Shen Yu's words made Lin Xia fall into silence, and in the past two years of study, Lin Xia has known many Chinese and made a lot of friends. And Zuo Feiyu is a very embarrassing existence. From the first time this person appeared in Lin Xia's field of vision, Lin Xia was inexplicably wary of this.

Now that a series of cases have an inexplicable relationship with him, Lin Xia feels even more abrupt and awkward in his heart. It feels like Zuo Feiyu has appeared in front of her since two years ago like the beginning of a trap, but she has no clue what to do.

"Xia Xia, who is this Zuo Feiyu? How much do you know about him? ”

Shen Yu saw the confusion in Lin Xia's eyes, but at this moment, only Lin Xia had contact with this man.

Lin Xia sat on the chair with his hands on his forehead, trying to recall all the intersections with Zuo Feiyu in the past two years.

"This man exists very strangely."

"How?"

"The first time I met him, it was at an art exhibition on campus. I was observing a very strange work, and Zuo Feiyu had been observing me, which I only learned later. He said that he carved this work, and he was a graduate student in the art department, and he was my senior. To be honest, after reading that work, I had an inexplicable rejection of Zuo Feiyu. ”

"What kind of work is that?"

"One... The red camellia flowers that bloom in the white bones are very artistic and beautiful. However, it made me feel inexplicably uncomfortable. And Zuo Feiyu is a person who is very good at hiding and has no emotions of his own. Or rather, I can't see his emotions. You know, after all, I majored in psychology, as long as I am a human being, I will not perfectly hide all my true self, and the slightest micro-expression will expose the mental activity at that time.

However, Zuo Feiyu never had. He is like a machine, a perfect machine in other people's hearts without the slightest flaw. When I came into contact with him, no matter what we talked about, his emotional ups and downs were very small, as if nothing in the world had anything to do with him. Even... Even when he once pursued me, he seemed very formatted, without the slightest warmth. ”

"And then? When was the last time you saw him? ”

Lin Xia frowned and thought about it, and said to himself: "The last time... The last time, it seems, was before I returned home. My friends gave me a small farewell party, and Zuo Feiyu was among them. By the way, that was the only time he saw me and didn't take the initiative to talk to me. Just stood silently and watched, with a complicated expression.

I remember that after the farewell party, he said something inexplicable to me before leaving, which I didn't understand at the time and didn't take it to heart. ”

"What did he tell you?" Shen Yu's eyes flashed with a strange light.

Lin Xia tried hard to recall, it seemed to be a sentence in a novel, but what it was, she really couldn't remember clearly. In the end, Lin Xia had to shake his head and look at Shen Yu apologetically, Shen Yu didn't embarrass her, and knew that after all, it had been so long, and Lin Xia didn't take Zuo Feiyu to heart at that time, so it was normal that he couldn't remember.

"It's okay, if you can't think of it, you don't want to. Let's think about how we're going to guard against him next week. ”

Lin Xia nodded slightly, his expression still a little dazed. Zuo Feiyu feels very ethereal, and he always feels that the real him will not be what others see. However, why did Zuo Feiyu, who has been abroad, appear at Shen Yu's homecoming banquet?

Think about what Lin Bei said, the wedding gift of the beloved girl, the sculpture, the original sin, what did Zuo Feiyu say that day?

Lin Xia had been immersed in his own memories and talking to himself, Shen Yu looked at the stubborn Lin Xia, a little helpless. At this time, Li Lin was standing at the door and just wanted to knock on the door, but Shen Yu opened the door and motioned for Li Lin to be quiet.

"Team Gu, Asen has found out Kurosawa Luchuan's whereabouts, but his location is near your villa."

Shen Yu was shocked, didn't this Kurosawa Luchuan want to live? What was the purpose of blatantly running to his dwellings? Are you planning to plant a bomb to kill him? Or maybe he was there for some other purpose.

"Don't startle the snake first, monitor his every move, and if there is any suspicious behavior, let the riot squad arrest him directly."

Li Lin nodded, looked into the office with some concern, saw Lin Xia's somewhat sluggish expression, and asked worriedly, "What's wrong with Xiao Xia?" The face is so strange. ”

"It's okay, don't worry, you go and get busy with yours!" Shen Yu blocked Li Lin's sight and said with a light smile.

Although Li Lin had doubts, she didn't think much about it, and left after answering. Seeing Li Lin leaving, Shen Yu glanced at the door of the Evidence Department with a vague look, and the door that was originally slightly open had been closed at this time.

Shen Yu cautiously closed the door and looked back at Lin Xia, who was still looking at one place with a dull gaze, and his face was indeed very strange. Ever since he mentioned Zuo Feiyu, Lin Xia's state was not right. Although he knew that now was not the time to eat flying vinegar, the thought that he was not there, and there was a man who could influence Lin Xia's emotions, made him extremely uncomfortable.

"Xia Xia, are you okay? I thought of something, my face was so bad..."

Lin Xia looked up and saw Shen Yu's worried face, and said in a trance: "I was born as a human being, I'm sorry." ”

Shen Yu frowned and supported Lin Xia's shoulders, and asked in a low tone, "What did you say?" You repeat? What are you stimulated by? ”

Hearing the excitement in Shen Yu's words, Lin Xia came back to his senses, remembered what he had just said and hurriedly explained: "No, I didn't say it. It was Zuo Feiyu who said it. The last thing he said to me that day was this: I am sorry to be human. ”

Hearing this, Shen Yu's tense nerves relaxed slightly. However, why did Zuo Feiyu say this to Lin Xia?

This sentence is written by Osamu Dazai in the work of Human Disqualification, which is a criticism of life's loss of self to the extreme, and it is also a phenomenal mourning culture. But... Why did Zuo Feiyu say this to you? ”

Lin Xia shook her head, she didn't know very well.

"I don't know Zuo Feiyu very well, even when he pursues me, he is in a very hazy and indescribable liking, I can feel that he has a good impression of me, but he is very restrained. It's like there's something uncontrollable hidden under a human coat..."

Shen Yu pondered for a while, and suddenly his eyes lit up. As if thinking of something, he whispered, "I think I know what he means." I'm afraid we'll see him next week. ”