When I returned to school from the mountains, it had been more than a month since the school started, and I was worried that the school would punish me, but I had been silent. Gai was so ordinary that I didn't see it for a month, and the school didn't find out.

Everything is the same as before, except that my brother and my long hair are gone.

On the first day I returned to school, I went to the hair salon in front of the school gate and cut my hair short. Short, short, like a boy. Sometimes I eat with the fish in the three canteens, and I still listen to some gossip and see some trance flashing eyes, I have nothing to do with me. The fish is calm, and with her company, my heart is also stable.

It's just that at the end of the semester, my physics and circuits all hung up, and even because of mental tension, I unexpectedly got a very good score in probability theory.

Studying is hard work, but it's also the easiest task to complete independently. The only thing that will not be betrayed in life is your own efforts.

I completed the counterattack in the next semester, not only passed the CET-6 exam, but also passed three retaken subjects at one time, and won the second-class scholarship without any extra points for club activities.

When Shanshan walked past me after class, she showed two small tiger teeth and gave me a thumbs up. I was shy. The helplessness and panic in my heart were finally secretly killed by myself.

The days that followed seemed to be uneventful. I don't remember much, because the days were always repeated, until 03, the whole country was disturbed by SARS, and our May Day was forced to be canceled and the whole school was closed.

One night, the lights out time had passed, and I hadn't finished washing up for some reason, so I was secretly in a hurry in the water room. The shadow came running over and called me to answer the phone. It's a child.

Something to tell you.

What the?

I was in a hurry to tidy up, ignoring the muffled voice over there.

It's true, it's gone.

What the?!

My question is really pointless. I heard it very clearly, I knew what was going on, but I still subconsciously said it.

I really inherited my mother's disease, and I only found out during the college entrance examination. She had already developed the disease in her sophomore year, and she refused active treatment. The appearance of her mother being tortured by illness for many years made her heart palpitate.

Originally, when I went home for the May Day holiday, several classmates went to see her together. The time was unlucky, and she left quietly like this.

I clutched the telephone, feeling weak in the dark, crouching by the bookcase in my dorm room, listening to my name being called on the other end of the phone.

I didn't do anything, but I couldn't answer. I couldn't open my mouth, and I didn't know how to react downward.

Until the fish noticed something was wrong with me.

She picked up the phone and explained a few words to the other party, hung up and helped me back to bed.

During the time when SARS was raging, the whole country was in a panic. The situation in colleges and universities is not optimistic, with dense crowds and high mobility, and the probability of infection is higher than that of the general population. It's just that there have been no confirmed cases in Qin City, and everyone's vigilance has been significantly relaxed.

It was the first time I felt the impact of the death of my peers. For the first time, I realized the preciousness of life.

People are the most powerless in the face of life and death. The only thing you can do is cherish the moment.