118. Ling Ran's own handwriting (2)

"He broke my heart, but he also redeemed my life again and again.

I like to watch him dance his sword, and watch the leaves follow the tip of his sword, and when he neatly puts away his sword, the leaves fall silently to the ground, and he stands so upright in the wind, hooking the corners of his mouth, standing arbitrarily, and all the people behind him become a foil......

I love that he rides me on horseback, and the scenery of the world retreats rapidly on both sides, and the sound of the horse's hooves is undoubtedly the most beautiful sound in the world for me, and the sound goes up to heaven, and down to the most beautiful ......

I love him kissing my forehead, my cheeks, my ears, the warm lips falling on them, the slender fingertips tangled in my hair, I listen quietly to his breathing, as if I heard the summer evening breeze gently blowing in my ears, it is the most touching story in the world......

I liked the black coat he always wore, and that day I was caught in the house by the gangsters, and I fought with the man, but the poor clothes on my body were still torn, and the cold came from the depths of hell, and just when I thought I was going to fall endlessly, a thick coat fell on my shoulders......

- The residual temperature enveloped my body and protected my dignity, which was the warmest salvation in the world.

I still remember that day he locked me in my room, and I desperately tried to find a hammer to smash the window, trying to catch the freedom outside the window, but I didn't want the window slag to shatter to the ground and pierce my feet......

- And when he came in, he didn't say a word, he just stepped forward and picked up my feet, rubbed them, and blew them, and I sat on the edge of the bed, quietly feeling the warmth of the tipes in my heart, and I turned my head to look out the window at the sun, but my eyes were already moist, perhaps, happiness is so simple......

I remember that day the Lily of the Valley Pavilion was on fire, I couldn't stop gasping in the small bedroom, the billowing smoke choked me so much that I couldn't breathe, at that moment I tasted death again, but it was clear that death had slowly stretched out his claws towards me, in the darkness, I heard someone calling my name, I never felt that my name was so beautiful, because the voice was so familiar......

Finally, the door of hell opened, and the tongue of fire that erupted from it almost devoured my body and soul, but in the haze, a figure rushed towards me without hesitation, and behind him, the flame was so red that it became the most indelible scenery in my heart......

Too much, so much so that I am willing to forget!

But I'm just forgetting...... Chu Yijun, do you know, I can no longer control my brain at all, I can no longer grasp those memories, those memories that happened between us......

I try to remember them every day, but I find that the more I try to hold on to those memories, the more they will leave me...... The tip of my pen is already trembling, Chu Yijun, can you imagine how sad and panicked I am at this moment!

How scared I am that if I forget everything we used to be, I will never see you again......

Ask what is the situation in the world, and the direct religion promises life and death...... But if I forget all of this, what will happen to me? I didn't dare to think about it, and I didn't want to think about it.

But what's even more fatal is that I don't know how to write it down...... You know, I don't have much memory of you left in my mind......

And every time I remember it, my head hurts and explodes! Every time I make a stroke, I want to lie back in bed and rest, but when I swipe your face and your figure in front of me, I know that every second of the moment is precious, and the pain of this moment is all worth it.

Is it worth it?

Xu had never experienced such a catastrophe in his previous life, and when he met it in this life, he didn't want to look back.

Ling Ran, no matter where you are in the future, you must remember him.

There is a person surnamed Chu and named Yijun, and you have loved each other so passionately. ”

Next:

"It's so strange, I remember writing about him yesterday, why can't I find it?

It's okay, let's do it again.

I am in the distant country of Xiao, and there is also a husband, his surname is Chu, and his name is Yijun.

We are in love, he has been very good to me and has rescued me from danger many times.

The most memorable time was that the place where I lived was on fire that day, and I don't remember the name of the place, but I remember that when I was about to die, in the raging fire, he rushed towards me without hesitation...... How handsome that figure was.

And when I woke up again, I was lying on a clean bed.

Xian'er said that it was my husband who saved me, and he was still lying in bed at that time.

I'm all right, he's still lying down, this stupid prince.

So, Ling Ran, remember this fool, let the fool have something to be stupid about, don't forget him. ”

Next:

"Oops, there's a man, what's his name, what's that? Or what?

How come I can't find the piece of paper on which he is written, haven't I remembered him?

But when I think of the figure rushing towards me desperately in the blazing fire, why did I feel a burst of pain in my heart......

Is he important to me? It must be so. But if it matters, why didn't I write it down the other day?

Could it be that he likes me unilaterally, and I don't like him?

Forget it, I'd better write this person down, no matter what, since he saved my life, I still can't forget him.

By the way, this morning's crucian carp porridge was delicious, and if I managed to sneak away one day, I would definitely come back and thank the cook for letting me eat such a delicious thing in this place where birds don't. ”

Next:

"There should be another person I don't want to forget, he rescued me from the raging fire, but who is it?

Who saved me? White Feather? No, everything related to Bai Ling is still intact here.

It must be someone else.

But who is it? Why is it that when I think of the figure in the firelight, I feel a pinprick pain in my heart?

He must have been important to me.

But how could I not have written about him before......

It's also weird. ”

Next:

"Can anyone tell me why there is always a figure rushing towards me in the midst of a blazing fire, lingering in my mind?

I always had dreams like this, but when I woke up the next day, I couldn't remember anything......

But the water on the pillow made me feel that this was a very important person to me.

Well, I can't forget about him. ”

This is the last one, Chu Yijun finished reading it intently, only to feel that his internal organs hurt as if they were about to tear apart, and his hatred for Bai Ling was out of control, he clenched his fists and slammed into the wall next to him!