"Northern Tang Fengyun" is over, and it has been written for a little more than two years.

Time flies like flowing water, these two years have passed in a flash, and it feels like it has passed before I can feel the taste.

The beginning of "Northern Tang Dynasty Fengyun" started from a dream of mine, or a dream, or a confused imagination before falling asleep. At the time, I felt very shocked and satisfied, and it was a beauty that would not exist in real life.

At the beginning of this dream, the princess was given marriage, but in fact, it was out of a conspiracy, this princess is very beautiful, maybe a little similar to Li Xiyun, but not all, just their same bright red dresses, the same bright and beautiful.

However, in this version, or in the dream, Li Zenan is a very vague image, for the protagonist, he will be a bad guy, but not deep enough, the ultimate big boss is actually Li Xiyun.

In that dream, Li Xiyun will be very bad and bad, she will deeply interpret the essence of green tea biao, and fight against the protagonist again and again, but just like in the book, she is also for the Li family.

This is the beginning.

Then there is no process, only the result.

The result was the fall of the Northern Tang Dynasty, and how Li Xiyun died was very vague at that time.

It's just a scene like that—

Li Xiyun fell from a high place, her bright red dress fluttered in the air, with a cold smile on her face, she stared at the protagonist so closely, the protagonist stretched out his hand down, but he couldn't reach her, he could only watch her farther and farther away with a complicated expression......

If such a scene is embodied in a movie, it should be able to have a kind of slow motion, and then it is very beautiful.

Of course, it seems that there should be a real heroine, not like Ji Ruyi, she will be a beautiful girl, very gentle kind.

I have said so much here, in fact, at that time, the dream was very short and short, and there were not too many plots, that is, the beginning and the end, and there was a blank in the middle.

Originally, the book I wrote should not be "Northern Tang Fengyun", but at that time, because the other books I conceived could not be signed, and no one read them, I tried it by magic, and then signed a contract, and wrote it until the end.

Suffice it to say, I wrote the beginning smoothly, but in the context of the book as a whole, there was an impulsive overtone, because I really only thought about the beginning and the end.

So after the beginning, I was a little wet, and the content gradually remembered, maybe not exciting enough, and a little unclear.

As a whole, I'm relatively satisfied, but I'll admit that a lot of the parts are a mess.

If you want to write a good book, you can either be a full-time god, the kind of climax that may be a little whiter, or it is completely out of hobby, it may explode in a month, or it may only be a few more, and it is best to be biased towards traditional literature, like Cangyue and Jiangnan, etc., which are authors I like very much, but unfortunately I am not either.

Some people may think that there are shadows of some books such as "Celebrating More Than Years" or "The Biography of Chu Qiao", and of course there are thunderstorms, but I want to say that the atmosphere I want to create the most comes from the highlights.

Gao Guang's "Xi Shi" and "Confucius" have given me a great infection for so many years, this is many years ago, I remember that I was still in junior high school at that time, I went to the bookstore to buy tutoring books, and then I flipped through them casually, and I was shocked by the kind of text in Gao Guang.

It can be said that the highlighter books are basically scolding, scolding human nature, the dark side of human nature, and everyone in his books seems to be so ugly and so beautiful.

I like Xi Shi under his writing, and I also like Nanzi, at first I hated Bo Biao, and then I liked it, maybe because his Bo Biao heart is very real and very miserable.

Xi Shi and Nanzi he wrote are both beauties through the ages, and their hearts are very pure, they are brave to give sincerely, which is not the same as a small number of women in modern society, and now, there are very few people who are so pure.

The postscript is completely sensitive, and it may look confusing, so I hope you don't mind haha.

Now tell me about my past.

I don't know why, but I've loved reading since I was a child, and I'm very good at Chinese.

From elementary school to high school, I have always been a good student in the eyes of my Chinese teachers, and they are very good to me. But other teachers don't see me like that.,Mathematics, physics and chemistry are okay.,It's not bad.,I couldn't keep up with math for a while in high school.,I feel like I'm reading the book of heaven.,I can't learn anything.,And then I gave up.,As a result, after being brainwashed a few months before the college entrance examination.,I feel like I can't sit still.,I want to learn.,So I was very serious when I was marking the papers.,And then I found that it's actually quite simple.,I can understand most of it.,The grades are enough to read.,I remember that the math teacher originally gave up on me.,When I was a bad student, Later, I gradually got better and better, especially when I asked her questions often, and she was very happy.

The saddest thing is my English, I don't know what enmity English has with me, anyway, I've been a poor student since elementary school, and other people's good English must be good, because they all belong to the liberal arts, only I have a very good English is very poor, I don't know what the hell this is, anyway, I don't know the essentials at all, I feel that English came from Mars, anyway, I'm not a person in the eyes of the English teacher since elementary school, oh, the first or second year of junior high school is not counted, and it was a little better at that time, because I worked hard, In the end, I realized that no matter how hard I tried, I had to give up.

For Chinese, what I remember the most is in high school, once I was in a daze in class, the teacher suddenly called my name and asked me to answer the question, and the problem was that I didn't hear what question she asked, so I was stunned, and then the Chinese teacher said to the class in pain: "It turns out that even so-and-so will not listen to class!" ”

God, although I am very energetic in Chinese classes, I do often wander, but it doesn't matter, because for Chinese, many times I don't listen to it or not, anyway, the exam will never be bad, because a lot of things are already understood. But in fact, that scene made me quite touched and proud, because it showed that in the eyes of the Chinese teacher, I was synonymous with a good student, and I was very sad when I was distracted in class, which really hurt her.

And then because of the mistake, I studied engineering in college, and I studied mechanics, to be honest, for mechanics, I studied generally, and the best ones I learned were drawing, CAD, UG, etc., probably because it was also an alternative liberal arts (I still don't understand why my English is so bad). In fact, I am very sad that the university only has English classes and no Chinese classes, which is really strange.

English, as my shortcoming, also limited my development in the direction of liberal arts, of course, this is only a digression.

Now let's talk about reading novels.

I have liked to read since I was a child, the youngest was in kindergarten, I read those comic books, I was illiterate at that time, we read the books that were sent to us, basically just looking at pictures, I still remember that many of us pointed to a picture of a lot of villains, like a stickman without a face and said: Look at it, those are aliens! (It turns out that we know about aliens at such a young age)

Later, I went to elementary school and am very grateful to our school.

Its library is not an ornament, and in fact there are not many books in the library, where are the books? Books are divided by all our classes, and the classes take turns to read, which is really rich extracurricular knowledge, I believe there are few such schools, because I haven't been able to touch them since junior high school.

In addition to the books in the school library, our teachers also mobilized us to buy extracurricular books, and the whole class took turns to read, I remember that at first the most popular were two Doraemon comic books, and everyone rushed to ask for those two (laughs), and then it was "Naughty Bao Ma Xiao Jump" and the like, Yang Hongying's book, it was very popular at that time, what "Laughing Cat Diary", "The Honey Who Came on a Wheeled Bike", "The Mysterious Female Teacher", I don't know if today's children still read her books, by the way, there is also Shuke Beta's Shenma, during which I bought a naughty Bao Ma Xiao Jump's " Pretty Girl Xia Linguo", at that time, I felt that there was also the charm of #¥ counterattack goddess, speaking of Aunt Yang Hongying, she had already told us the mentality of a beautiful girl, that is, if you lick her, she won't bird you, and when you are cold to her, she is interested in you again, but unfortunately those routines as an honest person I haven't learned yet. I later bought a copy of "The Mole's Moon River", which became the most sought-after book in the class, telling the story of a mole who is turned into a raven by a magician.

As an aside, "The Wind in the Willows", "The Wizard of Oz", "Spirited Away", "Frosted Glass City", "Flying House Travel" and the like are all very good-looking.

The first time I came into contact with online literature was in junior high school, and the first online novel I read was Chen Dong's "Tomb of the Gods".

At that time, we bought a physical book, genuine, 22 yuan a book, the whole book looked like two or three hundred thousand words, I saw the first one, and it talked about leaving the Chu State. One of my classmates went to the bookstore to buy a tutorial book, flipped through it casually, indulged in it and bought it, and then lent it to us. At that time, the first time I came into contact with that kind of book that pretended to # and then had a little funny, I was instantly fascinated, especially the little princess Chu Yu loved and hated, because she was cute and particularly hateful, speaking of which, she and Ji Ru are a little similar in some ways, but my Ji Ru is kinder than her.

When I was in junior high school, I mainly read Chendong's books, all of which were genuine physical books, and I also bought several copies, those three years were from "Tomb of the Gods" to "Immortal Realm", I didn't read much in high school, and I only watched "Covering the Sky" in college, during which I also read Tang Sanshao's "Magic Empire" ("The Good Death"), "The Legend of Mortal Cultivation of Immortals" that forgot to speak, "Legend of the Seven Realms" without a trace, and so on.

The first time I read a romance novel, it was also at that time, junior high school.

The first online romance I read is a book called "I am the daughter of Xiangguo", which is particularly strange, about a country where women are superior, women and men are reversed, what monarch and Xiangguo are women, and then marriage is a woman marrying a man, and that book thought the thief was good-looking.

The beginning and end of watching women's frequent romance is because genuine physical books are too expensive.

At that time, we boys bought fantasy fairies and the like, and girls bought all kinds of romances, and we didn't have much spare money, so after reading the old books, I didn't have the money to buy new books, so I could only read them repeatedly, and it was not interesting to read too much, so when the other boys were distressed, I set my sights on the girls (which sounded so evil).

"Is this one of you good?"

"It's good-looking, it's super good-looking, and the actor in it is so warm and warm."

"Yes, it's so powerful, I have a suggestion, my book is also super good, or let's read it instead."

"Okay, okay!"

……

So for the first time, I exchanged the fifth part of my "Tomb of the Gods" for the book "I Am the Daughter of Xiangguo".

After that, we were out of control, and the boys in our class began to read the romance novels of the female frequency, and the girls began to read the fantasy fairy of the male frequency, which also has my share of the credit, because after I read it, I began to highly recommend those romance novels to the boys, and they found that they were really super good.

After that, I read "Jianghu Beautiful Men Spectrum", and some romance short story magazines, anyway, junior high school has become a very happy time for us to enjoy each other.

(Speaking of which was very simple at that time, my relationship with most girls was still quite good, why would I now become an honest person who is disliked by blind date women, although it is not rich and handsome, it is not short and poor, at most it is in the middle, heart congestion)

I still sometimes dream about the time when I was in junior high school, and my heart is warm, but when I wake up, I feel that society is cold and biting.

High school,I'm nervous about my studies.,I didn't read much novels.,I had poor grades.,I wasn't admitted to a real high school.,It's a single-enrollment class.,But it's generally called high school directly to the outside world (so embarrassing.)。

I didn't think about anything at the time, so my parents took me, and I wanted to learn computer at first, because the impression of the computer at that time was to play with the computer, and sure enough, everyone thought so, and when I went to sign up, the computer was the first person to be full, and then the teacher strongly recommended mechanical and electromechanical, saying that the undergraduate rate was high, in fact, I thought about it or the pattern of the three broken, because a major you don't know what the hell is, let alone interest and expertise, random selection will really be wrong for life.

Sure enough, after entering, there were 56 classmates in the class, all of whom were men.

Then I don't like or hate mechanics, but I learn cartography very well, and the only thing I'm interested in is cartography.

I still regret learning machinery, but regret is useless, maybe we didn't dream of college, directly graduated from junior high school and went to the training class to learn graphic design and other things they liked, and now they will mix a little better, of course, that's just maybe, maybe it's even worse than now, so everyone still has to study hard, every day, why don't you work hard and fight with the rich and handsome?

There is nothing to say in high school, although it is a single-enrollment class, the academics are very intense, and they will brush people, go into 56, and finally graduate with only 20 people, for the undergraduate rate, and I am afraid that bad students will bring bad students.

It's just that occasionally I will play games in order to relax, which is nothing more than dungeons and crossfire (at that time, League of Legends was not yet popular, and I didn't know where Chicken and Glory of Kings were).

In the end, I went to college, and there were only seven girls in the class of more than forty people, which we called the Seven Golden Flowers, but it was better than high school, at least there were girls.

During military training, Diao Chan will become a sow, there is no doubt about it, not to mention that there are a few people who are not very beautiful in the first place, such as buck teeth, cockfighting, and horses, so we all feel that everything is lost, so many years, after learning so much, in the end there is a dark cloud overhead.

Then everyone knows, people rely on clothes, horses and saddles, beauty is what you want, after the end of military training, in just a few months, the seven golden flowers are actually more beautiful than the other, but the earliest in the military training was snatched away, one also talked with the instructor for a long time, and one talked with a trainee teacher before graduation, that teacher is still our teacher, the kind that gives us classes, you can imagine how big our psychological shadow is.

Only one or two of the seven golden flowers were talked to in our class, and some were snatched away by other classes, although there are also many female majors, but no one wants the ugly ones, and the others don't think about it as long as they can see it.

So basically the girls in college who are passable have been in love, and 80% of the boys in the whole school are playing League of Legends (yes, League of Legends was completely popular at that time).

And we honest people are too simple, although walking in school often meet beautiful women who make you feel amazing, but no one dares to talk to them.

In college, I began to write my first book like crazy, the fantasy novel "The Sky Collapses", the first version of that book I wrote on the paper in junior high school, officially released in China Literature when I was in college, and the background is still being updated, and it is also two million words, but it was sealed, that is, a while ago, the book was disrupted and sealed, I was really sad, that book can be said to have accompanied me for more than ten years, from the initial among my classmates, to the four or five years of writing in Yuewen, it is my youth, there are many beautiful fantasies about the world, But just because some people moved a few fingers casually, they were completely buried.

I don't want to say more, it's all tears.

College was spent in games, Sky Breaking, and occasional fantasies.

The work is not smooth, until now it has not been smooth, I have changed a lot, so I don't starve to death, speaking of which I am a little ashamed of my parents, the conditions they created for me are okay, they all say that boys are poor, girls are rich, these more than 20 years of frugality, let us finally prepare the RV. However, I worked intermittently for three years after graduation, and I had no future, and at the best time, my salary plus writing books was about 5,000 (I basically took 600 yuan to work full-time, and there were too few people who read it).

After learning the machinery out, there is no good place to go, what quality inspection, production planning, design engineers and the like need many years of experience, just graduated at all can not go, I mixed in Shanghai electronics factory for a few months, 12 hours two shifts can not last, at that time was the school recruitment was pitted, it is said to be a reserve cadre, the kind of official, as a result, I have classmates who have worked for a year or tired into a dog general worker, almost died in there, fortunately most of us have long run away. Later, I did sales in Nantong city for a few months, basically getting a basic salary of more than 2,000, and the first year of graduation can be said to be very sad.

Later, I returned to my hometown, a small county, and began to work in my old business again.

In my hometown, mechanical students come out, generally only from the grassroots level, three or five years of experience may be a little out of the way, I worked for a period of time CNC lathe, it was a very promising job, but unfortunately I am not angry, actually allergic to rust or coolant, at first I didn't care, just very itchy, and then the itchy place was red spots, I asked the doctor on the Internet, said skin allergies, skin cancer over the years, I was not suitable for this industry, I had to give up.

I am a student of machinery will be allergic to rust or coolant, it is simply unreasonable, the hometown machinery industry has a face and needs experience, to the master, so I can only think about whether to give up the machinery industry.

But that's what I studied, in today's society, a diploma is quite important, I tried to change careers, but when I was asked that I was mechanical, not their major, I didn't want it.

Helplessly, I can only go to the electronics factory for the time being.

It was during that time that "Northern Tang Fengyun" began to be written.

During that time, I also started a formal blind date, at the beginning of writing the Northern Tang Dynasty, I went on a blind date with a beautiful woman who made my heart move, and I chatted very well, but I couldn't make an appointment, and after a week or two, I sent me a good person card, saying that I was a good person, but there was no common language, so I had to give up, and it didn't take long for her to delete me, half a year ago, I heard that she was talking to a handsome guy who was more than one meter eight, and I don't know how it is now, but at that time I already understood that what common language is to amuse you, It's just that people like to be rich and handsome.

Counting,My real nightmare began from here.,Since then, my three views have been completely subverted by the blind date girls.,Because I used to communicate with girls okay.,Even after graduation to do sales during the period of good friends and girls.,But in front of the blind date girl I feel useless.、Countless hands.,It seems to have instantly become a toad who is looked down on by a swan.,Don't give me a chance to get close to even a little bit.,Basically, it's either an instant kill pass or hanging me can't make an appointment.,And then it's a good guy card., Or I met a very small number of scumbags who treated me as a human ATM, spent my money but couldn't hold hands for months, and finally told me that we didn't have any relationship between us and actually wanted to hold hands, I want to know what the relationship is, why do you spend my money with peace of mind. I have been on countless blind dates since then, short and tall, fat and thin, beautiful and ugly, but none of them look down on me, even if the conditions are very poor in all aspects.

But in all fairness, there are still a lot of good girls among them, most of whom don't like me and don't want to use my money, and they don't waste my time and energy by cutting through the mess, and there are also those who spend money with me, but there are very few of them.

During that time, I was a little depressed, and I only felt passion when I wrote "The Northern Tang Dynasty", and during this period, I was preparing to work full-time for half a year, and I was completely writing this book, but I found that I could only get 600 full attendance every month, so I had to look for a job again.

Later, I talked a lot with colleagues, classmates, friends, etc., and I realized that everyone was facing the same problem - being disliked by blind date women, either height or appearance, or economic conditions, yes, most people at first glance are tall or not, handsome or not, rich or not, after all, unlike free love, you can feel the brilliance of human nature. One of the things that shocked me the most was a rich and handsome friend in my eyes, of course, he was not really rich and handsome, but at least he had three houses (bought by himself, not demolished), civil servants, and the young man was very handsome, very cheerful and sunny, in my opinion, it would be the Prince Charming in the eyes of countless girls, but he was actually looked down upon by most blind date girls, and occasionally he looked down on others, I don't understand what the hell this is. Later, I was also "educated" by my predecessors, saying that everyone came over like this, there were no twenty or thirty blind dates without a face, and everyone was disliked in the front, and then at the age of twenty-seven or eighteen, they naturally got married, and it is normal for girls to be young and ignorant. So my mood got better and better, and people became cheerful, because everyone was the same, and I saw everything.

I continued to go on a blind date, continued to work, continued to write "Northern Tang Fengyun", and began to laugh at many negative things, the cultivation of life is like this, in fact, I should be grateful to those blind date girls, because after suffering setbacks and then looking away, all aspects of my personal life are much stronger, and I also began to become verbose from the previous wooden ne, I like to gossip with uncles and aunts, and fight with blind date girls, I feel that I am starting to become shameless, and occasionally scares people, For example, if the personnel department bullied me to deduct money with the will of the boss, I would scare her to expose her, and I would ambush her on the way home, scaring her to the point of discoloration.

"Northern Tang Dynasty Fengyun" is sometimes very difficult to write, at the beginning of the word count is like this, I feel that I care too much about other people's opinions, because when the number of words is small, someone will urge me to change, I am anxious, but I can't write good things, so it will be a little water and messy, and then I found that many people like to scold me, I was scolded very badly when I wrote this book, I am really strange that you don't look at it, criticism is also a matter, what do you think about personal attacks on me, this is of course the beginning, and I found that there are a lot of people who hit one star, it is estimated that there can be half, followed by five stars, it is estimated that one-third, and then most of the reviews that hit other stars are written very seriously, and the stars are also carefully considered.

Of course, I didn't care about the bad reviews anymore, because the best thing to do was to write well, and I really couldn't do anything else.

During the writing of the book, there are many readers who hope that I can write about the power of the government and the opposition, and even win the country by myself, probably there are more such books on the market, but I still don't like that very much, now many people think that it is cool to be an emperor, but if you read more history, you will know that it is miserable to be an emperor, if you just think about hugging left and right in the harem, I don't know how long your country can last, maybe yesterday was still picking up girls, and tomorrow you will be in a different place. As for Ming Jun, it will not be much better, most of the Ming Jun in ancient times were born early, overworked, and could live to burn high incense when he was in his forties, just look at Ming Xiaozong.

So I want to write a little more freely, let Guan Kuo do some things, and then be unrestrained, some things must be done, but what about after they are done? The world is so big, I have to go and see it, speaking of which, I still like Ji Ruyi's mentality, and I hope my Guan Kuo can also live such a life.

After writing "Northern Tang Fengyun", at this time when I wrote this postscript, I resigned again, that job was okay, I had been doing it for almost a year, but later I understood that it was harmful to the body, and the young man was a little cowardly before he got married, so it was better to protect himself. As for the next job, I'm looking for it, but if you want to find a shorter time and not too tired, the most important thing is to have time to write a book, it's really a bit difficult, as for what the next book will be, I thought about several books, and I started to write, and I wrote some beginnings, but I didn't dare to really write it down, one was not thought about well, and the other was afraid that it would be like "Sky Collapse" not only did not sign a contract, but was also casually sealed.

I just hope that everyone will follow me and support my next book, and we will witness one fascinating world after another together, as for "Northern Tang Fengyun", I will also write some extras, and then if there is time, I will revise it.

When I wrote this, I suddenly remembered the frontispiece of the book I read on the computer at that time, and I saw the sentence - it has just begun, who can see the final scenery?

In fact, every moment of ours is not like this, that is, I hope everyone will do it and cherish it, many times to see a little open, a little happy, just like I wrote in the book, God closes a door for you, and will always open a window, why do you have to worry about walking from the door, or climbing the window, after all, the scenery outside the window is as beautiful as the outside of the door.

Gift – If you feel that the world has wronged you, then you must have forgotten to smile.

The postscript is written like a running account, but it's very happy, just like when I was in elementary school, maybe it's just like a running account, it's life.