Chapter 45: Fighting Spirit
After recovering a little strength, Guo Hongjin and I continued on the road.
I remember the last time I went back to town from Yuanbao Village, I also went all the way with Guohong, and that time, it took us about two hours. This time, it took us three and a half hours to get back halfway through.
I'm covered in mud now, but luckily, when I came, Wang You got all my clothes wet, and I still put the clothes I changed in the trunk of the car. At this time, although the clothes were not completely dry, I had to pass them on my body.
Then, I spent 2,000 yuan and asked Guo Hongjin to find a local person in town who could drive and send us home.
Because, now I am so exhausted that I can't drive at all.
It wasn't until the afternoon of the next day that we finally got home.
From the moment I got on the bus, I explained the route and destination, and I didn't say a word until I got off the bus.
It's not that I don't have the strength to speak, it's that I don't want to say anything.
I was lying in the back of the car and didn't even want to move.
I don't even want to think about anything.
Emperor Xudu, Guo Tingting, Lin Miaoyin, Ma Hongxiang, all the friends in the world, I'm sorry, I've done my best.
However, I couldn't stop Mr. Kobayashi.
The world is going to hell, so do what you want.
That's all I can do.
After getting out of the car, Guo Tingting, Lin Miaoyin, and Ma Hongxiang ...... A whole bunch of people rushed to me, chattering about something.
Zhu'er knelt in front of me, weeping bitterly, as if in repentance.
Tang Jiang also knelt in front of me, extremely sad, as if to say that he had failed to live up to my trust to him.
I didn't listen to anything, I didn't want to say anything.
I bypassed Zhu'er and Tangjiang.
Wang You also walked up to me and wanted to say something.
I stretched out a finger in my right hand and shook it gently, signaling Wang You not to say anything, because I didn't want to hear anything.
Wang You swallowed back the words that came to his mouth.
I squeezed past Wang You.
Everyone you look at me, I look at you, and they don't dare to speak.
I went straight into the house, went upstairs, went back to my room, took off my clothes, lay down, pulled the quilt over my head.
Soon, I was plunged into deep darkness.
This night, I really slept deeply, deeply, and didn't even have a dream.
I really didn't think about anything.
I've done my best.
That's all I can do.
I'm really not as good as I thought I was, I can't stop anything, you don't have to count on me, love what's the matter.
I don't know how long it took for me to finally wake up.
I don't know how long I slept, but it was still bright outside, so I guess I only slept for an hour or two.
Guo Tingting sat on the edge of my bed.
"You're finally awake?" Guo Tingting said, "Do you know that you have slept for a day and a night? ”
Oh, is it? So I've slept for a day and a night? Well, whatever.
Guo Tingting said for a long time, all of which were words of comfort and encouragement, but I didn't listen to a word.
I originally wanted to tell Guo Tingting that the world is going to become hell, so you better pack your baggage and leave quickly with your mother. But I thought, the world is so big, where can they go? When the time comes, Mr. Kobayashi supports Emperor Jianwen to come to power, and there are clouds everywhere, but there are all ghosts, where can you hide?
Guo Tingting said for a long time, finally sighed, stood up and walked out.
Then, Pearls came too, and then went again.
Lin Miaoyin also came, and then also left.
Little Momiji also came, and then also left.
……
In the end, even Guo Tingting's mother Zhou Xiumei came, pointing fingers and spitting at me.
I pulled over the covers and covered my head.
Zhou Xiumei uncovered my quilt with a "whew" and continued to point at me and scold.
Well, I closed my eyes and let her scold.
Zhou Xiumei finally got tired of scolding, and finally turned around and went out.
I have completely lost all fighting spirit and all vitality.
I don't care about anything anymore.
Now two days have passed, and in another five days, as soon as the Yin and Yang Passage is opened, everyone will fall into madness.
I originally thought that Emperor Xudu would also come to see me and say something crooked. As a result, Emperor Xudu did not appear from beginning to end, as if he had already accepted his fate, and at the same time gave up on me completely.
The strangest thing is that Ma Hongxiang, Li Xiaogang and Tang Guoqing have never appeared.
They must be very disappointed in me, right?
I lay down for another day and a night, and the pearls brought me, and I never ate.
When it was almost noon, Guo Tingting came again.
This time, Ma Hongxiang, Li Xiaogang and Tang Guoqing also came together. On their heads, they were wrapped in a white veil, and their eyes were covered.
What's wrong with them? Was he injured by Mr. Kobayashi's people?
But I didn't ask for an exit. Mr. Kobayashi didn't kill them, it's already good. Maybe Mr. Kobayashi was kind-hearted and worried that they would be scared when he saw the madness of this world, so he blinded them first.
Guo Tingting, Ma Hongxiang, Li Xiaogang, and Tang Guoqing stood in front of my bed in turn.
"They have something to say to you." Guo Tingting said first.
Li Xiaogang asked with a face in my direction, "Do you still think we are brothers?" ”
"What do you mean?" I say. It was the first time in three days that I had spoken, and my voice was so hoarse that I could barely hear it.
Ma Hongxiang said: "If you still think of us as brothers, come with us to the hospital in the afternoon." We had an operation yesterday and went to unwrap the yarn in the afternoon. ”
I casually asked, "What surgery did you have?" ”
This time, my voice was much clearer.
Tang Guoqing said: "We went to the hospital to change a pair of eyes. ”
I sat up from the bed with a "whew" and cried out, "Are you crazy?" What eyes?! ”
"We're not crazy." Ma Hongxiang said calmly, "We all know about you. We have said that our brothers will carry everything together. ”
Ma Hongxiang pointed to his eyes and said, "This is our determination." And that senior brother of yours, Guo Hongjin, who also did the surgery with us. ”
I don't know why, but my cold blood suddenly became hot, my eyes were hot, and my chest seemed to be blocked by something, and I couldn't even speak.
Li Xiaogang said: "Fighting our brothers are together, fighting ghosts, how can we let you go alone?" ”
Tang Guoqing said leisurely: "The most important thing is that I don't want our brothers to not even be able to play mahjong well in the future." ”
"I haven't had enough barbecue beer." Ma Hongxiang said.
"The big health sauna massage is gone." Li Xiaogang said.
"But do you know that you're useless like this?" I said loudly with tears in my eyes, "Do you think that with a new pair of eyes, you can deal with Mr. Kobayashi?" Do you think you can deal with the demons and monsters? In front of them, don't you know the?! ”
Ma Hongxiang said calmly: "I know. But I don't want my wife and son to live in hell, and I don't want to die for no reason. Even if I am destined to die, I will struggle! ”
Li Xiaogang said coldly: "But how do you look at you now?" It's like a dead dog! It's just that you lose once, and before you die, you completely admit defeat and lie here waiting to die! ”
Tang Guoqing also said: "Don't you understand after playing mahjong for so long? If you lose this one, you will come to the next one, and you won't know who loses and who wins in the end. ”
Guo Tingting also said: "Do you remember that the two of us used to work overtime in the company? It's going to be accepted tomorrow, but there are still problems with the data, and you can't give up until the end. We debug one line of code and one line of code, one may be the other possible discharge. We finally failed the last acceptance, but you were not discouraged at all, you said that we have done our best, you can have a clear conscience, do you remember? But what's wrong with you now? Why did you give up so early? ”
I buried my face in the palms of both hands and groaned.
"You guys go out first." I say.
"You ......," Ma Hongxiang said.
"I'll tell you to go out first!" I raised my voice and said it again.
"Good!" Guo Tingting suddenly said coldly, "Since you have already admitted defeat, then it is up to me!" I'm going to fight them! ”