Chapter Thirty-Seven: Sight: Affection is Hard to Pay
He finally knew why he had a strange feeling for Peach Blossom before, it was not love, but he loved her as a sister, so he responded to her requests. However, there has never been a time when I have such a feeling now, and it should be the taste of happiness.
After figuring it out, the guilt in his heart finally dissipated. He had always felt ashamed of Xia Ting because of this, because his heart was not pure and clean, and there had been other people in it. Thankfully, this is not the case. In my heart, from beginning to end, I only opened it for the little woman Xia Ting.
Gu Yu sat in the front position and chatted with the village chiefs, occasionally glimpsing the interaction between them, and felt a little uncomfortable.
"Hey, big brother, do you have a ...... in your mouth Open your mouth and show me more carefully. Xia Ting looked at his mouth and said.
A puzzled look flashed in Gu Lin's eyes, and he ...... at noon Doesn't seem to have eaten anything? But he still obediently opened his mouth. The moment he opened his mouth, Xia Ting quickly stuffed the half-eaten pastry into his mouth, and forcibly closed his mouth.
Seeing his surprised look, Xia Ting was extremely proud.
From the shock at the beginning to the pride of seeing the success of Xia Ting's little trick, Gu Lin regained his calm eyes and ate the pastries silently.
"Don't give it to me next time. I really don't like sweets. Gu Lin touched her long silky hair, and her heart was warm.
Xia Ting smiled and didn't answer. Carefully wrap the remaining two pieces and place them in your arms. The second brother sat in front, it was not very convenient to eat, and the eldest mother and Su Feng didn't eat either, they all tasted it, and the rest was eaten for them.
Gu Lin saw her put away the pastries, and was a little unhappy: "I bought it for you to eat." ā
He bought it especially for her, and he kept it for his mother, one piece was enough, but he obviously kept the amount of food for the two of them.
Is he jealous? Seeing the eldest brother who has always been calm and Gu family say such words, Xia Ting suddenly felt that he was very important, and he was finally connected to the enchantress who brought disaster to the country and the people, although she could not bring disaster to the country and the people, but she made the girls in the village feel that they were like people like wood.
When she came out of the gate of Chunjiang Town, all of a sudden, Xia Ting felt something strange, which made her hairs stand on end all over her body, and her hair was straight and thorny. She jerked her head to look at the uncomfortable direction, only the crowd was crowded, and there was no suspicion.
Gu Lin, who had been paying attention to Xia Ting, turned his head and asked suspiciously, "Is there anything that has fallen behind that you haven't bought?" "It seems that this is the only reason that can be justified.
Xia Ting shook his head, "No." It's just that I felt so strange just now, as if someone was staring at me, which made me feel uncomfortable, so I looked back. ā
Indeed, she still felt the cold feeling like a poisonous snake. Could it be the shopkeeper of Jinru Villa? Probably not. He really doesn't need to entangle with them anymore, he can be the shopkeeper of Jinru Villa, he always has extraordinary skills, and the basic pros and cons and expediency must be balanced, everything that should be said at that time has been said, they have already stated their purpose, and now they have achieved it, there is no need to focus on her for a momentary anger.
Gu Lin vigilantly observed the surroundings, and also found no abnormality. It's just that Xia Ting was frightened and suspicious.
"It's okay, I'm by your side, I'll protect you." always feels that Ah Ting is insecure and looks lively and cheerful, but sometimes it makes people feel that she and they are not people from the same world, and he can't enter her small world. For this reason, he always took the trouble to express his meaning, hoping that she would believe in him, give herself to him, and not guard against him.
Xia Ting nodded, not making any further response. She does it every time.
"What? Are you interested in this girl? Feng You watched the ox cart drift away, and finally disappeared from sight, and saw that Qiu Ye's eyes were full of interest, and he asked seriously as if he was teasing.
"Huh?" Qiu Ye raised his eyebrows, and his voice was charming and lazy: "It's a little interesting." "He noticed her in the previous acting, and later he could think of getting the money back for himself. He wanted to open her mind and see what the hell was going on.
It seems that this time it is not all a bad thing, and it is enough for him to be pleasantly surprised to meet such a strange woman. Seeing his face, although he is amazing, but there is no greed, so what is the life of a Qingqi person?
"Heh, if you want it, just take it directly, who would dare to resist half a sentence?"
Qiu Ye "snapped", put away the fan in a chic manner, turned to leave, and the voice came faintly: "Some things don't have to be kept by your side to be good." ā
Feng You stayed where she was, blowing the hem of her clothes in the cool breeze, and her hair went around her face, adding a bit of gloom.
"Is it that delicious?" Feng You licked his lips with the tip of his tongue, and a look of madness flashed in his expression, this woman who took away Qiu Ye's attention was really about to make him unable to suppress and kill her.
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Since they broke down and reconciled last time, Gu Yu still distanced herself from her intentionally or unintentionally. Although he usually had to be in contact, he was still like that, and after many days of getting along day and night, Xia Ting still sensitively noticed that something was wrong.
She didn't know what the reason was, the previous things were all settled. He shouldn't be unable to let go because of the previous reasons, he is not that kind of person. So what exactly is it?
Several times she wanted to talk to him alone, but he deliberately avoided him. She had no idea where to start.
has been waiting for the opportunity for a long time, and this night caught him taking a final bath, and when the eldest brother was lying in bed, she used the excuse to go to the toilet and arrest him at the door.
When Gu Yu came out, what he saw was Xia Ting, who was blocking the door with big forked legs. This hit caught him off guard and was defenseless, and he tried his best to face her with a normal attitude and look: "It's so late, it's time to sleep, go back to the room." ā
He didn't ask her why she was at the door, he didn't ask her if there was anything wrong, because once he did, Ah Ting's purpose was achieved.
Because he was always paying attention to his movements, Xia Ting naturally did not miss his brief panic and stunned. "No, not sleepy. Let's talk, you've been avoiding me. ā
Xia Ting doesn't plan to go around in circles, he goes straight to the point and gets straight to the point. Because she has fought with Gu Yu, she knows that the other party's ability to go around in circles is much more advanced than her. It's like a bronze vs. a king. She's smart.
"Aren't we relatives? You can communicate with me about anything, and blindly avoiding it will not help solve the problem. I don't think you're avoiding me because of what happened last time. ā
Looking at Xia Ting's determined and puzzled eyes, Gu Yu felt a pain in his heart, and his irritability became even greater. How did he say what was in his heart? She can't give what he wants, or rather, she doesn't want to give.
Once again, he chose to escape.
"Nope. I just want to give you space to be alone with your eldest brother, after all, your eldest brother needs you more. ā
Xia Ting looked at him, and his psychic eyes seemed to want to see his true thoughts: "Aren't we relatives?" Still so distinct? ā
Gu Yu smiled bitterly and looked at the sky, the rare black clouds were dense, and there were no stars.
"It's a relative, but not a lover. Whether it's the title of my mother or my past, you don't care. As he said this, he felt his wounds being torn apart by himself, and he was bleeding profusely.
Xia Ting was stunned for a moment, as if he couldn't believe that he would say this. Probably really stabbed in the heart, she opened her mouth, but couldn't refute it.
After a while, he said, "I'm sorry." IāI can't do it. She has tried, but the concepts and ideas of a lifetime and a couple are deeply rooted in her bones, where are the constant psychological hints that can be erased?
Gu Yu closed her eyes in pain, hiding the crazy undercurrent emotions. Suddenly, he hugged Xia Ting, leaned over and kissed the red lips that he thought about day and night, lingering with compassion.
Xia Ting was so shocked that he couldn't react, but when he saw his eyes up close, his eyes, which had always been as gentle as spring water, became dark and gloomy, and the color of pain could not be hidden. The hands that were about to struggle were put down wordlessly, passively bearing the fierce kiss without refusing.
If only it could make him feel better......
Seeing this, Gu Yu completely extinguished the little hope in his heart. Thinking that it was no longer interesting to stay, he gradually let go of the woman in his arms and resolutely turned away. Only one sentence was left: "Ah Ting, during this time, let's all calm down and think about it...... Relationship with each other. ā
He realized afterwards that Xia Ting had been avoiding his relationship with his eldest brother, and it seemed that he was ...... Living together, she is not easy, and even guilty.
Xia Ting didn't recover, she felt that she had no position. She guessed a little wrong, Gu Yu didn't let go of the previous things, but because the previous things were more sensitive.
Gu Yu was really right. Some time ago, she was deliberately hiding from their feelings. She could feel the affection, thoughtfulness and tenderness of the two brothers. But after enjoying such treatment, what can she repay? If the heart is so big, if you want to divide it in half, is it fair to them?
Can your love not be biased? She didn't know, she didn't have an answer in her mind. In the final analysis, she is also a person who has no emotional experience, and she is also a novice.
Since you can't afford it, you can't hide it?
She has a good impression of both brothers, but not to the point where it is difficult to give up.
Later, in order to stay, she made a very cruel and selfish decision, choosing between the two brothers, and finally she chose to be close to the calm Gu Lin.
It's not that Gu Yu is bad, it's just that Gu Lin's personality can give her a sense of security. The days are dull, but they are also happy.
Making this decision, she knew she was going to hurt someone. While the relationship is not deep, it is good for each other to break it. But she didn't expect that the second brother's feelings were stronger than she imagined.
He can't be as chic and indifferent as before, I don't know when he got into it and didn't know it.
Maybe it was the Lypi look when we first saw it? Is it the wit that comes up with a good idea to improve the life of the family? Is it the appearance of happiness when cooking together? Or is it the gentle and thoughtful inadvertently revealed when working together?
Gu Yu hid in the dark, and when she saw her return home, her body leaning on the fence slowly fell to the ground, he covered his head with both hands, and said nothing. exudes a faint sadness and loneliness.