This night, Qiao Ruoqing barely slept.

Although when she was downstairs, she always paid attention to avoiding Huo Jingyuan's sight, but she also knew that Huo Jingyuan had been watching her.

She knows what kind of person Huo Jingyuan is, he is wise and cautious, and he is definitely not the kind of person who can give his card to others casually.

And it's still that card.

Suddenly remembered what he had said to her in the restaurant the night he had returned from a business trip to the imperial capital.

It seems that Huo Jingyuan is serious, serious about her.

She seems to have forgotten that she is a person who has relived her life recently, and she has also forgotten that Huo Jingyuan had a fiancée in her previous life.

She felt like her brain was messed up. She was able to be reborn because God favored her, and she wanted to use this opportunity to make those who hurt her pay.

But Wu Shan ...... Although she couldn't get used to Wu Shan, Wu Shan didn't hurt her in her previous life.

And Huo Jingyuan also said that he didn't have that kind of affection for Wu Shan.

However, Qiao Ruoqing couldn't determine whether it was because of her own appearance that Huo Jingyuan was just an ordinary friend to Wu Shan, if she hadn't been reborn back, then they should be a couple, right?

In this regard, her rebirth has already affected Wu Shan, and if she is with Huo Jingyuan, it will destroy Wu Shan's happiness.

The feeling of being ruined by someone ruined happiness is really uncomfortable, she has also tasted it, and she doesn't like that feeling very much.

But what about her to Huo Jingyuan? Don't you feel it at all?

During this time, it seemed that they got along with each other very naturally, and there was no discomfort when they were together...... It seems that he saved himself from Song Mingyuan's hands from that time, and after that, he hid from him for a few days, and then there was no more situation.

Qiao Ruoqing suddenly sat up from the bed.

No, something like that happened between them...... She was obviously very embarrassed, although she knew that Huo Jingyuan didn't mean it, and it seemed that she took the initiative herself, and she couldn't blame Huo Jingyuan's head, but after all, with skin to skin, they shouldn't be such a natural way to get along......

So what the hell...... Why is this happening?

Why is that?

Qiao Ruoqing took her mobile phone from the bedside table, and subconsciously wanted to call Shi Shi to ask and ask Shi Shi to help her analyze it.

But as soon as she unlocked her phone, she dispelled this idea again.

Shi Shi didn't know what happened that night...... Shi Shi was originally very confused about Huo Jingyuan's attitude, if she knew, she would definitely urge herself to be with Huo Jingyuan.

What's more, today is still Chinese New Year's Eve, now Shi Shi should be accompanying her family, and it is not good to call her at this time to say these troubles.

Throwing the phone aside, Qiao Ruoqing closed her eyes.

Forget it, since you can't think of it, you don't want to.

Whatever, what will happen to it? More on that tomorrow.

By the way, tomorrow is the first day of the Lunar New Year, and according to the customs of Jiangcheng, tomorrow is to go to sweep the tombs of the ancestors.

Qiao Ruoqing hadn't been to see her parents for a long time, so she was just in time for tomorrow to pass.

……

On the first day of the Lunar New Year, Qiao Ruoqing got up very early, and the people of the Huo family also got up, everyone said "Happy New Year" to each other, and after breakfast, Qiao Ruoqing said that she was going to visit her mother.

Tang Lan and Huo Jiang also went to sweep the tombs of the Huo family's ancestors today, but they were not in the same cemetery as Jiang Shuyi.

After thinking about it, Tang Lan said: "That's it, Xiaoqing, let Xiaojing accompany you......"

"No, Aunt Tang, I'll just go alone." As soon as she heard Huo Jingyuan's name, Qiao Ruoqing felt a little panicked in her heart, and she didn't have time to wait for Tang Lan to finish speaking, then interrupted: "Isn't Brother Huo going to be with you?" It's good that he's with you. ”

Huo Jingyuan could see that Qiao Ruoqing's face was not very good, and it was possible that she didn't sleep well last night.

As for why, he doesn't know.

What he can do now is to let Qiao Ruoqing do what she wants to do, maybe she insists on going alone, what do she want to tell her mother? In that case, there's nothing wrong with letting her go alone.

But Tang Lan was a little worried, "Then how can it be done?" Xiaoqing, you didn't drive when you came, ...... alone"

Before Tang Lan's words were finished, Qiao Ruoqing's hand suddenly had something more, cool and a little bit of a sense of fall.

I looked down and saw that it was the car keys.

She turned her head away and looked at the man next to her in some surprise.

Huo Jingyuan didn't have any special expression on his face, he just glanced at her, and quickly turned his gaze away, "Drive my car." ”

Then, he looked at Tang Lan again, "Mom, since Ruoqing wants to go alone, let her go alone." ”

Even Huo Jingyuan said so, and Tang Lan had no choice but to say no more.

So, Qiao Ruoqing went to the cemetery alone.

She went to see her father first, and then her mother.

Originally, when her father died, she wanted to buy a cemetery next to her mother, but Chen Yali's performance was too good at that time, and Chen Yali was in charge of everything at home, she felt that if she made such a request, it seemed a little too cruel to Chen Yali, so she didn't mention it.

Therefore, after the death of my parents, the cemetery is not together.

When she arrived at her mother's grave, Qiao Ruoqing put down the flowers and sat down directly against the tombstone.

Today's sun is very good, but there is still a cool air on the tombstone, and as soon as Qiao Ruoqing leans in, even if she is separated from her clothes, she feels cool.

She didn't care at all.

Touching her mother's tombstone with her fingertips, feeling the cold feeling on her fingertips, Qiao Ruoqing suddenly smiled.

"Mom, you know that, right? Actually, I'm the one who died once...... I was so happy when I first found out that I was born again, I vowed to make those who hurt me pay, I felt like I had a chance to do it all over again, I was really happy......"

"But until recently, I found that my rebirth seems to have caused trouble to others......" It seemed a bit light to say this, so Qiao Ruoqing changed her words again, "No, it's not just that it causes trouble, I seem to have ruined other people's happiness." ”

She didn't understand why Wu Shan was hostile to her as soon as she saw her, and she didn't even understand it some time ago.

It wasn't until last night, when all kinds of things were connected, that Qiao Ruoqing suddenly understood.

Yes, if someone suddenly comes out and blocks her happiness and steals her lover, she will also be hostile.

Just like in her previous life, when she found out that Song Mingyuan and Qiao Ruolan were together, she couldn't wait to cut Qiao Ruolan with a thousand knives

So, in fact, Wu Shan's attitude towards her is quite good.

But what now?

"Mom, I seem to be ...... I kind of like Brother Huo......" Speaking of this, Qiao Ruoqing smiled, but there was no happiness in such a smile, but with pain, "I thought about it a lot last night, and finally understood, why did that happen, Brother Huo and I can still get along so naturally, maybe it's because of ...... Actually, I liked him for a long time, but I didn't know it! ”

Yes, since a long time ago, she has been used to Huo Jingyuan standing behind her, when she can't cope with it, Huo Jingyuan will definitely help her, and when she wants to find him, as long as she turns around, she can see him.

As long as she is with Huo Jingyuan, she will feel very relieved, as if she can solve anything no matter what.

That feeling actually had it a long time ago, but she didn't notice it herself.

Now that she understood, she was even more distressed.

"But how? He was supposed to like Wu Shan's ...... If it weren't for me, he would have been Wu Shan's...... Mom, what should I do? ”

……

It's been a warm year.

The sun is shining almost every day, and the cold is not heavy.

Even the nights are not so cold.

After staying in Huo's house for two or three days, Qiao Ruoqing went to her mother's grave on the first day of junior high school and talked a lot to her mother, but she still had no idea in her heart and didn't know what to do.

In fact, she knew very well that her mother could only lie on the ground and listen quietly, and could not give her any advice, but she still said those words.

I just want to say it, I don't want to stuff it in my heart, I don't want to suffocate myself.

In the past few days, she has been trying to minimize her contact with Huo Jingyuan, but fortunately, the Huo family often has guests who come to visit, and Huo Jingyuan is busy socializing, so he doesn't have much time to pay attention to her.

She leaned against the pillar, sat on the railing, and looked up at the blue sky.

It's nice to be able to see the stars...... It's very different from the New Year when I was a child, when the New Year was always cold.

The man stood not far behind her, looking at her with his hands in his pockets, without making a sound.

Huo Jingyuan didn't know what happened to Qiao Ruoqing these days, and he seemed to be very reluctant to see him, so he just stayed in the upstairs room most of the day, or went to the gym to run, but when he went up, she left again.

He tried to ask her to play twice, but she made excuses to excuse herself.

He could see that she didn't really want to contact him, and although he wanted to find out what was going on, he didn't want to disturb her, so when a guest came to visit, he didn't care about her and let her arrange her own time.

If it was because of her "New Year's money" that made her feel pressured, then she should have figured it out after thinking about it for so many days, even if she returned the card to herself like that night?

But in fact, it didn't seem to be, and she didn't even want to see him.

At dinner in the evening, he served her a bowl of soup, although she said "thank you" very politely, but she kept it next to her and didn't drink it, even Tang Lan saw that there was a problem, and after eating, he pulled him to the room and asked him if he had quarreled with Qiao Ruoqing.

All he could say was no.

It's really not, and he doesn't know what Qiao Ruoqing thinks.

Obviously knowing his intentions, obviously some time ago was fine, obviously everyone can still play together on the afternoon of Chinese New Year's Eve to make dumplings, she can also puff out her cheeks unconvinced to make dumplings that look better than him, after wrapping dumplings, she will naughtily draw a few bars on his face, let him become a kitten.

Obviously, she should like him too.

In that case, why doesn't she seem to want to talk to him now?

Is it just because of that card? Was it because that card was putting too much pressure on her? Or is it because of ...... Anything else?

Huo Jingyuan couldn't figure it out.