Chapter 2 The old abbot's Sanskrit prevarication Peng Jiazhen told the truth

This was discussed in advance between Xiang Daimo and Director Ma - this is also what Zhao Zimeng meant. After we have some information, it is not too late to file a case.

We all know that not all reports can be filed.

Once the case is formally filed, it means that he has to bear a responsibility, not that Zhao Zimeng is afraid of taking responsibility, but according to the current situation, the reasons for filing the case are not sufficient.

"Director Ma, what do you want to know?" Alchemy.

"Why did Lian Luo Dan cut his hair to become a nun, this- can you tell me?"

"Come on, smoke." Lian Le Ya took out three cigarettes from the cigarette case, handed them to Director Ma and Xiang Daimo, and kept one for herself.

Director Ma pressed the lighter and lit three cigarettes.

Lian Leya took two puffs of her cigarette: "Her mother and I have been thinking about this for a long time, but we can't think of a reason. ”

"Yes! Since childhood, she has been very obedient and sensible, and has never disobeyed us. The neighbors also praised her for being a good child, and we didn't expectβ€”"

"Didn't she tell you anything before she became a monk?"

"She didn't say anything."

"Was there anything wrong with her emotions before she became a monk?"

"We didn't see it at all. This kid is more introverted. If it hadn't been for someone from the unit to visit her, we wouldn't have known about herβ€”" Lan Simeng was heartbroken.

"Does she usually communicate with you very little?"

"Very little communication."

"Didn't you communicate with your siblings?"

"This kid has a more withdrawn personality, and he always likes to stuff himself in his heart when there is something." Alchemy.

"Yes! As a child, she was very lively, and since his father's accident, her personality has changed to what she was later. Lan Simeng said.

"When did her dad get into trouble?"

"When Lordan was seven years old, her father hanged himself."

"Why did you kill yourself?"

"He was a Yue Opera actor, he was ...... because he said some inappropriate things, and in those days, the Red Guards dragged him around the streets all day long, and he couldn't stand it, so he committed suicide by hanging himself while the guards were not paying attention."

Xiang Daimo thought deeper: "Did her father have suicidal tendencies before?" Let me venture to ask again, is there any precedent for his family to commit suicide? ”

"Lordan's grandmother also hanged herself."

"Why suicide?"

"I heard from Lordan's aunt that after the liberation, the textile factory run by the family was a public-private partnership. I was blocked in my chest in one breath, and I couldn't think about it for a while, so I committed suicide by hanging from the beam. ”

Although suicide is not compatible with heredity, but the suicidal tendencies and behaviors of the elders have psychological implications for the offspring, people are a very fragile animal, when the physical and psychological pressure on people reaches the limit, people will think in that direction, not to mention the mental hints of the elders to do traction? During the turbulent years, some people couldn't withstand the ups and downs of life, and finally chose to commit suicide.

Xiang Daimo secretly thought to himself: Will Lian Luodan choose to commit suicide? Lian Luo Dan must have encountered an insurmountable hurdle, otherwise, she would not have entrusted the rest of her life to the Buddha. Perhaps escaping into the empty door did not show her resolute attitude towards life, so she chose to commit suicide.

It is not easy for people to live in this world, in addition to their own bumpy fate and bad fate, they also have to bear the trials and tribulations brought about by social turmoil.

In this world, it is human beings, they must go through more or less tribulations, some people can find a way to release their suffering, and some people are stuffed in their hearts, judging from the information provided by Lian Le Ya and Lan Simeng, will Lian Luo Dan belong to this kind of person?

"Isn't there a sign of refining Luo Dan before he becomes a monk?"

"Maybe, but we were busy with work all day, she was also busy with work, and we were only together after work in the evening, so, no particular attention. Now, it's too late to regret it. ”

In the eyes of Xiang Daimo and Lin Di, there are no more than three reasons why Lian Luodan cut his hair and became a nun: first, he suffered important emotional trauma; second, there is no sense of belonging in the family; Third, there is an unexpected event, and the blow of such a sudden event to the person concerned can be devastating.

"We heard that after Lian Luodan became a monk, you often went to Mingchen Nunnery to see her." Xiang Daimo looked at Lan Simeng and said.

"The child is the mother's heart, watching her daughter escape into the empty door, the mother's heart is really uncomfortable, this child is so pitiful, there has been no father since she was a child, I worked hard to raise her to adulthood, I really hope to give her father an explanation, I didn't expect me to lose the child."

"You often go to Mingchen Nunnery to see your daughter, haven't you been in contact with your daughter?"

"She didn't want to see me at all, I could only watch her from afar, and I couldn't let her find out, and if she did, she wouldn't show up for days."

"How did you know that she had become a monk at Mingchen Nunnery?"

"Last fall, she suddenly didn't go home for a few days, and we thought there was something going on at the unit β€” she worked in the hospital, and overtime was a common thing, so we didn't take it seriously."

"It wasn't until the unit sent someone to our home that we had a premonition that something was wrong. We went to all the relatives' houses to look for her, even relatives who lived out of town called to ask about her, but no one knew her whereabouts. ”

"Coincidentally, my two old sisters often go to Mingchen Nunnery to burn incense and worship Buddha, and they saw my daughter Luo Dan in the nunnery. I wouldn't believe that Luo Danyang would go to that kind of place, so I went to Mingchen Nunnery, and sure enough, it was my daughter Luo Dan. I wanted to ask her what was going on, but she saw me and left. ”

"Let's go find Master Juehui." Alchemy.

"What did Master Huijue say?"

"She said three words to us."

"Is that all those three sentences?" Xiang Daimo took out a notebook from his pocket, flipped to one of the pages, and then displayed it in front of Lian Leya's eyes.

These three sentences, we have already explained before, and the author is willing to explain them again:

"The fate of the meditation is over, with my Buddha's support, the donor can rest assured."

"If a daughter doesn't want to tell her parents, she naturally won't tell the Buddha that the poor nun has nothing to say."

"To have is nothing, to have nothing is to have, to live is to die, to die is to live. Everything in the world, without exception, is the best. ”

"Those are the three sentences." Lan Simeng said, "Word for word. ”

The reason why Xiang Daimo wrote these three sentences in his notebook is because these three sentences are very intriguing, in the eyes of the world, Buddhism is mysterious, and the words of people in Buddhism are naturally even more unfathomable.

Xiang Daimo has always been very interested in Sanskrit Zen language, and the language of Buddhism is very worthy of scrutiny and speculation by ordinary people.

The second is because Master Huijue has an inseparable relationship with the mysterious disappearance of Lian Luodan, who disappeared in Mingchen Nunnery, and Master Huijue is the abbot of Mingchen Nunnery.

Alchemy Luo Dan cut his hair as a nun in Mingchen Nunnery, and the decision must be in the hands of Master Huijue, and the shaving ceremony of Alchemy Luo Dan should be presided over by Master Huijue.

The third is that Master Huijue is the only person who knows that Lian Luo Dan escaped into the empty door, so Mingchen'an should be the focus of the investigation, and in this way, Master Huijue naturally becomes the top priority.

The three of them sat at Lian Leya's house for more than an hour, but they didn't get a little valuable information from the couple's mouth, their daughter suddenly deviated from the track of life, and her life had undergone such a big reversal, and the parents didn't even notice it, which was really unbelievable.

Xiang Daimo could only find another path: "How many children do you have?" ”

The children may be able to provide a little bit of information.

"My ex-wife and I have two daughters, a boy and three children."

"How old?"

"The eldest daughter is Chinese New Year's Eve years old today, the second daughter is twenty-eight, and the son is twenty-one years old this year."

"Are they all working?"

"It's all working."

"Are you all married?"

"The two daughters are married, but the sons are not yet – the sons live with us."

"We want to know their names and places of work, including their addresses."

"I'm writing to you."

Lan Simeng brought paper and pen.

Lian Leya wrote down the situation on paper:

Lian Daping, shoes and hats counter in the central shopping mall, home address, Room 203, Building 15, Wutang Second Village.

Lian Erping, Gulou District Changbai Road Grain and Oil Supply Station, home address, No. 178, Guangming Lane, Xuanwu Road.

Peng Jiahui, PICC South Road Branch.

Before coming into contact with the above three people, Xiang Daimo and his entourage first visited their neighbors.

The first object of investigation was Peng Jiaying's eldest sister Peng Jiazhen, who lived opposite the Lian family.

Because Lian Le Ya is the inverted son-in-law of the Peng family, and Peng Jiazhen once had a quarrel with her sister and sister-in-law over the Peng family's real estate, the relationship between the two families has not been good, because the relationship between the two families is not good, so since Peng Jiazhen moved to the Peng family compound, the two families do not agree with each other.

Under Xiang Daimo's repeated pleas, Peng Jiazhen talked about two topics.

The first topic is her evaluation of Lian Luodan:

In Peng Jiazhen's eyes, Lian Luodan is well-behaved and sensible. In the refining family, there is only one person who communicates with Peng Jiazhen, this person is Lian Luodan, every time she sees Peng Jiazhen, she will smile slightly, although she never asks for advice, but it is enough to make Peng Jiazhen have a good impression. Usually, in addition to going to work, Lian Luodan just stays in her room and reads, she is a very quiet girl, and she has never heard her make any noise.

"So, has Lian Luodan ever been in love?"

"I don't know, but she never brought the boy home. Usually, I don't like to dress up very much, but, then again, this child was born a beautiful embryo, no matter what clothes he wears, he looks good. ”

The second topic is the relationship between Lian Luodan and his stepfather. This topic was not Peng Jiazhen took the initiative to touch, and Xiang Daimo took a lot of effort to guide Peng Jiazhen's thinking to this topic.

Although Peng Jiazhen has no good impression of Lian Leya, she still tells the truth, from her point of view, Lian Leya is still good to her adopted daughter Lian Luodan, from childhood to adulthood, buying things for children, especially buying clothes, four children, each of whom has a share.