Chapter 191: Faded Trust
Xu Jing was very well-behaved when she was young, and she was personally brought by General Xu, and later when she was older, the country had a war, and General Xu was sent to Daobianguan to fight, and she went for a few years.
Mrs. Xu is a selfish and thoughtful person, although she loves her daughter, but as Xu Jing grows up, Mrs. Xu's selfish appearance has also been learned, and later she stayed with Zhang Yun and Zhong Jinxin, and after a long time, she has forgotten how well-behaved and sensible she was when she was a child.
General Xu didn't like his eldest son, Xu Xiaolin, because Mrs. Xu's doting made General Xu even more disgusted.
If it weren't for General Xu's intermittent expedition for the past few years and missing Xu Jing's education after he became sensible, Xu Jing would not have become so selfish and arrogant.
Rong Yue can be said to have grown up with Xu Jing since childhood! When I was young, I took care of Xu Jing more as a sister, and Xu Jing also liked Rong Yue, the sister who took care of herself. But as she grew up, Xu Jin's young lady became more and more angry. And Rong Yue also grew more and more iconic as she got older. It made Xu Jing feel a little jealous.
So Xu Jing had a thought, the things she gave Rong Yue last time, there were a lot of clothes and fabrics, but they were not conspicuous in color, and she never rewarded rouge gouache and golden hairpins, although Rong Yue was a first-class girl who served Xu Jing's side, but she looked as inconspicuous as a third-class girl. If you don't look closely, you won't be able to see Rong Yue's posture, which makes Xu Jing very satisfied.
Although Rong Yue was a little sad that Xu Jing would be jealous of herself, she still dressed herself according to Xu Jing's request. Because as the maid next to the young lady, if it is more eye-catching than the master, it is disrespectful to the master, and if it is known by the master's mother, it is not as easy as a beautiful reward.
Rong Yue thought that as the eldest girl next to Xu Jing, she had grown up together since she was a child, and she had taken care of herself many times. But Rong Yue found that Xu Jing just treated herself as a private item, and if anyone violated Rong Yue, Xu Jing would indeed be unhappy, but that was because someone moved their own things without their consent.
And if you have use value, then you will not hesitate to push yourself out.
Once, when I was traveling alone with Xu Jing on the road, I met a beggar who wanted to rob money when I walked to a remote alley,、, but Xu Jing didn't want to give them the silver taels, so they went straight to rob them.
When the two pounced, Rong Yue's first reaction was to block in front of Xu Jing, but as soon as she blocked it, the person behind her pushed herself out and ran away.
Rong Yue was stupid, and the two beggars didn't expect it.
Xu Jing ran fast, and after a while, there was no shadow; The two beggars also felt bored when they saw Xu Jing running away, they thought that a little maid must not have much money on her, and Xu Jing pushed Rong Yue out, which made them lose the idea of kidnapping. So I didn't embarrass Rongyue, I just wanted to let her go.
Rong Yue hadn't reacted from the shock at that time, and the two beggars weren't really the kind of robbers who robbed houses, but they were so hungry at the time that they thought about finding someone who looked rich to grab a little silver.
Rong Yue saw that they were pitiful, and gave them his own personal silver, and before he could say a word, he heard the sound of metal colliding in the distance, Rong Yue knew that it was the official messenger who came, so he asked the two to run quickly, and the two of them also ran away under Rong Yue's advance reminder, otherwise they would definitely be imprisoned, and it was impossible to say whether they were dead or alive.
Xu Jing came with an official messenger, and when she saw that there was only Rong Yu left, she asked where the robbers had gone, and Rong Yue said that they didn't look like they were rich and left.
And that's exactly what happened.
When Xu Jing heard that she ran away, she was so angry that she stomped her feet. The character of retribution made Xu Jing, who didn't catch anyone, very annoyed.
Although Xu Jing later found someone to come and kill herself, Rong Yue still felt a little awkward in her heart.
Obviously he was going to save her, why did he push himself out and run away without looking back.
After Xu Jing explained, Rong Yue didn't take it to heart.
It's just that there will be many such things in the future, and Xu Xiaolin's violation of himself originally made the trace of heartfelt for Xu Jing in Rong Yue's heart disappear.
It's not that Rong Yue hasn't thought about escaping, but where can she escape if she escapes! The capital can't stay, the escaped slave will be punished to death with a rod if he is found, and there are many people in the capital who know that they are Xu Jing's eldest maid, and they will be discovered if they don't pay attention to it, unless they become a sister-in-law.
But Rong Yue felt that she had been defiled by someone, and if she went again, she would defile the Buddha, and if the Buddha was angry, it would make life worse than death.
So I thought about it, and finally satisfied Xu Jing's desire, so I agreed to Xu Jing to accompany Xu Xiaolin; I went out of the house today, and I went to worship my mother, and then I ended myself, but I didn't expect to be rescued by the lord of Xirou.
An Yuluo's words made Rong Yue very conflicted, in fact, who doesn't want to live well! Especially after I have been exposed to death, I want to live even more.
When he jumped off the weak river, he really didn't want to live, so he mustered up the last bit of courage to jump, but the feeling of suffocation in the water made Rong Yue feel deep fear, but he didn't know water, if he drowned at that time, he would not struggle, just sacrifice the weak river, and when he was reincarnated, Lord Yama would see that he was pitiful and would make his next life better.
Thinking of this, Rong Yue couldn't help but tremble a little and closed her eyes tightly.
But after I was rescued, it was terrible to recall the feeling of being on the verge of death. It's impossible to tell her to jump again now.
It was originally full of despair, but at this moment, Rong Yue's heart had a trace of hatred. Because General Xu brought himself back to the General's Mansion at the beginning, he didn't let himself live on the streets and become a beggar, so Xu Jing's little temper and Xu Xiaolin's actions made Rong Yue swallow her anger and not care about it.
Rong Yue is not stupid, more often than not, she just doesn't talk much, and those who stammered Xu Jing Rong Yue can see it most clearly; Rong Yue, the person who provoked Xu Jing, also knew; used to be the responsibility of being a personal maid and had to tell Xu Jing to pay attention to the people around her, but Xu Jing not only listened, but also felt that she was sowing discord and letting the little maid hit the board, and she didn't go to the ground for three days.
So later, Rong Yue was more of a dumb, deaf and fool, after all, life is important! If it weren't for Xu Xiaolin's invasion that broke a string in Rong Yue's head, he wouldn't be stupid enough to jump into the river.
Since you haven't died by jumping into the river, then you have not finished your life, and God doesn't accept it, so you have to plan for the future! This life was saved by the lord of Xirou County, so... Even if it is a dog of the lord of Rou! Live, too! Those who have bullied themselves and defiled themselves will not die well!
When I opened my eyes again, there was no longer the foolishness of the past, replaced by a touch of hatred and clarity.
At this time, Rong Yue heard the sound of the door opening, closed her eyes and took a deep breath, hiding the hatred in her eyes.
It was Wei Xin who came in, Rong Yue saw that it was a man who came in, with vigilance in her eyes, it can be said that she doesn't trust any man now!
Perhaps the alienation and vigilance in Rong Yue's eyes were too obvious, and Wei Xin was stunned, stopped and explained, "Girl, don't be afraid!" I'm the doctor in the house! I heard you woke up, so I came to see you and take the pulse by the way! Wei Xin shook his hand.
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