() An Ze's face turned pale when he knew that He Nuan was going to go abroad for further study, and He Nuan was about to leave as soon as he came back, so it wasn't He Nuan thinking that He Nuan was showing him that she wouldn't give him a chance, and they couldn't do it.

An Ze felt the disordered heartbeat, his eyes were red, he had done so much, how could it be over before it started? What if He Nuan really no longer gave him a glimmer of hope? So what is he going to do?

An Ze spun back and forth on the ground uneasily, no, he wanted to go to He Nuan, and then find her, tell her that he had always liked her, and ask her not to be with Shen Rongjin who had been hurting her and not cherishing her anymore. It's just that he didn't wait to find He Nuan, but He Nuan came to Anze instead.

"Nuan Nuan, are you going abroad? Why? When to go? Then I can. An Ze wanted to say that he could go with him, anyway, the domestic career has just started, it doesn't matter if he doesn't want it, and with Zhou Ming to help him, he can accompany He Nuan to wherever he wants.

"Anze, no, no need, this is the last time I will see you, if we can meet in the future, then all we can do is look at each other and smile and pass by."

He Nuan actually thought a lot, she didn't know the reason why An Ze came back this time, she originally thought that as long as she didn't give An Ze a chance, An Ze would understand what she meant, but An Ze's actions all along let He Nuan know that he still didn't give up on himself.

He Nuan looked at An Ze's pale face, but she had to be ruthless, after all, she and An Ze were already in the past, so An Ze had to come out, and they became the most familiar strangers to each other and it was good for everyone.

"Why, Nuan Nuan, why are you so cruel? I know I failed you back then, but you also know that I can't help it, and if I could, I really didn't want to be separated from you. ”

An Ze looked at He Nuan, why couldn't he be given another chance, obviously he loved He Nuan more than Shen Rongjin, and from beginning to end, he only had He Nuan in his heart.

"Anze, it's you who have been stuck in the past and haven't come out. We have been separated for so many years, and all we have left each other is memories, especially when we broke up in that situation, the unwillingness and helplessness in your heart have been pressed in your heart, not to mention that you have been living in hatred for so many years.

So you beautify our feelings, but we are all real to each other, not the flawless self in our memory, and our feelings have long since faded. ”

He Nuan sighed, in those days of revenge, An Ze regarded his love with himself as the last pure land in his spirit, so he kept thinking about himself, loving himself, and repeatedly hinting to himself, so that he never left An Ze's life.

But He Nuan felt that as the revenge ended, as they reunited, after the initial throbbing had passed, the two of them would find that they were actually very strangers.

"An Ze, what you like is me in your memories, but we have all changed, even if we are still ourselves, but each other's experience is growing, there is no other in our growth trajectory, our differences are gradually increasing, even if we get back together, we can't go far."

He Nuan pointed out the problem that Anze had always refused to admit, they had actually changed too much, and it was too difficult to have a shadow of the past in his current self. An Ze shook his head, obviously He Nuan is still the warm person, and he has never changed.

"No, ie

So we grew up, we are still each other, we were able to attract each other and like each other back then, and we can still do it now. I know, Nuan Nuan, we've been apart for too long, and time has erased something, but I believe that as long as I am given time, we will like each other again, and time will not only erase some things but also bring something.

I've done a lot of wrong things and lost people I should have cherished, but I've always understood that you have always been in the back of my heart, the person I want to cherish the most, and that has never changed.

Nuan Nuan, can you forgive me as you did in the past? Give me another chance? Can you let me say that I still love you? An Ze's words made He Nuan's eyes red, but she still shook her head ruthlessly.

"Anze, we were teenagers when we fell in love, and now it's been almost ten years, and we've walked too far away from each other, and even if we didn't break up for that reason, how can we guarantee that we didn't break up because of something else?

The first love can have a result, from the school uniform to the wedding dress, how many such lovers are there? In the face of He Nuan's words, An Ze had no way to refute it, but they were different, and he never doubted that he still liked He Nuan.

"An Ze, what you still like is He Nuan who walked into your eyes at the beginning of your love, He Nuan who has always supported you when you were most difficult, and He Nuan who you have failed in order to take revenge.

But that He Nuan has grown up, she accepts the fact that they are destined for each other, she understands your difficulty and no longer blames you, she only hopes that you can find your own happiness, but she has long regarded you as a memory. ”

An Ze's face was pale and a little unsteady, looking at He Nuan's eyes sad. "Anze, let go of the past, you have taken revenge, you should come out, I am just your memory, you should have a better life in the future.

So don't dwell on it anymore, what you want to redeem is the reluctance to the love affair that was cut off by hatred in the past, and the guilt of the first love in your heart, but I'm long gone, I've come out early, the past has long passed, and now we don't belong to each other, so let's work together to meet the future that is still waiting for us, and we're all right. ”

An Ze covered his face, is it true, is his relationship really stuck in the past? But obviously, when he saw He Nuan, his heart was still beating for her, but He Nuan didn't believe it anymore, or didn't need it anymore, so He Nuan could calmly analyze everything, and he was speechless, but in the final analysis, it was just a sentence I don't like you anymore.

"Anze, come out, you took on too much when you were young, and you should be happier than anyone else. So give yourself more chances, and you will find that there are better people waiting for you in your world besides me. I want you to be happy more than anyone else, but the one who gave you happiness is not me. ”

Even if he doesn't love it, He Nuan has never thought of hurting An Ze, thinking about the sweetness of the past, He Nuan is not nostalgic, but it is just nostalgic.

"Nuan Nuan, I want to know, what do you do to Shen Rongjin? Is he also your past tense? An Ze wanted to know what He Nuan was thinking of that Shen Rongjin, the Shen Rongjin who silently destroyed their relationship.

"An Ze, to put it unfairly, Shen Rongjin and I are different from you. The time we really knew each other and fell in love was too short, and we didn't have time to get to know each other. But Shen Rongjin and I, we are entangled

It's too deep.

Whether I am a teenager or a young adult or an adult, there are traces of him in my life trajectory, even if I have never been with him, Shen Rongjin is also an inseparable part of my life. ”

Speaking of this, He Nuan suddenly understood Shen Rongjin a little, just as he was an inseparable part of his life, and he and He Soft were also part of Shen Rongjin's life, so he repeatedly tolerated He Soft, although such tolerance hurt her.

"In the end, even if so many things have happened, your favorite person is still Shen Rongjin." An Ze didn't want to admit it, but as He Nuan said, they were childhood sweethearts, after all, their fate was too deep, and the deep An Ze couldn't be jealous.

For He Nuan, she is her youth and Shen Rongjin is the rest of her life, what a cruel fact for An Ze.

"Yes." Although He Nuan didn't want to admit it, even if she came to this point, even if there were many people in her life, her favorite person was still Shen Rongjin, the one who disappointed her many times, even if she didn't want to continue with him.

An Ze laughed silently, but An Ze knew that what He Nuan said was true, no matter what he did, He Nuan would never look back, even if he still loved her.

When He Nuan left, An Ze got up to see her off, and at the moment of leaving, An Ze hugged He Nuan, "Nuan Nuan, although I know that we can't do it anymore, but I still want to tell you that I like you really, both in the past and now." ”

He Nuan felt the warmth in her neck, as if it was burning He Nuan, which made her heart shrink and hugged An Ze back, "An Ze, you want to be happy, very happy." "But your happiness is not with me.

When Zhou Ming arrived, he saw An Ze sitting on the ground leaning on the sofa, looking lonely. In fact, when Zhou Ming came back from An Ze and wanted to find He Nuan, he was not optimistic, but at that time An Ze was full of hope, so Zhou Ming was not easy to fight, and he also reported the idea of what happened to him, but unfortunately it backfired.

"Xiao Ming, Nuan Nuan and I are really over, heh, I haven't wanted to admit it, in fact, we have long been over, since I decided to take revenge, from He Nuan to the United States to find me, we are over, I have always refused to admit it."

Zhou Ming was also very uncomfortable looking at An Ze like this, so he could only sit beside him, "An Ze, you still have me and Auntie, you will meet someone you love in the future." "That person will be better than He Nuan, and she will love you with all her heart.

"yes, it's just that person won't be Nuan Nuan." The flash of water in An Ze's eyes couldn't help it.

There is a person living in everyone's heart, such a distant love, it is impossible to be together again in this life, but such a distant person has supported the youth, the most important, and the most brilliant days. An Ze touched his heart, he was more eager than anyone in this world to hope that He Nuan could be happy, but he would still be sad to think that this happiness did not have his share.

"It turns out that all the splendor in life needs to be repaid with loneliness after all." An Ze lowered his head, and a hint of enlightened smile appeared on his face, but this smile made Zhou Ming want to cry when he looked at it.

Saying goodbye to An Ze, He Nuan wiped the corners of his eyes, the bamboo-like young man seemed to be still smiling in his memory, but the shadow gradually dissipated, An Ze, goodbye, we all want to be happy, even if we are not us, I hope we are still us.