Chen Jiani told Ling Fan and Tianyu about her childhood, and it was surprising that she had memories that existed as soon as she was born, which ordinary people could not do, but she clearly remembered that she was abandoned in the cold river in the dark night because she had an extra tail because she was born.

She can only rebel against the world's paranoia with a loud cry.

Chen Jiani paused slightly, and then continued: "In this way, I floated in the icy river until my consciousness fainted.

When I woke up, I found myself lying in a warm cradle, two pairs of loving and loving eyes looking at me, and they were constantly wiping my body with warm towels.

They were my first adoptive parents and adoptive parents, and they had no children and no daughters, and my adoptive father fished me out of the river with a fishing net.

They were ordinary and simple mountain people, my adoptive father would go fishing every day to make ends meet, and my adoptive mother would sit at home and chat with me and teach me to read and write because of a leg injury. Because of their presence, the shadow of my newborn birth was gradually dispelled by warm love. I thought I would just live my life with my adoptive parents like this. But it wasn't long before something unfortunate happened. When I was twelve years old, my adoptive mother became pregnant, and I was very happy to raise you, but I was worried. As an adoptive father, he barely maintained the lives of the three of them with the strength of one person, and if one more person was added, then the original balance would be broken.

In desperation, I didn't want to see my adoptive father's cloudy and sad eyes. On a stormy night, I left my parents again, and I walked alone in the deep mountains and jungles, with the thunder and the torrential rain ringing in my ears, and the purple lightning that flashed from time to time. I'm a girl, and I have all the timidity that all girls should have. I just ran along the trail with my eyes closed, I don't know how many falls I had, and the dirty and smelly muddy water stained my clothes, but I only knew that I had to run away from here.

When I regained consciousness, I found myself hiding under a bridge hole, where I curled up and slept for the first night. When the first rays of sunlight hit my eyes, I felt so cold that I would rather hide in the dark than be exposed to the sun. But people always have to eat, and I am no exception, so I went to the bridge cave to find something to eat. But do you know how hard it is to survive? I was just a girl, a twelve-year-old girl, and I wanted to open it, but they asked me to pay a deposit first, and I looked for a job countless times but was finally abandoned for various reasons.

When night fell, I was left homeless, and I hadn't eaten for two days. The cold night breeze tugged at my clothes, and I didn't feel anything but shivering from the cold. But at this moment, he appeared in front of me, and he was Chen Anhua. At that time, he was shining a flashlight, and I was scared to burrow into the waste cardboard box next to me. He came over and whispered softly to reassure me not to be afraid, he was a good man, but he bought me some delicious food. Do you know how much 'eating' was tempting for a young girl who had been hungry for two whole days, I carefully poked my head out of the cardboard box and saw a kind face.

But who knows what a disgusting and despicable nature lies beneath this amiable face.

He took me by the hand and took me back to his home, Chen Anhua's home was not very big, it was full of all kinds of clutter, but it seemed to me that it was like heaven. He didn't have a wife, he didn't have a stable job, and I stayed in his house for almost half a year. I thought I had found a father who really loved me, although it was not biological, but all I wanted was a piece of love, I didn't ask for too much, I didn't want toys, I didn't want to go to school, I didn't want to eat well, I just wanted a father to protect me. But even my little wish was finally crushed by Chen Anhua, a brute.

I remember that it was also a stormy night, Chen Anhua was full of alcohol and slammed open the door, I hurriedly picked him up and helped him to the bed. But the brute actually threw me down on the bed, and said that I had eaten and drunk for nothing, and that he must be paid for all this time. I didn't know what he was going to do, and I didn't know anything about what was going on between men and women at the time, but I instinctively realized that what was going to happen next must be something terrible. So I struggled desperately and cried out in pain, but in the end there was still no one to save me, and I could only cry and endure his insults to me...... Suddenly, in an instant, I actually had a killing intent towards Chen Hua'an, I cursed him in my heart and didn't want to die, but at the moment when I cursed, Chen Anhua raised his head and screamed in horror, he wanted to pull out of my body, but he seemed to be attracted to me, clinging to my body, and I also felt a strong air flow pouring into my body, and in a trance, I fainted.

When I woke up the next day, I suddenly found an old man with white hair lying next to me, and I was terrified. I was so frightened that I put on my clothes, but the moment I jumped out of bed, I looked back at the old man. In addition to being frightened, I was also a little surprised, so I cautiously walked to the old man's side, and when I saw his face clearly, I was shocked, he turned out to be my adoptive father, Chen Anhua.

And I also found out that he was dead, and suddenly I remembered that curse in my heart when he lay on my stomach and insulted me last night, and every thought I had at that time was that I killed him. So I packed up my things, took some money and fled from there, far away.

Then I showed up in the city, but I still didn't know where I was going. And the moment I stepped off the bus, my bag was suddenly snatched by a man on a motorcycle. That bag had all my stuff in it, and I really don't know how I would have lived without them. I tried my best to chase the motorcycle, but how could I, a girl, catch up with the speeding motorcycle. I collapsed and couldn't do anything but cry.

And here he walked over and handed me a fragrant and hot egg burrito, because of Chen Anhua's experience, I no longer want to trust others easily. I wanted to take it, but my mind told me I couldn't. The man didn't seem to mean anything else, and seeing that I wouldn't take it, he took a tissue from his pocket, put the burrito on it, and left.

I didn't really know what to do, I just looked up at that back, he was so young.