"You're so gentle, Hu Li."

Yanagihara greeted her with a distant gaze.

"No, no, no, there are children in front of me who have slipped on the ground, and it is natural to lend a helping hand, the children are already injured and bleeding. And I'm about to cry ......."

Hu Li seemed to feel embarrassed to be praised for this little thing, and scratched her hair in embarrassment.

As a result, Yanagihara said again-

"Yes, everyone seems to be very busy now, and they almost can't figure out why they are busy, everyone is very afraid of trouble, and they can avoid things when they encounter them, and they are panicked all day long, and what are they anxious about? It seems like most people hate trouble, right? ”

"Indeed, I must be one of them."

Hu Li said as she rummaged through her bag as she took out her cigarette case. He took a cigarette and put it in his mouth.

Just as I was about to light the fire, I suddenly stopped moving.

And yet—

But why, did things come to this point?'

As if she had forgotten to breathe, she stared blankly at the lighter in her hand.

As a result, as is customary, Yanagihara suddenly spoke unexpectedly.

"My dream. Destined to be a male nanny......

Hu Li came back to her senses and looked up at him, "My kindergarten teacher. It's a very rare male teacher. I like him very much. The teacher was gentle and tall. And the singing is very good. Probably because the garden is too worshipped. That's why I hope I can be like him when I grow up. Well, I don't have anything in common with that teacher, but I still wanted to be like him

Use the past tense. It makes people feel all this on the mouth of the current Yanagihara noodles. It's already an unattainable regret,

Again, it made her deeply feel that Yanagihara was really dead.

Indescribable. How ironic it is.

Yanagihara, who is already dead. This used to be a dream,

And Hu Li, who is alive at the moment, has no dreams.

I don't even have the mood to look for my dreams.

It's just, the walking dead spend every day.

Living in a state of confusion, spending every day in a daze.

- Dreams are not important at all, and there is no such thing as a boat.

Someone once said that.

But the premise should be that there must be something to replace the dream, or something more important to be found in the future.

If so. For Julie, everything is hopeless.

She didn't have any dreams, and she didn't have the motivation to find them.

Nothing.

All that is possessed is. Asked in a flash......

"Well...... But there's no way to do it anymore. Because I'm dead."

Yanagihara smiled very easily.

Stop laughing...... It's not funny at all.

It's brutal.

There must be a limit to stupidity.

It's brutal.

In this way, he is a big fool.

It's just miserable.

Why, Yanagihara is here?

Why is the second frustration person obviously close at hand. But it doesn't exist?

It's right in front of you, but it doesn't exist.

Because it's dead.

Why!!

"Why are you in front of me?' Why am I the only one who can see you!

Hu Li asked.

As a result, Yanagihara smiled very happily.

"It must be because ...... Because I like you, don't I.

Please, don't make a fuss.

It's a joke that you can't laugh at even if you want to.

I'm not the kind of guy who would make people fall in love with each other.

Hu Li shook her head bitterly. And Yanagihara said with his usual distant gaze!!

"The day of the graduation trip. Actually, I really want to go to you. It's just that I'm so scared. Compared to the horror of falling from a building. Or the horror of being caught by a teacher. Actually, what if I climb up and get hated by you, this idea is the most annoying, so I can't do it because I'm a coward.

"But...... This...... How so......

I'm a coward.

You can only live by lying.

Weaving panic and revealing a false smile. Fear of dreaming, in case you find it unattainable. What should I do?

I'm a coward.

I hate things that hurt, I hate things that are bitter. I also hate sad things.

I'm not the good guy you think I am.

Hu Li closed her eyes, was silent for a moment, and said slowly!!

"I'd like to ask you a little question that doesn't matter. Hypothesis...... Just assuming. There was a girl who was very, very weak."

Not yet a woman, but not a child either.

In between a complex location.

The girl has a very boring life every day.

What happened yesterday is after yesterday has passed. Can't think of anything.

Because, nothing happened two, only anything worth remembering.

It's not funny at all, but he always has a smile on his face.

From sunrise to sunset. From sunset to sunrise, morning and night change.

Boring life.

Stay in the moment. Day after day.

So, the girl had an idea. Very bad and bad thoughts.

To kill the time asked.

It was a story of a bad woman that was played out on TV.

By the way, let's give it a try.

Just do it.

It should be possible to pass the time of boredom.

The girl deceived a boy she didn't like, and deliberately made the other party like her.

It went smoothly and cleverly deceived the other party.

…… She thought so.

As a result, I didn't expect to ask, but the girl was attracted to the boy. His expressions, his movements, his breath, his words, his voice, the shape of his lips, everything. all attracted her.

I originally wanted the other person to like me. In the end, it was the girls themselves who were hopelessly in love with each other.

At this time. The girl knows that she is in big trouble.

The boy she accidentally fell in love with is a tutor for a girl who attends a prestigious university and has a promising future. He once spoke passionately to the girl, "...... I want to be a politician and hopefully change the world right now. Even if it's just a little bit. Although my abilities are limited, as long as I can make anyone happier than I am now, I am very satisfied. The world will definitely change, and it can be changed, as long as we are willing to work hard.

Usually always silent and quiet youth. At this moment, the cheeks are rarely flushed. Talking. Even if you have grown up. Still talking about his dreams like a child. And, with a slight shyness.

The girl listened carefully to every word he said. Because his personality is very straightforward, you can imagine. Those words should be from the heart.

He has big ambitions. So. She said that it was not bitter to say it. The future and aspirations of young people may be in jeopardy.

Boys once they know the facts. I will not hesitate to give up my original path for her.

If she asks the other party to die together, the other party must accompany her to die.

For a girl.

Just because the boy was so sincere, so serious. Attach importance to this girl.

So, she definitely doesn't say it.

Because she can't say.

「!! This child's thing."

Hu Li gently placed her hand on her abdomen.

Lovingly, infinitely sadly, looking down.

"I know it all......

She looked up.

"That girl. I guess I'm always being strong, but it's actually very lonely. And the heart is very fragile...... · Isn't that right?" Yanagihara still said to her with a smile, "Because I'm dead, I can't feel Hu Li's presence, and even if I get so close, I can't shake your hand or give you a hug. But I understand that because I'm dead, I know very well what life is all about. You're always alone with everything, alone with troubles, alone with pain. A man silently struggled. But don't worry, Hu Li, you're going to be fine......

Unfounded. Speak comforting words.

But. She was very happy to send.

How redeeming it is to have someone by your side with a bitter smile all the time.

What a joy it is to laugh like a fool.

She had already made up her mind, and there was no need to speak.

So be it.

However...... For some reason, I felt so painful that I almost couldn't bear it. It's like the heart is about to be destroyed. Really scared.

Hu Li couldn't keep her head down. And tears came out of his eyes.

But she couldn't cry.

Yanagihara can't cry anymore, so how can he cry?

If he cries, what will happen to the child.

What should I do if I am too weak.

It's pregnant in the belly. Life.

She couldn't cry.

Yanagihara is a very, very nice person. It's too good to make sense.

And. Naoyi cares about her very much and thinks about her very much.

Even after death, I still worry about it.

It would be nice if I could have found it earlier. If only we could have met earlier. It would have been better to understand his mind sooner.

So. You can be much happier than you are now, and you won't have those troubles.

You won't be overwhelmed by the boring life.

Yanagihara, why'

"Why. You're going to die......

She looked up.

Deceitful......

It's gone

Yanagihara is gone.

Bell.

Gone.

Originally, he was a person who had died, so he disappeared very reasonably.

However, this is too sudden.

It's okay not to disappear suddenly.

Although this way of getting along is a bit strange, she really thinks that Yanagihara is very good, and it is very happy to talk to him. It's also fun to be a fool, and he's just starting to get used to it, but he suddenly loses his head.

All the team music disappeared with him.

Please, don't play tricks on people like that.

"Hey, Yanagihara...... Come out, you're hiding, aren't you? Answer me, Yanagihara."

"—he's no longer here,"

- Suzu.

It's a ringtone.

The White Grim Reaper appears "He no longer exists, body and soul are separated. You can't stay in this world for long. Before, it was only temporarily through his attachment to the world, so that the soul barely stayed." Say so in vain.

"Actually, it helps in vain...... Woo!

As soon as "Daniel" next to him spoke, he was immediately pinched for a while, unable to make a sound.

"That's his attachment to you. You should understand, you should have felt it deeply,

"In that case, why should you take him away?"

Hu Li asked excitedly.

"You did it right, you took him away, right! One

"Yes, that's right. Because his concern for the world has ended, he can go to the heavenly realm."

"Why are you so sure?" Hu Li shouted in an almost angry manner.

The result is answered in vain!!

- Hey, because I'm the Grim Reaper.......

Simple and clear answers.

Yanagihara once had a dream. He smiled and said that he wanted to be a babysitter for young children.

It's not funny at all.

Guys who are already dead. Talk about what dreams.

No, in fact, I can't laugh at it. It's herself.

I don't even have a dream to be able to tell others.

Even for the soon-to-be-born child, there is nothing to say.

Such a self is still alive. And Yanagihara died.

Why?

Why does fate play tricks on people?

Why?

Tick tock and the rain falls on her cheeks. gradually soaked the ground.

It began to rain in the clear sky.

Could it be that someone is crying?

Or is it yourself crying?

Wet cheeks with rain. It's hard to tell.

Then, somehow get in.

The vision is getting blurred.

My mind began to go blank.

Suddenly, I felt a sharp pain in my abdomen, like the pain of being cut by a knife. She couldn't support the squat on the spot

…… Woo...... Yes......

A kindergarten nanny noticed something was wrong and immediately ran towards her.

It was the nanny who the little girl who fell down just now and hugged her.

"Are you alright?"

"What's wrong with you, sister!"

The little girl she helped. Just standing next to the nanny.

"Sister, sister"

The immature voice is getting farther and farther away.

Bell ————

The sound of rain woke her up.

Open your eyes. It's a blank slate.

I can't stand the wet cheeks.

I can't stand being a crybaby.

"That's right."

Someone was talking.

When I looked at the source of the sound, it was white!! Death in vain. and Daniel.

Bai Bai sat peacefully in the simple iron chair, while Daniel was lying on her lap, curled up and sleeping.

Quadrangular space with white walls. White bed linen with k white bed.

She soon realized that this was the hospital and that she was lying in a hospital bed.

Raindrops beat on the windows.

While she was unconscious, what had been a shower had turned into a real downpour.

"How do you feel?" Asked her in vain.

What a strange guy. As a god of death, this will actually caries others.

It's clear that Yanagihara is no longer there, but the reason why he is still here.

It's not to lead her.

Now she understood the reason for the Grim Reaper's appearance.

Finally understood.

Lose something important. That sense of helpless loss. It is spreading all over the body.

Because!!

The illness that was supposed to be in my body is gone.

Why, fate plays so tricks on people?

Why, losing something so important?

Why, how important is it to realize it when you lose Esoloe?

Why...... Why......

Hu Li slowly propped up her heavy body.

"Why, take him away?"

It's gone. Another life is gone.

Carried away by death.

"Why...... Why can you kill people as if nothing happened! Why can you still show such a casual expression, when you killed Yanagihara, you also had that kind of casual expression, right! Even killing this kid is the same! What a joy it is to play with other people's lives like this! Murderer!"

She finished speaking in one breath, unable to purse her lips.

…… Why do I ......, you ask?

Death sheds tears.

Staring at her intently, weeping.

Tears overflowed his eyes. Glide over cheeks, dripping.

"Because!! That's who I am."

Bai Bai smiled at her while crying, and did not wipe away the tears that kept falling. Let your cheeks get wet.