Chapter 24: Hate You
Wen Quzhi's insistent attitude, in the face of doubts, has never wavered, and finally shook Long Xian'er, allowing her to tell her past experience in a homely way, no longer only talking about the final result, but telling Wen Quzhi a lot...... He never knew, or even imagined, the process.
“...... I've not always been an outsider, peeking from afar. I peeked at the people who were standing very close, and the third time you started to trap and kill the Demon Venerable, I often followed the team. ”
"During the battle of Hanging Neck Ridge, you were seriously injured and unconscious, and it was Wu Cangni who was silently guarding next to you for a few days, and when you woke up, I hugged you and cried, and it was Bao Lida who threw the head of the demon king at your feet, but in those days, I washed the bloody bandages and clothes and pants on your body...... I even washed Wu Cangni and Polida's clothes together, I have always disliked Polida, not only because of her temperament, but also because of her hygiene habits......"
"I know your taste very well, half of the time, the main cadres in the regiment, including the food of your four martial gods, are all made by me personally, when the regiment is dyed, the cadres have never had food safety problems here, and no one has been infected because of their diet, do you think it's all accidental?"
"Everyone's taste, I know very well, Bao Lida likes to sip the fat house happy water in the middle of the night, persuade her to quit early; the cup of stewed cloud mushroom chicken that Lao Shang never forgets was secretly asked by Miss Seven to make it, and he was stupid, thinking that Miss Seven stewed it for him herself, and Miss Seven's stewed soup can't be drunk...... Every time you stay up late to start work, there is cool grass in the tea, otherwise you will eat strong chili peppers over there at every turn, can you really live the night of the imperial capital?"
“...... Many of the families of the dead brothers were not resettled, Li Yunfeng was very anxious at that time, but he was powerless at all, because this was the effect that the person designated to cause, he had been stared at by that person very closely, and he couldn't pull out, so he could only rely on my side to cover, and we tried our best to give some compensation to the families of those brothers, so that their lives could be better...... We're not doing very well, though...... Well, no excuse, it's just that we didn't do a good job. ”
Since turning his face with Li Yunfeng, Wen Quzhi originally thought that he already knew all the truths behind the Shattered Star Cluster, but after listening to these confessions, he suddenly found that the world he knew had collapsed again.
“...... In the cafeteria, the old aunt ...... So it's you?"
"What? I hate me for abandoning the old? No matter how beautiful a woman is, she will eventually become an old aunt, marry a canteen aunt and go home, she eats and cooks more than others, otherwise why do you grow so big?"
"That fat lady in the laundry department...... So it's you, too?"
"As you know, the human resources in the regiment have always been tight, and if one person can do a few jobs, he will definitely not invite other people...... I'm not complaining that I'm forced to do a few jobs alone, I'm complaining that every time I change jobs, I have to reapply makeup, and I have to put on makeup again, and I often get the wrong person for who I am. ”
Long Xian'er shrugged her shoulders and spread her hands, Wen Quai's whole face was twitching, she had thought more than once, when the Shattered Star Cluster was fighting with the demons, Long Xian'er didn't know where to hide......? She never hid anywhere else, she was there for her all the time.
“...... You're thinking too much!Where did the Origin Realm come from? Oh, maybe that person would be safe if he didn't count his threat, but he was much more terrifying than a demon...... Our relationship is not only a sandpiper and a fisherman, but also a cold lip and teeth, if you can't stand it in front of you, and the demon breaks through, it should be us on top...... The Secret Investigation Division and I have not only encountered it a hundred and eighty times, but at that time you all thought it was some kind of civilian armed force and mysterious force. ”
Long Xian'er lay on her back and looked at the top of the bed, and said in a low voice: "During the Hundred Clans War, the Secret Investigation Division was mainly responsible for collecting intelligence in advance, as well as cleaning up the aftermath...... Hey, it's not just the regiment that will suffer heavy casualties, in order to support the war situation in those years, the members of the secret investigation department have been changed several times, and the cadres in the grass creation period, when the war is over, there are basically no left, and the regiment is a difficult brother at all, and then compare with those...... Hey, hey!"
Wen Quzhi knew what Long Xian'er was laughing at, in comparison, more than half of the members of the Sealing Sword Alliance in the Grass Creation Period lived to the establishment of the new empire; as for the battle loss rate of the Heaven Dou Sword Pavilion, the Cross Nunnery, and the Kunpeng Academy, it was even less than thirty percent, compared to these "allies", the Secret Investigation Division was really in trouble with the Shattered Star Cluster.
"Man...... They are all only thinking about the losses on their own side, the brothers in the regiment have sacrificed, you hate the fire, and you want to seek justice from others, but our secret investigation department is actually dying all over the place, in order to make up for your broken net, in order to cover you, in order to protect the human race, who are you going to find justice for their sacrifice?
Long Xian'er looked at Wen Quzhi with a smile, and the questions he threw really made him not know how to answer.
“...... What is the relationship between you and Li Yunfeng?"
The current topic is too heavy, Wen Quzhi wants to turn away, but I don't know why, I asked this question that pressed deep in my heart, maybe ...... The effect of the previously suppressed drug is also on your side, right?
“...... You want to ask me if I have a leg with him, right?" Long Xian'er smiled: "You also look up to him too much, in this regard, he is much more timid than you think, as early as the first day we met, he trembled at me, and he didn't even dare to touch a finger." ”
“...... How is that possible?" Wen Quzhi immediately snorted when he heard this: "You scared that guy like this, are you so terrible?"
"Stupid! He's not afraid of me at all, it's you!"
Long Xian'er seemed to smile, "Cultivating me and supporting me to come out, as a constraint on you, especially your backhand, when you are your replacement, it is that person's idea, he has been opposing it from beginning to end, but it has never been against it." In his heart, my identity has always been Ashan's daughter-in-law, he is afraid that one day someone will be misunderstood and something between me, you will go to him to settle accounts, afraid to death, no matter what you do, you are cautious, and the line between me is clear, and you don't even dare to be alone with me later...... Do you believe it? We are secret detectives, and every time we report some secrets, we have to pull someone to the side so that he can sit still...... He is already sick in this principle!"
Wen Quzhi was dumbfounded when he heard it, he couldn't have imagined that Li Yunfeng still had such a side in private?
“...... It's a joke, isn't it?"
"If you can laugh, I also want to think that this is a joke, after the battle of the imperial capital, you don't know how much his heart disease has deteriorated, every time he sees me, the first thing he asks, is it definitely that you are a virgin? ”
Long Xian'er laughed at herself: "If I have fallen in love with someone else over the years, or hooked up with some man, he will definitely rush out of the door and tear those men into pieces...... Well, that's not an adjective. ”
Wen Quzhi was speechless for a while, knowing that this was true or false, he was born in a troubled world, experienced the disaster of war, and the four martial gods of Shattered Star were not very normal people, and he had more or less mental illness, but he didn't expect that Li Yunfeng, who seemed to be the most rational, was actually crazy like this, it was really unseemly......
...... This guy knew this was the case, so why bother in the first place?
...... But then again, even at the beginning, he probably didn't have much choice...... In this way, it is normal that he is the craziest one, the three of us are just forced by the situation to fight in the troubled times, born and die all day long, but he has to be a two-faced in the troubled times, while following us to kill demons and be brothers, on the other hand, he has to be forced by that person to be ready to kill donkeys at any time, and we are ruthless, and the pressure is indeed much higher than ours......
"That guy...... I asked every day, every time I saw it, I was asked by him until I was going crazy, and sometimes I wondered if I really lost my virginity, and the object was not you, would he collapse so much that he rushed out to destroy the world...... Hahaha, you can't imagine what it feels like?"
Long Xian'er laughed on the bed until she leaned back and turned back, but her expression was extremely abnormal, Wen Quzhi felt a little ominous from it, and asked casually, "How do you feel?"
The laughter stopped, Long Xian'er stared at Wen Quai, her eyes were gloomy, and she said, "I want to...... I must hate you!"
If it was before he saw Long Carrier and understood the truth of the year, just this sentence would have made Wen Qu's illness blow up, but now, he just shrugged, "I thought that in our relationship, I was the victim." ”
"Oh, yes...... What do you think...... These three words are really well used. Long Xian'er lifted her bangs and looked haggard, "If I had never met you in my life, now ...... I guess it's going to be better, right?"
...... Because of you, your childhood has not yet ended, you broke your home, and you can only enter the palace as a slave.
...... Because you, who were pulled out and nurtured by that person, got the power you once hoped for, but you have to bear those unexpected consequences, and you have to stand on the opposite side of you inexplicably, and never die.
"In this life, all the major turning points in my life have come from you...... People say that two husbands and wives are involved in karma in this life, even if they are separated by tens of millions of miles, the invisible karma line will still pull the two people together, even if they want to separate, they can't be separated, but ...... That's enough, right?"
Long Xian'er smiled: "Actually, if you calculate carefully, I should actually thank you, after all, it is because of you that I have the strength, and I have the opportunity to realize the ideals in my heart, I can stand up to protect the human race, and I can protect my family, otherwise...... Maybe he died early in the morning under the clutches of the demon. ”
"That ......"
"But, I'm so tired! Whether it's Li Yunfeng or that person, in their eyes, I'll always be just Ah Shan's daughter-in-law, not Long Xian'er, I'm just a substitute in case you are not there one day, and I am your appendage, no one has ever asked me if I would like to do this, my personal wishes have never been insignificant...... Like your good brother, he never cared about how much my strength had improved, whether I had done a good job, he didn't care about the safety of the human race, he didn't care about the stability of the empire, he didn't care about how much effort I had done here, how many things I had done, all he thought about every day was whether I was a virgin ......or not."
Long Xian'er smiled and said: "Do you know what is more insulting than this? It's just that a man asks and humiliates you every day, and it's not for the fucking sake of you, it's just to take you to his brother for an errand, and you are not a person in his eyes from beginning to end, just a thing! Hey, husband, according to your standard of enmity and enmity, this account is recorded on your head, and it can't be regarded as wronged, right?"
Wen Quzhi didn't know how to answer this question at all, this side of Long Xian'er had never been touched by herself, and she didn't even know that she would think like this......
Is this my fault again? It sounds like I am indeed duty-bound, but these are not what I want to see, it is Li Yunfeng, it is that person...... It can even be said that the haze woven by the entire era of war covered the sky above her, leaving her in the darkness from which she could not get out.
...... Who, and not?