"You can go if you want." Gu Muyun smiled and said, "Do you still need to ask me about this?" ”

"Of course, after all, I'm going to see a woman, and of course I'm going to ask Madame." Li Xiaoyang smiled and said, "Otherwise, if you know, what if you are jealous?" ”

"Not really." Gu Muyun shook her head, "It's the vinegar of an unknown woman who is jealous, just on the premise of not knowing if you like her." But I know now that you're not interested in that woman Fia, so why am I jealous? ”

Hearing her say this, Li Xiaoyang felt that it made sense.

But after all, it is still necessary to ask.

"Do you want to come with me?" Li Xiaoyang asked again.

Gu Muyun waved her hand: "Forget it, I guess she doesn't want to see me." ”

Li Xiaoyang didn't say anything else, sat with Gu Muyun for a while, and only after returning to the room did he go to see Fia.

At that time, Fia was already locked in a room, saying that he was under house arrest.

It is a very nice room, luxuriously decorated, fully equipped, if you usually live in it, it is also said to be comfortable.

But if you are locked up here, the mood is obviously different.

For example, Fia is obviously in a bad mood right now.

"You're here." She turned her head to look at Li Xiaoyang, and her tone was also light, without the slightest surprise.

"Didn't you call me?" Li Xiaoyang asked rhetorically.

Fia pulled her lips and smiled: "I don't even know how to face you now, you are more like my enemy." ”

"You can say that." Li Xiaoyang did not refute this sentence, but said, "But I didn't move your family until today, and I have done my duty." ”

"Don't say it so high-sounding." Fei Ya said coldly, "Isn't it that the previous preparations have not been done well, so it has been delayed until today?" ”

"If it was said that the preparations for the Hong Gang were not done well, it would be about the same, and for you, you could have done it a long time ago." Li Xiaoyang looked at her lightly, "I know everything your father did before, but I just keep pretending not to know." My father also thought about giving him a chance, but he didn't cherish it, and he made it even harder, and there was nothing we could do. ”

Fia pulled her lips and snorted softly: "Everyone has pursuits, and of course my father also has pursuits, what's wrong?" ”

"But your father's pursuits are contrary to our philosophy, so we cannot tolerate him."

Fia looked at Li Xiaoyang blankly, silent.

After a while, she spoke: "Since I was a child, you have always ignored me, and I also fantasized about when you could say a few more words to me, but I never thought that it would be at this time, for my family, to say so much." ”

"It's to make you die." Li Xiaoyang's tone was still very light.

Fia lightly hooked her lips: "You are really affectionate." ”

Li Xiaoyang did not answer.

Is it unkind? He didn't think so.

Besides, even if it is really unkind, as long as he is not affectionate to Gu Muyun, it is enough.

There are so many people in the world, he can't manage it, he just wants to manage one Gu Muyun.

And this Fia......

"I never promised you anything, everything is just your wishful thinking."

Hearing him say this, Fia felt that her heart was really painful.

But she couldn't argue with it, because it was true.

It is precisely because he knows that he is nothing in Li Xiaoyang's heart that he is extremely uncomfortable.

What a sad thing it is that people who have liked it for so many years don't give themselves a straight eye.

Fia sat on the sofa with her legs crossed, and the light shrouded her whole body, looking petite and weak.

"It's all my fault this time." Fia said, her voice a little choked, "The last time I saw you so perverse to me, I should have thought that something was wrong, but I just deceived myself, thinking that you might really like me, and then I hurt my father, hurt my family, I am the eternal sinner of our family." ”

"I'm sorry I hurt you that time." Li Xiaoyang said, "But I have always been a person who does everything to achieve his goals. ”

"It's not you." Fia shook her head, "That girl's idea, right?" ”

"It's not important."

"Important." Fia corrected Li Xiaoyang's words seriously, "Because I still want to have illusions about you." ”

"No, I don't." Li Xiaoyang's voice was indifferent and ruthless, "Give up those useless thoughts." ”

"Do you know what I called you here today?" Fia quickly changed the subject.

"I don't know." And he wasn't in the mood to guess.

"I know I'm probably going to spend the rest of my life like this." Fia looked at the ceiling, and her voice was a little helpless, "I guess it's impossible for you to kill me, but in my life, I guess I don't have much freedom." I just want to meet you, remember what you looked like, and let me have some fantasies for the rest of my life. But I didn't expect you to be so cruel that you leave me no room for fantasy. ”

"A person who can never be obtained cannot be your fantasy."

In fact, Li Xiaoyang originally thought that Fia called him over to question him about his deception of her and what he did to her family, but she never thought that she mentioned very little about those things, just talking about the personal feelings of the two of them.

The main thing is that there is no affection between them.

"The only thing I'm sorry for you is the use of you last time." Li Xiaoyang said, "I'm sorry. ”

"I don't need your apology." Fia shook her head, "I never blamed you. ”

Even after this incident, their family was subjected to the seedlings, and her life was ruined, she didn't blame him.

"Actually, I knew from the beginning that the two of us couldn't get together." "Our position is inherently hostile. ”

Li Xiaoyang was noncommittal.

"If we want to be together, there must be one of them to make concessions, but our concessions are not simply a step back. It's like I have a family behind me, and you have a royal family behind you. ”

Li Xiaoyang nodded.

"But if I can be with you, I don't mind being on the regressive side, because I really like you. From childhood to adulthood, and as I get older, I like you more and more. ”

"For so many years, I haven't had no suitors around me, but in my heart, they can't compare to you at all, it's just far behind, so I didn't accept any of them, I just waited for you, thinking that one day we can break through the blockade and come together."

"But it wasn't until today, until now, that my dream was completely shattered, and I knew that I really had no hope."

Her voice became more and more mournful, more and more sad, and in the end, she couldn't help but bury her face in her lap and began to cry.

She cried very sadly and very badly, and it was the first time in so many years that she had cried bitterly.

It was also the last time I cried for Li Xiaoyang.

It was a long, long time before she stopped crying.

"I envy that girl." Fia said, "She is the most envied girl in my life, because he has all your favors." ”

didn't get Li Xiaoyang's answer, Fia said again: "I want to know, what do you like about her?" ”

"She's the man." Li Xiaoyang's answer did not hesitate at all.

Fia didn't quite understand this answer.

But Li Xiaoyang obviously no longer intends to make other explanations.

So, Fia understood.

What he likes is not what Gu Muyun has, not what her characteristics are, but her person.

Even if she's terrible, even if she's good for nothing, he likes her very much.

This is Li Xiaoyang's feelings for Gu Muyun.

It's a deep love.

Fia didn't know why this was happening.

"Is it because you grew up with her when you were a child?" Fia tilted her head and asked, "But she was so young at that time, you can't have any special fetishes, right?" ”

"Of course not, I really liked her when she was in college." Li Xiaoyang began to patiently tell her, "Because I was a child, I was in college and began to pay attention to her. Even though she was no different to me than she was to strangers, I found that she was just who I liked. ”

Then he added: "I can't say what it is, but I just like it." ”

Fia felt that this sentence was a lore for her.

Because she didn't even know where she lost.

Sighing deeply, Fia felt physically and mentally exhausted.

"I don't have much more to say." She said, "If you can't compare, you can't compare." ”

"Actually, you don't need to compare." Li Xiaoyang said, "Even if you compare to her, I can't be with you." ”

Fia began to reflect on whether it was a mistake for him to call him over to talk today, and that he would hit himself like this.

"Let's go." Fia lowered her head and covered her face again, "If I continue to talk to you, I will be degraded by you to be worthless." ”

"Okay." Li Xiaoyang nodded, turned around and left without the slightest nostalgia.

His movements were dashing and fast, but in Fia's eyes, he was extremely ruthless.

It suddenly occurred to me that the gentle deception he had made that day was the most tender time for him.

Even though it was a deception, even though it was an illusion, it was so beautiful that she was willing to treasure it for the rest of her life.

Fia didn't know why she was so humble in this relationship.

But she just couldn't restrain herself and wanted to lower her figure.

Envy that girl again, presumably she never needed to be like this in front of him.

After leaving the room, looking at the Langlang night sky, Li Xiaoyang breathed a long sigh of relief.

After all the things that should be solved and the people who should be dealt with have been dealt with, I feel that the moon seems to be rounder.

Over the years, a large stone that had accumulated in my heart was removed, and this sense of relief was something I had never imagined before.

But now that I think about it, it all feels like a dream.

Unreal, very unreal.

Walk towards his palace, and after half an hour, arrive.

When I entered the holiday, I saw that Gu Muyun had already taken a shower and was sitting there, holding a book in her hand.

Under the light, her silhouette is gentle and beautiful.

It's good to see, he will treasure it for the rest of his life.