Chapter 103: I Wanted to Kiss Her
Xiao Xia was lying on the bed after taking a shower, holding her mobile phone to look at today's photos, and unconsciously laughed out loud, this Julia's photography technology is really not very good, a lot of horizontal and vertical shots have been taken, but most of them are only half of the shots, and some are so blurry that people can't see clearly, I guess I'm too excited to play.
paddling, I suddenly turned to a photo of Xiao Ran, to be exact, it should be a photo of Xiao Ran's big face, because his face alone occupied her entire mobile phone screen, and she didn't even take a picture of her neck.
This Julia must have come to him to shoot it!
Suddenly, at that moment, Xiao Xia felt her heart pause strangely, such a face, as if it was close to Chi Qi, made her think of the day when she was on the balcony, I don't know why, she suddenly wanted to escape, she wanted to skip these photos, she wanted to turn over the things in her head, she quickly slid back, but, Julia, a little friend, took many photos in a row, almost like this, she could only dim the phone screen in the end to quiet herself.
She didn't know why she had such a strange reaction, anyway, she didn't dare to play with her phone.
And Xiao Ran, who was in the opposite room, was staring intently at the phone screen, and the corners of his mouth couldn't help but rise.
Many years ago, he used to put her photo in his wallet, like hiding some treasure, I remember one time, Yi Xing also took out the photo and flushed it down the toilet, which made him so angry that he almost didn't do anything to her. Later, he didn't put it away, but he copied the photos and videos posted by Zhao Xiaoyan on the circle of friends, as well as those posted by his classmates on the campus Internet, because he couldn't contact her a few years ago, he felt like he was poisoned by missing, many, many times he felt that he couldn't get through, and in the end, he relied on those photos, those videos, and even the paintings she painted, so day by day until the day he could go to France and find her.
Later, so many things happened, so many things that hurt her, he once thought that he would never be able to do so, but she came to him again, and she was like a gift from God, the most precious gift......
It's only been the third day since she came here and she is going back, Xiao Xiawei can't help but feel a little sad, but what makes her even more sad is not leaving, but the injury of the two of them.
Xiao Ran still insisted on carrying her downstairs and carrying her out to take the car, although she felt awkward, but there was no way.
"Is it really okay to drive?" Xiao Xiawei was still a little worried.
Xiao Ran replied to her: "It's okay." ”
Waiting for Xiao Xiawei to sit down, Xiao Ran pulled her seat belt first. Because he was too close, and his right hand was inconvenient, Xiao Xiawei said, "I'll come." She wanted to grab it, but Xiao Ran didn't give it to her, just pulled her up, and then turned her head and said to her, "Sit down." ”
This turn of the head, closer than just now, Xiao Ran's face instantly enlarged in front of her, Xiao Xia thought of the photo, and thought of the balcony, as soon as he was excited, as soon as he was nervous, he pushed him hard, and with a bang, the back of Xiao Ran's head ......
"Brother, I'm sorry, are you okay?" She was nervous and a little at a loss.
Xiao Ran touched his head, and secretly scolded himself in his heart, damn it, what the hell is he doing? I wanted to kiss her just now, but fortunately she pushed herself away, otherwise...... He looked at her amusedly, "It's fine. Then he exited and closed the passenger door.
Xiao Xiawei watched him sit in the driver's seat and asked again: "Brother, you, are you okay." ”
He didn't look at her and said, "It's okay." Then he started the car, staring straight ahead with his eyes, he really didn't dare to look at her, he was really afraid that he would be impulsive.
Xiao Xiawei felt guilty fiercely, her mental activities were so rich that she couldn't do it, and she was reflecting all the way......
At the airport, I was particularly surprised to meet Qin Zixiao, to be precise, it should have been Qin Zixiao who ran into them, because Xiao Ran and Xiao Xiawei didn't see him.
He was far away from them, but he recognized the figure at a glance as her, the familiar girl.
He took his mobile phone and called Xiao Ran, and when Xiao Ran saw the number, he hesitated for a moment, but still answered.
The phone was connected, and Qin Zixiao asked him in the first sentence: "What's wrong with her." ”
Xiao Ran paused for a moment, and didn't turn around to look for his figure, but just replied, "It's okay." ”
Qin Zixiao clenched his fists in his hands, and there were ten thousand impulses to rush over in his heart, but in the end, he still tried to control himself, control the stiff legs, control the tears that were about to come out, and forcibly held it back.
It was a long time before he spoke, "Please take care of her." It took him a lot of courage to say it.
Xiao Ran replied, "I will." ”
After the words fell, the two ended the call like this, and Qin Zixiao stood in place and looked at her until her figure disappeared and disappeared completely......
Feelings should be the most complicated thing in this world, if you don't love, you can be together, if you don't love, you must be together, but because you can't be together, there will be so many sad people in this world, and the three of them are all heartbroken people.
Zhao Xiaoyan also has a deep understanding of the various difficulties of feelings, she once tried to help Xiao Xiawei and Qin Zixiao get back together, but it was useless, Xiao Xiawei said that she couldn't pass that hurdle in her heart, she said that she was like ink dyed on white paper, she said that even if Qin Zixiao didn't mind, she would mind, she also said that she couldn't let Qin Zixiao fall into those gossip, she hoped that his career would be smooth sailing.
Actually, that day in Nevi
When she saw Qin Zixiao at the husband and wife banquet, she was really uncomfortable, and then she didn't sleep all night, she thought a lot, she knew that she was uncomfortable not only because of her relationship with Qin Zixiao, but also because of her relationship with Xiao Ran, she had always thought that she thought that she only loved Qin Zixiao in her heart, she thought that she only had family affection for Xiao Ran, she always thought so, but she couldn't treat the past as if nothing had happened, she couldn't treat Xiao Ran as a brother anymore, she was very conflicted, So the more she thought about it that night, the more uncomfortable she became, and the more she thought about it, the more she felt sorry for Qin Zixiao.
And Qin Zixiao, because he has a good relationship with Peng Qi, Zhao Xiaoyan can probably know his situation, he loves Weiwei, but he feels guilty, because of love, because of guilt, so he chose to let go, but he can't let go.
The two of them understand each other, they both have each other in their hearts, but they can't be together, although Zhao Xiaoyan understands them, but in the end she can't empathize, not to mention that there is a more persistent Xiao Ran than anyone else, the Xiao Ran who has never given up from beginning to end, the senior she has always admired, she thinks that he may be the one who hurts the most, the person who loves the hardest.
In the end, no matter what the outcome of these three people is, someone will be injured, because none of them can let go.
So feelings should be the most complicated thing in the world.