Zhang Heng sat alone on a bench by the lake. Quietly look at the night sky. This purgatory-like first love changed his life. Later, when I just walked to the door of the dormitory, I heard the boss whispering to the third child that she bumped into Liu Yang's mother in the hospital and accompanied her to see a psychiatrist. Later, I heard that Liu Yang did not take the college entrance examination, and her family applied for a foreign school for her, and she went abroad after the college entrance examination.

He looked around the school. With his previous grades, he should have appeared at an institution of higher learning with a higher admission score. In the end, he chose this school, but he was not completely lost. This old school with a long history was also once famous for its major majors. Political and construction factors have dragged down the school's reputation, but the subject ability is still obvious to all. More than a year of study confirmed my choice. He has a clear plan for himself, to complete his undergraduate studies, go to graduate school, and study for a doctorate, to fill in the gaps he once lost. But he didn't have her in his plans.

Like a person, he doesn't know if he can afford it.

Parents' fears became reality. Losing faith in the relationship itself, he loses the courage to like someone. He instinctively rejects any possibility, refuses to approach any girl who expects him from him. Maybe it's better to live like this for the rest of your life than to be happy and sad.

The brothers had intentionally or unintentionally planned for him and brought him to the party. He did not refuse to go, even if he did not embarrass the girl in person, and never contacted him afterwards. After a few times, the angry boss scolded hatefully. He couldn't get over that. This may be the most cowardly side of his life.

So he especially understands the third child's excitement this time.

There was a sudden sound on the surface of the lake, and a fish jumped out of the lake, dived back, slowly retracted the ripples, and returned to calm. remembered that day when he passed the small bridge after eating in the second canteen, he turned his head and saw the little sister and his girlfriend feeding the fish. The two of them sat in the shadows, but they couldn't hide the light from their faces. They smile so sweetly and carefree, which is really enviable.

The indifference in front of people, the liveliness behind people, he feels ironed every time he sees it. It's true that she's not very pretty, a cut worse than her best friends, but he knows that he looks at her pleasing to the eye, because he sees it in his heart.

In fact, at the school gate just now, he selfishly didn't want her to go back. But as soon as this thought appeared, he secretly extinguished it. He can't be so selfish, he can't rudely take her for himself when she is still ignorant and naïve about her feelings. If he could, he would like to work with her to learn how to like someone, even to love.

Looking at the watch by the moonlight, it was almost two o'clock. On the way back, he thought about it for a while and decided to go back to school for half a semester and wait for the rabbit.