Chapter 842: Companionship is the most affectionate confession
"I forgot to leave my phone number with the teacher!" Su Beixin glanced at Jin Sixiao reluctantly, God knows that she didn't want to talk to this man at all, but they had a common child, and this relationship tied her firmly to this man.
Jin Sixiao warmly took Su Bei's hand, "It's okay, both fathers have added the teacher's WeChat, wait for me to ask them to send your phone to the teacher!" ”
I didn't expect it to be so simple, I wouldn't have said it if I had known.
Su Bei thought in his heart, brushed away Jin Sixiao's hand, and walked forward awkwardly!
Jin Sixiao ran up and pulled her up again, "What are you going to do next?" ”
His two eyes sparkled, as if he was looking forward to spending the whole day with Su Bei!
Su Bei looked at him in embarrassment, "Don't you need to go to work?" ”
The smile on Jin Sixiao's face was warm, "How can it be important to accompany your wife at work?" I'm the boss, so naturally I don't want to go! ”
Now that they are all out, Su Bei originally wanted to take a walk outside, after all, it was also depressing to return home, but with this huge oil bottle, she always felt tired, so she lost interest in walking.
"I'll go home, I'll help the kids do crafts later, and you can ask them to buy the materials they need!" Su Bei chewed his mouth and said sullenly.
Jin Sixiao looked at Su Bei's obviously tired and autistic little expression, and finally couldn't help but sigh.
"If it weren't for me, would you feel so sorry for me?"
Su Bei's heart sank, and he raised his slender eyelashes: "Don't talk nonsense, I, I didn't think about this, but I felt uncomfortable!" ”
Jin Sixiao stared at Su Bei's eyes and said very sincerely: "I'm also sad, you know?" You're going to be unhappy when he's gone, so I've always wanted to save him! But he broke away from the team at the beginning and insisted on going his own way, you can see the specific experience, I didn't mean it! ”
Su Bei's heart was even more complicated, and he looked at his toes and said, "I don't blame you!" ”
Jin Sixiao said: "You don't blame me, but you always have a pimple in your heart, tell me, what can I do to make you feel better?" ”
"You've got to give me some time!" Su Bei had a little temper, and his big black and white eyes stared at Jin Sixiao's handsome face, "I don't know how to explain the relationship between us, don't say anything at a glance, he is at least my relative, we grew up together, you know?" ”
Su Bei bit his lip and tried to make it clear with great difficulty: "There have been too many past and memories between us, whether these memories are good or bad, they really exist in my mind, and almost all of my memories!" I don't know what happened later, I can't remember what happened when I was too young, and I forgot about the rest of my life, so he took up almost my entire life! In my memory, I was in love with him, and then it stopped! When you woke up you told me I love you and we had a child and he was in my life again, but a few days later he died again, what do you call me
Why accept all this, if I don't even have the right to lose, don't you think it's too difficult for a strong man? ”
Su Bei said that even his head was about to explode!
Jin Sixiao looked at Subei's sad and inextricable appearance, not only was he not angry, but his heart hurt to death!
"It's my fault!" He hugged Su Bei into his arms.
Subei was surrounded by that warm and pleasant smell, and his heart suddenly felt a little sour.
It's not that she is very disgusted with Jin Sixiao, her attitude is not aimed at Jin Sixiao alone, she just has her entire mind occupied and can't accept it!
"I didn't protect you! But I didn't blame you, I just saw that you were unhappy and I was worried! Jin Sixiao continued!
"It's useless for you to worry, I don't know what to do myself! I'd like to behave better so you don't have to worry about me, but I really can't! Saying that, Su Bei's tears overflowed into her eyes, life is too difficult for her now, this is not what she wants!
She feels like her own soul has crossed into someone else's body, and everything is foreign to her, and it is all pressure!
If that's the case, it's better, the key is that she hasn't completely forgotten, that person lives in her life, the memory is so clear, so profound, and this person died, and she suddenly became someone else's wife......
"Okay, okay, don't think about it, I'll always walk out with you! It's time for you to eat, I'll take you to breakfast! "Jin Sixiao self-righteously decided the itinerary of northern Jiangsu!
Su Bei thought sullenly: But I don't want you to accompany me at all, and I don't want to eat, I just want to stay by myself!
But she lost even the interest in resisting!
Jin Sixiao took Subei to eat a very delicious Cantonese morning tea.
Very crispy preserved egg thin porridge, crispy and tender shrimp dumplings, soft barbecued pork buns, fragrant but not greasy abalone sauce and phoenix feet, and warm monk fruit flower tea......
Perhaps because the body needs nutrients too much, Subei eats and eats, his appetite has become good, and he has eaten a lot!
Jin Sixiao saw that she was eating well, her face was finally a little ruddy, and the gloomy air between her eyebrows was less, and she finally felt a little relieved.
"I'll go for a walk with you, it's not good to stay at home all the time! I think your mentality needs to be adjusted, we care about you, we don't want to put pressure on you, we don't want to force you to do anything, we just want to help you, you know? ”
Su Bei understands, but she doesn't want anyone to accompany her!
The tea restaurant is located in a park, just now sitting in the restaurant Subei found that the scenery here is good, after walking out of the eyelashes are more open, imprinted into the eyes of more scenery!
The spring in the north comes late, and the south has entered the spring before the New Year, and now is the season of "spring breeze and horseshoe disease", but the north is still icy and snowy.
The park is full of thick snow, and the bare branches are still hung with red lanterns decorated during the New Year, and many old grandfathers and old ladies are exercising in the park!
They had a smile on their faces, as if the cold weather had no effect on them at all!
Jin Sixiao pointed at those old people and said with ulterior motives: "This life of a person is very long, look at these old people, didn't they go through pain when they were young?" The reason why pain hurts is that we are trapped in it, and it will be good to pass! All you have to do now is get out of the pain, and we'll be with you all the time! ”
The snow boots on Su Bei's feet stepped on the thick snow, and she was wrapped in a thick down jacket, not that she was completely indifferent to what Jin Sixiao said, she listened to it, and she also understood the truth, but there was a big difference between understanding it and doing it!
"Is it cold?" After a while, Jin Sixiao didn't get a response from Subei, so he found another topic!
"It's fine!" Su Bei finally had to speak: "I know you're right, but I do need time, if you can't wait......"
Before Su Bei could finish speaking, he was interrupted by Jin Sixiao, "What are you talking about?!" I'm not waiting for you to come out, but no matter what, I'll be with you for the rest of my life! Whether it's me or your little uncle, we want you to be happy, and I'm sure that's his wish! ”
Speaking of Song Junyi again, the faint smile on Su Bei's face that was finally hung up was a little dim!
After walking a few more steps, Su Bei was a little tired, and they sat down on an iron chair by the lake.
The chair is a little cold, but fortunately, it is worn a lot in northern Jiangsu, and there is no special feeling.
The chair is facing an artificial lake, the lake water is not frozen, and some lotus-shaped lanterns float on the surface of the lake, which is not beautiful, but it is also eye-catching!
"I ......"
"Actually......"
Two people spoke at the same time.
Qi Qi turned his head, and the eyes of the two people met unexpectedly.
Jin Sixiaojun's face was full of sunshine: "You say it first!" ”
Su Bei thought about it for a long time just now, and finally mustered up the courage, and he didn't want to refuse.
She bit her lip, and her voice was like nothing: "I actually want to be with you very much, I know that you are good to me, everyone is good to me, if you are not suitable for me, at least my father will not match us!" However, there is a process to this, and I don't know if I can do it......"
"Of course you can!" Jin Sixiao took Su Bei's hand and pulled her cold little hand into his heart, "Because you really love me, you have to believe me, just as I believe in your feelings!" If your first choice is someone else, I certainly wouldn't agree to make you lose your memory! As he spoke, he suddenly paused and laughed at himself: "It's a pity that you have forgotten now, I could have not needed you to participate in these things, but you said that we were originally husband and wife, and you want to share weal and woe with me, if you don't let you participate in anything, it's like the two of us are living together, and life is not connected together, maybe I made the wrong decision at that time!" ”
Su Bei was also a little upset for a while, did she say such a thing?
Perhaps!
Sounds plausible, after all.
If Brilliant is only Jin Sixiao's alone, then her wife is just an ornament who is raised in a luxurious house, and this day doesn't seem to be interesting!
It's just that she can't think about it now!
After a long while, Su Bei couldn't help but ask, "Have you ever thought about what you would do if I couldn't fall in love with you again in my life?" ”
Jin Sixiao raised his eyebrows and said very proudly, "How is this possible? You originally loved me, and you are still in love, but your heart is too painful, you don't want to face this part of your feelings for the time being, I am so good to you, and so good, what other choice can you have besides me? ”
Su Bei didn't know where he got his confidence, and couldn't help but be a little interested: "What if?" What if I really fall in love with someone else? ”
"There's absolutely no way to do that!" Jin Sixiao's handsome posture was elongated, "If it's true, then I can snatch you back!" I have to prove that I am the person who loves you the most in the world, and I am also your safest support! You'll see it sooner or later! No matter who takes care of you, I don't feel at ease! ”
(End of chapter)
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