To tell the truth, Guan Kuo was a little confused by her inexplicable words, and wanted to ask what he was doing suddenly, but after thinking about it, he still replied: "I'm afraid, but it's useless to be afraid, if you don't fight, you'll die, fight, you will die, and after a long time, you'll be numb." ”

Now, he suddenly gradually understood why the girl asked himself this, as a girl, if it wasn't for this time, she wouldn't have had the opportunity to know how the integrity of a country is maintained, the shock of the recent period of time, made her speechless, and her heart stirred up a thousand waves, she wanted to vent something, but she couldn't vent, and then she suddenly remembered that Guan Kuo had experienced war, and chatting with Guan Kuo, who was still alive, could make her feel a little relieved.

Guan Kuo replied very naturally, although he was talking about a major event about life and death, but probably because he had experienced so much, many things that should make most people feel hopeless, in his opinion, it was just like that.

The girl realized Guan Kuo's mentality of "that's it", and was slightly surprised.

To be honest, after getting along with Guan Kuo for so many days, she felt more and more that she couldn't see that the other party would be the son of Guan Qinghe, the former Zhongshu Ling, in the eyes of everyone, a son of Chang'an, suffered a tragic accident, and then was assigned to the army, in this desperate territory, he should be decadent, depressed, and depressed, living like a year, and losing confidence in life, not what it is now.

What does it look like?

Scrappy, proud, and emotional.

As Guan Kuo said, he also thinks the same way - Chang'an has wine, we have knives, Chang'an has tears, and we have blood.

This sentence is really reflected in Guan Kuo's body.

He should indeed be a gentleman in Chang'an, but unlike others: he is the gentleman of the Guanfu, and his father is Guan Qinghe.

How is Guan Qinghe's Zhongshu Ling, I won't talk about it, but Guan Qinghe is a very qualified father, so there will be Guan Kuo who is completely different from other gentlemen.

So in the eyes of everyone, including the girl, Guan Kuo, who thought that he should have been sent to Northern Xinjiang to die, was still alive, and even before General Zhenwei died, it became an incredible thing to get the appreciation of that veteran.

If Guan Qinghe knew what Qiu Jingshan had said about Guan Kuo, as well as the bet with Li Xianyue, the king of Jin, he would definitely feel gratified.

"You're impersonating, you're impersonating!" The girl showed a look of disdain and shouted: "You can't be Guan Kuo, Guan Kuo, how can you be so handsome!" ”

As soon as Guan Kuo wanted to speak, she poured cold water again: "Handsome is not a face!" ”

“……”

"Miss," Guan Kuo said, "I said, whatever you think, I am Guan Kuo, this is a fact, and it is also something that I personally admit, you don't admit it, and you don't think so, it's your own business, of course I don't have the ability to force your thoughts." ”

"Okay...... the girl frowned, and said, "Just take care of you for the time being." ”

"Actually, you're pretty good." The girl paused, thought for a moment, and added.

Guan Kuo really felt that her words today were weird, I don't know if she was young and didn't express herself well enough or what.

"Miss Ben, I admire you a lot now, I always thought that fighting was nothing, especially when you said that you were in charge of broad, and you must be even more useless in fighting in ......"

She was chattering there alone, not knowing what she was talking about, but Guan Kuo vaguely understood.

Since seeing the real battlefield, even if it is very far away, the girl really seems to be a little different from before, she probably gradually understands that everything is hard-won, and Guan Kuo, who seems to be useless and feels useless, is also hard-won, not to mention, after such a long period of contact, she also admits that Guan Kuo is really far from the rumored and imagined appearance of a pig arching over Li Xiyun.

So she just wants to talk, talk to someone who has really been on the battlefield, instead of just fighting and killing like Xiao An'an, so that her heart will feel a little more at ease, even if most of the time she is talking by herself, Guan Kuo is just listening.

However, listening to what she said, Guan Kuo's expression gradually became a little surprised.

Because the self in the girl's eyes, specifically the self in her eyes now, is really different from Guan Kuo in the eyes of the Northern Tang Dynasty, very different, and different from what she thinks she is.

"Well, what does Miss Ben think, Miss Ben is actually quite sympathetic to you, sympathetic to your experience......"

"There is nothing to sympathize with, on the road of life, there will always be many people who meet, and then divide and merge, and finally be able to go to the end, only myself, I am still alive, I will go on well, the prospect may be happy, there may be ups and downs, let's walk and see." Guan Kuo rarely interjected, he listened most of the time, he didn't care what he said would give the girl what he thought, but those were his own real thoughts.

"You stink, but it makes sense." The girl snorted softly.

Guan Kuo smiled: "This is what my mother said to my father, and then my father said it to me." ”

The girl opened her mouth, as if she wanted to say something, but in the end she didn't say it.

Guan Qinghe and his wife are dead, she will not say anything offensive to the deceased, and because it is Guan Qinghe and his wife who are talking about it, she has some kind of amazing power. The girl has seen Guan Qinghe, two or three years ago, when she was young, she followed an imperial brother who sent an envoy to the Northern Tang Dynasty, she admitted that Guan Qinghe was by no means a waste of fame, that person, whether it was placed in the Northern Tang Dynasty or Southern Wu, was destined to be a big man.

The final reason is that what Guan Kuo said is indeed very reasonable.

The girl thought about it, felt a lot more relieved in her heart, and saw Guan Kuo, who had experienced a lot of Guan Kuo, and Guan Kuo, who had also fought a lot, and suddenly felt so happy, and all the pain in the world, including the cruelty of war, since it happened, it was also unavoidable.

She felt that it was time to say what she wanted to say on a whim, and those words were the same feelings that she wanted to say today.

"Well, Miss Ben has said so many golden words, and it is too embarrassing for you, now, Miss Ben still has to say what she wants to say to you the most." She tilted her head and leaned against the frame of the carriage window, and the cold wind outside blew her sideburns, flying, soft, fresh, and beautiful.

(End of chapter)