will not be bullied, and besides, can't the two of us find any foothold in this place?"
Yu Shuyue laughed very proudly, she didn't feel how confused her life was, and she didn't feel how painful it was to continue living, but if she left her brother, it might all be meaningless.
Her brother is her last bottom line and the most powerful spiritual pillar, Yu Shuyue smiled very happily, and didn't want to face her brother with a very ugly face.
"Actually, there is something I want to talk to you about, but I don't know where to start, I think it's a bit rushed, but I feel like it's really coming."
Yu Shuyue said this sentence very seriously, and she thought about it for a long time before saying it, which is a lifelong event for her.
She cautiously followed her brother and said, mainly because she felt that her brother had a very wide range from childhood to adulthood, and if her brother felt very uncomfortable or unacceptable, she was willing to choose to give up.
However, before Yu Shuyue could tell the real content, Yu Shushan shook his head helplessly.
"I think it's a bit early now, and you've just started school, and you haven't made a clear distinction between love and liking and good feelings, I hope you can be responsible for yourself in the future, and follow your inner thoughts, there will be no mistakes."
Yu Shushan said this paragraph very patiently, and he felt that there was nothing wrong with what he said, it was particularly correct.
Yu Shuyue looked at her brother in disbelief, she didn't explain anything clearly, she guessed everything, maybe this is because the two of them have lived for too long, and finally caused an unacceptable situation.
What is unacceptable is that my brother can see everything, and he can know most of the stories behind it through micro-expressions, and Yu Shuyue remembered that his brother has such a super ability.
"Okay, now that you know it all, I don't think there's any need to hide it."
Yu Shuyue accepted all this very frankly, originally thought that her brother's reaction would be very strong, but at this moment, Yu Shushan was like a piece of wood, and he didn't have any reaction, and he didn't even feel that this matter had anything to do with him.
However, at this time, Yu Shushan suddenly raised his head, looked at Yu Shuyue seriously, grabbed Yu Shuyue's shoulders with both hands and said with a smile: "Now that you grow up, you should also think about these things, but the world is sinister, and it is very difficult to recognize a person."
Even now, I may be hiding something from you, and I hope you can face it all right. ”
If some things have been made in the final plan, in fact, no matter how others persuade them, they have no effect, Yu Shushan knows very well what her sister thinks at this moment, and it is precisely because she thinks that the boy is very good, so she will dare to ask at this time.
"Actually, I'm ready to ask you these questions, I think the matter of falling in love should also be quiet, after all, it's a process of liking each other, and it's also a run-in process, oh my God, I actually said so much!"
Yu Shuyue covered her face, unable to believe all this.