Chapter 194
I caught up with Cao Yu, she didn't pay attention to me, she looked at me with disappointment in her eyes, her eyes were red, and she walked quickly, without giving me a chance to explain.
The misunderstanding was too great, and I touched my hair in pain, wondering if I could calm myself down.
But this only made my mind more and more confused, and I angrily slammed my fist into the tree next to me, and a fist mark was deep in the tree.
Li Huan came from behind at this time, saw my incompetent and angry behavior, and borrowed the tree to vent his anger, he paid attention to it, didn't say anything, and walked straight past my side and walked in the direction of the school.
I took a deep breath to calm my emotions, thanks to the cold weather, it is not easy to get emotionally disturbed.
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Li Huan followed Cao Yu, who was walking quickly, Cao Yu noticed Li Huan who was catching up next to him, and breathed a sigh of relief, but he was still a little disappointed in his heart.
"You may have misunderstood."
Cao Yu didn't speak, and Li Huan saw that he couldn't bring up the topic of Cao Yu when he said this, so he didn't insist on helping him to clarify, thinking that he should rely on himself.
Today's classrooms are still business as usual, everyone is still like machines, repeating the usual things, and no one seems to notice what happened yesterday on the old campus.
Cao Yu took everything in front of him in his eyes, his already gloomy face became even deeper, and he sat down in his seat without saying a word, not even answering the chat of his good friends on weekdays, just doing the endless test papers.
As time passed, there were more and more people in the class, and the dim sky was full of light as the rising sun, although it was still as cold as ever.
I was the last to walk into the classroom, in fact, I stayed at the door for a while, but I didn't want to come in, leaning against the corridor and blowing the cold wind, hoping that the wind would blow away the impatience I felt after meeting Cao Yu.
Sitting next to Cao Yu, we rarely didn't talk to each other, I don't know what she was thinking, and she didn't want to talk to me, the two of us fell into a strange circle, pushing the two of us away.
In the morning, there is self-study time for this class, and comprehensive exams will be arranged for the next two classes.
I was bored looking at the clock and books on the ceiling, I couldn't read it, and I didn't even want to study it.
If it weren't for this obsession in my heart, I might really say to Sister Fang Fang that I won't come in the future.
In this way, I watched the clock and the second hand rotate forty times, it was boring enough, lazy, confused, and made me seem out of place in the atmosphere of this class, and suddenly for a moment, I began to miss the life of the cultivation continent, where I lived a reckless and free life, enjoying the excitement of the speed of life and death, and seeing the cultivators move forward at all costs for the future, even if it was the slightest opportunity. And these are all things that I can't return to on Earth, in this fast-paced society, because I don't have the time and the self-confidence.
Around them, they are all very focused, even with fanaticism, and they are enthusiastic about the test papers in their hands, or their future.
But is this really the future they want? A few days ago, Sun Bumou asked everyone to fill in their university aspirations, and I found that everyone's goals are becoming more and more consistent, those with a bad family background study IT, those with a good family background study finance, those who seek stability apply for the normal and police academies, and those with strong ability even choose law and medicine, but in addition to these, the entire volunteer column is down, only Cao Yu's choice is special, history major.
I still remember, one day after everyone saw that we chose this major, they praised me for having dreams on the surface, but behind the scenes, it was that this incident as a joke, complaining that I was born in happiness and didn't know how to be blessed, and I was willful, and which of Cao Yu's best friends also advised Cao Yu not to be stupid, don't mess around with me, the most bizarre thing, this matter was also known to the director of the year, and the grade director gave Sun Bumou pressure, so that I was fortunate to go to his office for tea for the first time this semester, and listen to him tell that he was also like me back then, young and vigorous, with ideas and pursuits, But in the end, I couldn't resist the cruelty of reality, and returned to the plain story, I looked at Sun Bumou's face at the time, and found for the first time that this old man also had so much suffering under his appearance, which made me more determined, I must not be like Sun Bumou, give up halfway, I want to complete my dream, let the fading fine civilization, enterprising, and return to this society again.
But this incident also makes me very sad, when did choosing my dream become so unbearable, is it because the development of society requires people to be more and more pragmatic and more in line with interests?
But it's true, the things in the old campus made me understand that the innocence of the past can't go back, everyone has grown up and began to think more and more about themselves, which is understandable, we are not saints, there is no reason to waste precious brain cells for some inconsequential things.
The spirit of the old building also understands this, the progress of the times has erased the peace in people's hearts, even the children have begun to compare, began to chase interests, the spirit of the old building does not want to see these again, so he chose to die with memories.
I understood this, but Cao Yu didn't figure it out, she was too kind, she thought of everyone too beautifully, and thought that I had sinister intentions and thought people in a bad direction, so that I couldn't go down to the spirit of the old building.
I'll admit that I'm prone to thinking of people in bad places, but that's what I've realized in two worlds. When I came back from the cultivation continent, I found that the people on the earth were even harder and even pathetic than the cultivators on the cultivation continent, and the cultivators could choose the path they wanted to take according to their own wishes, while the students on the earth could only choose a planned path step by step, honestly go to university, find a stable job, buy a house with the help of their parents, get married and have children, and then live this life in peace.
No dream is worth a stable and peaceful life, no money, what kind of dreams can you talk about, the age when you should be chasing your dreams, to the last one to give up your dreams.
This is the truest portrayal of students on the earth, there are always a few people who chase their dreams, and even fewer succeed.
Although it is only a minority to succeed in chasing dreams in the cultivation continent, the vast majority of cultivators fight for their dreams until they have their last breath, rather than denying themselves from the beginning.
I kept thinking like this, and when the bell rang for the end of the first self-study class, the students began to pack up their things on the table, went to the toilet, closed their eyes and recuperated their minds, and turned the book again as if they were swallowing dates in a temporary assault.
I felt that the exam was boring, so I simply stopped taking the exam, and told Sister Fang Fang that I was not feeling well, and I went to the rooftop to blow the wind, but when I came to the rooftop, I found that Li Huan was actually here.