The reason why Song Ci felt uncomfortable was also because he felt that he was playing a dispensable role before and now.

His parents didn't think much about his feelings and always wanted him to live the way they wanted him to be.

He protested, and then he became numb.

He was originally not called Song Ci, but Song Yijie, and his parents hoped that he could be better than others and be a brilliant person, but he was very disgusted with the way they arranged for him, and disgusted that they forced him to follow the track they gave him.

Why should you be a hero?

Why does he have to be outstanding?

He just wants to be mediocre and simple, what's wrong with being quiet and down-to-earth?

Why do we have to pursue something outstanding, to be superior?

Didn't they all have a good time before?

I didn't starve to death, I didn't lack clothes and food, I was much better than the war years, much better than those who died, and I have seen many people die in life and death over the years, who has the sky spared?

No matter how rich you are, don't you want to see God?

Not the same ending?

When you are born, you can't bring anything, and when you die, you are also a body, and you live a similar life, so what's wrong with doing something meaningful and getting less involved in these things?

Isn't that what they're suffering now?

Therefore, he directly changed his name to himself, called Song Ci, the homonym is the name of the very famous Song Tixing in ancient times, in order to protest Zhong Qingyao's arrangement, at that time, of course, his parents were very dissatisfied, but they also knew that they couldn't force him too quickly, but they rarely called him Song Ci, but called him Xiao Song directly, and they didn't dare to call him by his previous name in front of him.

And, it seems, that was one of the few times he had overcome his parents.

Huo Jingbei's eyes were as calm as water in a deep pool, and he quietly looked at Song Ci with an annoyed face.

Suddenly, I felt that this person seemed to be a little innocent, and all emotions were written on his face......

That's good.

"You people are all utilitarian, you want him to be unlucky, he wants you to die. I never think about what my decisions will bring to others. I've always known that you're not a good person either! You're ruthless too! ”

Song Ci's voice of gritting teeth was of course full of annoyance.

Huo Jingbei quietly took his eyes off his face, took a sip of water, and then said indifferently, "I have always said that I am not a good person, you don't need to label me as a good person." Sometimes, being a bad person can be more comfortable than being a good person. ”

"Be a bad guy? Like those people, if they are caught by the police, they will be shot directly? Or do you want to be the boss of the entire Z city? Everything is in your heart, why don't you become president? That can be a little more wayward! ”

Song Ci was furious, and he didn't hide the emotions he had endured in his heart, and he didn't know what Huo Jingbei had done, because over the years, he hadn't had any communication with this big brother at all, as if the last time they met was many years ago.

Huo Jingbei listened, and did not answer, but lowered his eyes and was silent.

"Why didn't you see me before? Do you also think that you have done too much, so you don't have the face to dare to see me? ”

Song Ci also looked at Huo Jingbei and was silent for a moment, and then asked directly.

Huo Jingbei listened, then raised his eyes and looked at him, "I don't think it's too much, don't you know, I don't want to see you at all?" ”

Hearing this, Song Ci's eyes darkened, he clenched his fists slightly, looked at Huo Jingbei in front of him, and said with some negative air, "If it weren't for my mother's business, I wouldn't want to see you!" Why did Huo Gaoyuan find me, don't you know it yourself? What more do I need to say? If you don't restrain a little more, there will always be a time when you will suffer! ”

"The matter of the hospital is my idea, it has nothing to do with my parents, I really wanted to see you before, talk to you about my parents, you didn't give me a chance."

Song Ci took a deep breath and calmed himself down.

"I don't have anything to say to them, I've given them a chance. You yourself should also understand their nature, what kind of way do you think I can use to them? When I was in London, they didn't settle down, and now when I go back to Z, it's still the same, you say, what should I do? ”

Huo Jingbei's tone was as cold as frost, and it reached Song Ci's ears, which also made Song Ci's heart cold.

After hesitating for a long time, he was finally a little speechless.

Huo Jingbei's expression was very indifferent, and Song Ci tried hard to see something from his face, but after looking at it for a long time, he still didn't see anything.

I don't know why, really sitting in front of him now, Song Cicai feels that Huo Jingbei is unfathomable.

In his memory, this eldest brother is actually quite peaceful, but this kind of peace is peace under the coldness, and it is difficult to guess what he is thinking in his heart.

Obviously, he was also of noble birth, but I heard that he was not doing very well in the Huo family.

When he learned about the existence of Huo Jingbei's eldest brother from elsewhere when he was a child, he actually sympathized with him a little.

Although he can't understand this thing, he also understands that it is not biological, and it is very difficult to be really like his own child.

Later, he also inquired and learned that indeed, he had a very bad life, and it may be because of this that this person hates the Huo family and those who are sad about him.

He wanted to stay abroad directly, but it was not necessarily because of this reason, and he didn't want the Song family to provoke Huo Jingbei again, but there were some things that he really couldn't decide.

Huo Jingbei didn't speak, looking at Song Ci's eyes flickering, a little struggling, a little sad, and the back seemed to be calmer......

"I don't have your mind, but as long as you don't attack me first, I won't tolerate it, you know what Song Tao and Zhong Qingyao did."

Huo Jingbei's words made Song Ci stunned again, and he actually raised his eyes and looked at Huo Jingbei for a long time, but he couldn't come back to his senses.

Huo Jingbei looked at him like this, and his heart relaxed slightly, it can be seen that this Song Ci is generous-hearted, not as selfish and greedy as Song Tao and Zhong Qingyao, and his behavior is despicable.

Therefore, if he knows the bottom line and is a little self-aware, he will not tolerate him.

"Do you think I'm guilty?"

The two brothers were silent for a long time, and seeing Song Ci's struggling appearance, Huo Jingbei suddenly asked in a low voice.

Hearing this, Song Ci paused again, and after a while, he glanced at him, lowered his head silently, and his tone was still a little negative and unhappy-

"Yes, sort of!"

Listening, Huo Jingbei sneered and disagreed.

And hearing his laughter, Song Ci frowned again and looked at him-