Chapter 302: Wind and Dust 4
Jingchen doesn't like to laugh, and he has a stinky face all day long, and even a dog will walk around when he sees it.
Jingchen felt that only she knew the secret of Xiao Yu's eyes, but Xiao Yu knew it from the beginning, but she always believed that Jingchen would really like her one day.
Maybe these flattering eyes are just the beginning of the future of Jingchen Xiaoyu, but they are an omen of the end.
Looking at Xiao Yu, Jingchen always couldn't help but feel overjoyed, even the Emperor of Heaven and other old immortals were surprised when they saw it, but only Jingchen deceived himself and told himself that he would not fall.
In the end, I still can't extricate myself.
"I knew that one day, you could really put aside your righteousness and look at me......" Xiao Yu pillowed his arms under his head, closed his eyes and smiled in satisfaction.
"You always knew ......" Jingchen originally thought that Xiao Yu knew something, and she had already told herself, she thought that some things could really dissipate into the dust with her, but she still found out.
"Yes, I always knew that you didn't want to admit my feelings at first, and you always knew that the fox clan was destroyed, and you were among them, and I even knew that you didn't tell me that my reckless behavior for a while would make Yu Mo have no ** return, these things, do you think that I will never know about them in my life?" Speaking of this, Xiao Yude's smile disappeared......
"I hope that you really won't know it for the rest of your life, but I also know that there is no impermeable wall in the world, and you will always meet the truth." Jingchen turned to look at Jingchen who had his eyes closed.
"Do you remember, sir, that day...... I stuck my hairpin on an adult's head, and it was the first time an adult had done that, and I thought ....... As long as I am coquettish and soft as before, the adults will come out gently, touch my head, and tell me, 'Xiao Yu, it's okay, Adults don't blame you', but that time, you didn't, even when I was afraid of losing you, fainted in the heavy rain and you didn't come out to hug me, that time, at first, I really thought it was because I made you lose face, but later, when I was disheartened in the demon world, I realized that at that time, you just didn't want to admit that I had this emotion, you don't know if you can really let go of what you have guarded for thousands of years because of me, my lord...... Xiao Yu understands, but despite this, Xiao Yu still wants to pretend that he doesn't know, when I meet again in the demon world, I still can't help it, I want to jump into your arms and tell you how much I miss you, my lord...... Will you regret it this time? At that time, Jingchen was so angry because of Xiao Yu's unintentional mistake, Xiao Yu wanted Jingchen to forgive himself, but then he thought about it, at that time, it was just Jingchen hesitating between Dayi and Xiao Yu again.
"I'm sorry ......" In Jingchen's eyes, Xiao Yu was just a child from beginning to end, he didn't know, because of love, he had all Xiao Yu clear, Xiao Yu clearly knew that he didn't take out all his feelings at the beginning, but Xiao Yu still used his life to protect and love himself, what a persistent love this should be, but he didn't have the ability to commit and would stick to it.
"Your Excellency...... Isn't it, Xiao Yu forgave you too easily, you have forgotten, when you were in the fairy world, you were in the ice prison, what you said, 'I love you, but...... I love myself more, I need the power of the fairy world more, and I need the backer of the Emperor of Heaven more, I can break the laws of the fairy world for you, I can lose half of my life for you, I can kneel down and beg others to let you live, but now, there are too many people you want to help, so many ...... More than I love you, I don't want to use the strength I have accumulated for thousands of years to exchange for your favor, Feng Bai Yu, you have to remember, no matter when, the demon, after all, it is the demon ......', these words, I have always remembered, every time I think of it, there will be a tingling in my heart, you say, 'Feng Bai Yu, I don't love you anymore', everyone can say that my hands are stained with blood and go astray, but you are the only one, I don't know how others talk about me behind my back, but I just need you to believe me...... That day, because of what Gong Hou said to Xiao Yu, Xiao Yu always remembered.
Jingchen found out how many "little feathers" he had hurt this woman with eyes full of himself ......
"But I still love you, no matter what, now you are really aware of how much I love, but, as long as you stand in front of me, I don't have any thoughts of going into the devil, with you by my side, even if I get into the devil, I can really stand here like an ordinary, as I said at the time, everyone's life and death have nothing to do with me, I want to keep it, it's just something you can't let go...... "Yes, Xiao Yu back then just wanted to help Jingchen keep his righteousness, but in the end, But after all, he still became a demon in the mouths of everyone.
"Your Excellency...... The two realms are at war, I owe him too much, and when this is all over, we ......" Xiao Yu wanted to say, 'Let's start again, okay', but was interrupted by Jingchen, "I'll marry you." ”
Xiao Yu opened his eyes all of a sudden, and looked at Jingchen who had been staring at him intently, "What?" ”
"I said, wait, the battle between the two realms is over, Feng Baiyu, marry me......." Jingchen looked at Xiao Yu with a smile.
Xiao Yu sat up cross-legged, leaving a string of tears in his left eye, and staring at Jingchen with his lips trembling slightly.
Jingchen also sat up and leaned on the edge of the bed, "Marry me, Feng Baiyu ......"
Since the immortal realm, perhaps, from the time when Jingchen decided to give up everything and risk his life to go to the demon world to find Xiao Yu regardless of dignity, maybe, he really won't hesitate......
Xiao Yu's trembling hand reached out and gently placed it on Jingchen's face.
"Marry you at the time of the first snow, that is Xiao Luo's promise, not mine, when everything is settled, Feng Baiyu, marry me, I ...... Robbed the immortal three times back to your relatives, the immortal...... Would you like to fulfill me once? Jingchen's eyes also glistened with tears.
Xiao Yu leaned forward and hugged Jingchen tightly, "Whether it is Xiao Luo, or you, my love, from the beginning to the end...... I promise you, when all the dust settles, this immortal will fulfill you once. ”
Tears fell from the dust, and they ...... It's finally time to meet again.
"Xiao Yu....... I'll never say anything that hurts you like that again, so you can rest assured, stay with me for a while, and then ...... Go to the demon world with peace of mind, and the two worlds will go to war, even if we meet each other, we will all meet alive...... I...... Waiting for you to call me 'Father' again......" The corners of Jingchen's mouth rose slightly, and he hugged Xiao Yu tightly.
"Good...... I promise you. "But even if Jingchen doesn't marry Xiao Yu, Xiao Yu ...... Won't you still love deeply without hesitation?
Maybe it was because of the suddenness of getting married, no one expected it, but maybe it was because he missed it too much, and even Jingchen didn't know why he wanted to say the word 'marriage' so much at that moment.
But since it has been said, it will be fulfilled in the end.
This night, Xiao Yu and Jingchen tossed and turned, and neither of them could sleep.
I don't know if the ground is too hard, or the bed is not as comfortable as the Zhuxian Palace, the two of them turned over and over, knowing that each other was not asleep, but they still didn't want to disturb, afraid that their hearts would beat wildly when they said a few words casually, so they simply forced themselves to fall asleep, and closed their eyes to recuperate.
Early in the morning, the sky just dawned, Jingchen slowly opened his eyes, but heard a flute sound from the window into his ears, Jingchen looked up, the bed was already empty, the bedding was neatly stacked there, Jingchen put on his clothes, looking for the flute to pass, sure enough, it was Xiao Yu playing the flute.
"You're still keeping." When it was in the world, he gave Xiao Yu a jade flute.
It turned out that Xiao Yu had always been in his arms.
Xiao Yu stopped playing the flute, smiled back, and stared at Jingchen.
Dressed in white, the green silk was scattered, and the black mark on his forehead was covered by rouge and gouache, everything was ...... It really seems like it hasn't changed.
"You're still there." Xiao Yu smiled and looked at the sachet tied around Jingchen's waist.
That's what the Harrier taught Xiao Yu to do, and even Xiao Yu didn't like it when he saw it, but he really kept it with him.
"Well, keep it." Demon slaves are forbidden to wear ornaments, and this sachet has been carried in Jingchen's arms, and when he returned to the fairy world, he finally brought it.
Xiao Yu walked in front of Jingchen, tidied up the collar for Jingchen, put the sachet in his hand, and looked at it for a moment, "Hmm....... It's still just as ugly. ”
"You've changed." Jingchen looked at Xiao Yu with a smile.
Xiao Yu raised his head and looked at Jingchen with four eyes, "Where has it changed?" ”
"Everything has changed, the way I talk, the way I look, the makeup I wear." Jingchen smiled, as if he was proud of himself observing Xiao Yu so carefully.
Xiao Yu sighed softly, passed his arms under Jingchen's armpits, hugged Jingchen tightly, and gently rested his head on Jingchen's chest, "I still love you......"
Jingchen also smiled.
Yes, even if everything has changed, Xiao Yu loves Jingchen deeply, but it is also eternal, which is also Xiao Yu's promise to himself.......
Jingchen also hugged Xiao Yu tightly in his arms, "We...... You can definitely start over and live the life you want. ”
Jingchen no longer hesitates between righteousness and Xiao Yu, and naturally after the war, after fulfilling his last bit of duty, he can put down everything and accompany Xiao Yu to live that kind of idle clouds and wild cranes, isolated from the world.
"Okay, sooner or later...... There will be a day when it will be. Xiao Yu was so satisfied that he leaned into Jingchen's arms.
But I didn't know that the harrier looked at it from a distance, but it was calm and terrible.
"Let's go see Ah Yan......" Xiao Yu suddenly said.
"You ...... now" Jingchen was afraid that Xiao Yu would appear in front of everyone and be criticized by everyone again.
Those scars, Jingchen couldn't bear to let Xiao Yu uncover them a second time.
"Let's go quietly, if I go rashly, Zisang will be immortal...... I should also suspect that I am trying to do wrong. Xiao Yu said that his sadness was a joke, which was really distressing.
"Back then, it was Zisang who brought you back, what kind of heart you are, Zisang, you should be able to understand from the first sight of you." Jingchen smiled, but he was also very distressed in his heart.
"It's better not to be so public." Xiao Yu smiled.
"Why....... Do you have to go to see him? Jingchen looked at Xiao Yu suspiciously.
"Perhaps...... Do you think that he is a bit like Jimole, or do you think ...... It's hard to break your promise to a child. The corners of Jingchen's helpless mouth rose slightly.
Jingchen also believes in Xiao Yu, in Xiao Yu's heart, he has too much guilt about the people he meets in the world, and Siyan is just a child in Xiao Yu's eyes, besides, now as long as Xiao Yu wants to do it, Jingchen will help and accompany him to do it, and it doesn't hurt to see it quietly.