Chapter 146, Capricious
In the courtyard, Ye Xuan was sitting on a wooden chair, and Ye Xingli's figure walked into the courtyard and looked at Ye Xuan: "Brother, what are you doing?"
Ye Xuan turned his head to look at Ye Xingli: "Xingli, are you awake?"
"Well, brother, I can ask you, who won the duel between me and Ji Shi last night?" Ye Xingli asked.
This question did not surprise Ye Xuan, and replied softly: "There is no winner, none of you have a victory, it is a tie."
"At that last moment, you and Ji Shi fell down at the same time."
"yes, that's right." Ye Xingli said without much surprise.
There was a sudden gloom in his expression.
Ye Xuan glanced at Ye Xingli and said, "You sit next to me, it doesn't matter how you blame yourself, everything has its own cause and effect."
Ye Xingli sat beside Ye Xuan and said, "Now, brother, am I a bad boy?"
"Why do you ask?" Ye Xuan said suspiciously.
"Because...... I feel like I've been doing some wayward things lately. Ye Xingli said.
Is it capricious......
Ye Xuan chuckled, it's really so cute, my sister, is it so cute even to drill the horns.
"Waywardness is not an original sin, don't worry, what you did is not a bad thing." Ye Xuan said softly, his tone was as gentle as a child who was worried about something.
"Really, really?" Ye Xingli asked.
"It's true, if even the willfulness was a crime, then this society would have been destroyed long ago." Ye Xuan said softly.
"Waywardness is not a crime...... But I was in trouble with you before. Ye Xingli said in frustration again.
Ye Xuan sighed and said, "Sister, what do you think of the existence of your family?"
"Huh?" Ye Xingli glanced at Ye Xuan strangely, she really felt strange about Ye Xuan's question, why did she ask him such a question.
However, Ye Xingli still fell into deep thought, and it was impossible for Ye Xuan to ask him questions without a little meaning.
"I can...... Don't answer? Ye Xingli said softly.
"No, you can't escape this question, sister." Ye Xuan said.
"To be honest, I don't know what kind of existence my family is." Ye Xingli pursed his lips and said.
"When I was a child, my parents left home, I don't know where to go, all I felt was loneliness, so I didn't know what the real family was."
"All I know is that I want to be happy by myself, and I can't cause trouble to my family."
"Is that so?" Ye Xuan seemed to be a little shocked: "That...... Do you hate your father and mother? ”
"I don't hate, although I do sometimes complain about them, why run away from home and don't spend time playing with me." Ye Xingli said without concealment.
"However, I'm just shaking off my temper, and I can't hate the real them, because those are my parents."
"Presumably, they must have left home for a reason."
Ye Xingli said to Ye Xuanshu with a smile.
Ye Xuan opened his mouth, and finally evoked a chuckle: "It seems that ...... I still haven't seen through this matter, and I always feel a little sorry, Xingli. ”
Ye Xuan patted the top of Ye Xingli's head and smiled.
"Huh? Brother, why do you want to apologize? Ye Xingli said suspiciously.
Ye Xuan pulled out a wry smile, because ...... In fact, like Ji Shi, I want to protect you, so I don't tell you about my parents, let you stay alone in your hometown, and make you feel lonely.
And I felt guilty......
It's impossible to say such a thing.
"Don't worry." Ye Xuan touched Ye Xingli's head and said, "In my heart...... Family is a unique being, a supreme being. ”
The supreme ...... deposit?
Ye Xingli tilted his head a little puzzled, not understanding the full meaning of Ye Xuan's words.
"In other words, it is irreplaceable and the only existence." Ye Xuan explained.
"Sister, do you know what kind of horrific actions I would have taken if my family had been passive, even I wasn't sure." Ye Xuan showed a slightly terrifying smile.
"Okay, back to the previous topic, Xingli, do you think your willfulness is bad?" Ye Xuan turned his head and asked.
"It's going to cause trouble for others."
Ye Xingli's expression was a little depressed, and he nodded: "That's right, I don't want to cause trouble to others because of my willfulness."
Ye Xuan was not surprised: "However, for a person, for you, and for the people around you, willfulness is essential."
"Why?" Ye Xingli looked at him a little strangely.
"Because, if you don't even have a willful object, then you're really alone." Ye Xuan said softly.
"In other words, if you want to make friends, you must first learn to be willful."
"Learn to be willful? Alone? Ye Xingli didn't understand what Ye Xuan wanted to express at all.
Very confused.
"You don't have to think too deeply, you just need to feel that you are doing the right thing." Ye Xuan touched Ye Xingli's head and said.
Ye Xingli looked at Ye Xuan, there seemed to be starlight flashing in his eyes, sure enough, my brother is really powerful......
She has admired Ye Xuan since before, and it is her sister's worship of her brother.
………………
Ji Shi stood outside the courtyard, she heard the conversation between Ye Xuan and Ye Xingli clearly, and they didn't hide their voices, talking in the voices of ordinary people.
As long as you put your heart into it, you can hear it, after all, Ji Shi has a feeling that these words are meant for her.
Ji Shi glanced at Ye Xingli, and then at Ye Xuan, his heart was full of thoughts.
It turns out that my protection hurts Ye Xingli's heart so deeply?
Am I being hated......
No, judging from Ye Xingli's character, she shouldn't hate me, but ...... There are some feelings that even if you don't protect it, there's no problem.
After hundreds of reincarnations, each time dreaming of the same ending, she felt bored and distorted, even if it became something, she just wanted to change that tragic ending.
Ye Xingli will not hate her, Ji Shi understands, Ye Xingli is a very gentle person, and he will not take the initiative to hate anyone.
What did last night's battle represent......
Ye Xingli...... Is it trying to save me?
Ji Shi squinted, his thoughts a little confused, and he evoked a self-deprecating smile.
It turns out that even though I've been reincarnated a hundred times and met you a hundred times, I still don't understand what kind of person you are.
Ji Shi felt self-loathing for himself and didn't want to cause trouble to Ye Xingli. Take a hundred times to read the latest chapter of "The Taws of the Tawsy Man" for free for the first time.