Chapter 141: Quarrels
All the unexpected encounters, all the expectations, all at this time, all shattered.
Xiaolan didn't expect that meeting again would end in a quarrel, and she didn't have much good feeling after arguing back and forth.
Lin Suwan's heart was cold, she never expected that all this encounter at this time really happened.
Originally, I wanted to ask Xiaolan why she didn't say it, did she take the friendship between each other very lightly? Now it's good, it's completely shattered.
"Xiaolan, I don't know if I did something wrong, but I have to confirm one thing now, whether you take me to heart or not."
Lin Suwan wanted to confirm that if this matter was not taken to heart, then there was no need to care too much about some things in the future, but if the little boy was taken to heart, Lin Suwan pretended that none of this had happened, and it was not impossible for everything to be reconciled as before.
But Xiaolan was speechless at this time, and she didn't know what to say for a while, and she always felt that what she said would not be recognized.
After thinking for more than ten seconds, Xiaolan exhaled, took Lin Suwan's hand, and said with a smile: "I don't know what our relationship is now, but I think it's a good thing to give each other a little more space, if it's like just now, I don't think it's necessary." ”
Xiaolan said very eagerly at this time: "Of course, I know that the two of us will not be like that all the time, and this is not a big problem." ”
But after Lin Suwan heard this, he felt very uncomfortable, as if he was being targeted, and he didn't know how to express it clearly, only through his facial expressions to explain these details.
"I know there are already a lot of things between the two of us, and it's not necessary, but after all, it was such a good relationship before, I don't want some bad memories to be left between the two of us, even if it's acting, I hope it's all good, what do you think?"
After Lin Suwan said this, he took a deep breath, he didn't expect that he was now humble to such a point, even if everything was acting, Lin Suwan would be able to accept it.
However, Xiaolan did not give an accurate answer at this time, but shook her head at this time, a little overwhelmed, and it could be seen from Xiaolan's expression that some choices were unnecessary, and at this time, Lin Suwan was also quite extreme.
"Let's talk about this later, I don't have the energy to discuss these things now, and I don't know what will happen next, but I think there will be more problems in front of us in the future, and if I think about it at that time, it should be the best choice."
Xiaolan said this sentence ruthlessly, she never thought that the two of them would be so embarrassed when they met again, but all this has happened, and there is no way to solve this matter.
In Xiaolan's mind, she thinks that there are some things that don't need to be said casually, and in her heart, if she says the wrong person, the final impact is all directed at herself, so Xiaolan will choose to tell her sister about these things, after all, no matter what she says to her relatives, there will be no big problem.
Lin Suwan watched Xiaolan leave like this, he never thought that such emotions would occur between the two of them, he had been waiting or expecting all the happiness, and it was based on the fact that there was a lot of resonance between the two people.
But at this time, Xiaolan has already walked out in advance, and is no longer the girl who is willing to face the world before, from now on, Xiaolan has begun to realize that this reality is so cruel, only by making herself more cold, can she face everything without any waves.
Everyone will choose a different path for growth, but at this time, Xiaolan chose the same path as ordinary people, that is, she is very calm about all kinds of things in this world.
At this time, Xiaolan thinks that there is no need to put one thing in her eyes at all, or even mention it, and some big things will not have much impact if you think about it carefully, and it can be regarded as living a more Buddhist life.
But at this time, Lin Suwan couldn't accept it at all, all this growth speed was too fast, and he hadn't recognized the fact that he had grown up, but he had to face all this reality.
Lin Suwan felt that it was the most correct to look at the world with a relatively innocent heart.
Only in this way can we discover other beautiful things in this world, if we always maintain a look at them without any attitude, in the end it will only result in more and more indifferent things, and gradually we will lose confidence in this world and have no expectations.
At this time, Lin Suwan couldn't help but shed tears, he never thought that he would cause such consequences with his sisters, but now that this incident happened, he could only accept it indifferently, tears seemed to have become a very worthless thing, after staying, except for being able to taste a little salty taste, it seemed that there was no possibility of a solution.
The only thing that can be done is that the depression in his heart can be relieved a little, but when Lin Suwan was crying, his mind was full of more bad things, and more and more bad things were piled up in his chest, and at this time, it seemed that the meaning of living in this world was not very great.
However, Zhuang Xuezhu appeared at this time, in fact, Zhuang Xuezhu had been watching from the side, and he didn't expect his sister to do such a decisive thing just now.
But this is Xiaolan's own choice, Zhuang Xuezhu can't make any changes, what can be done at this moment is to let Lin Suwan calm down a little, so that these things can seem to have a better solution, if Lin Suwan can't be quiet at this time, then everything will become more complicated.
"I know that no matter who faces such a situation, it will be very uncomfortable, but my sister also felt the helplessness in Xiaolan's heart just now, maybe because Xiaolan has seen the not very good side of this world and wants to face it through this very indifferent attitude."
Zhuang Xuezhu was saying these more frustrating words as soon as he came up, but in fact, he should have helped Xiaolan to say something at the beginning, otherwise in the end, Lin Suwan would blame Xiaolan, which would be a very sad thing.
"I know that I can't change her own life choices, and I also know that I am not very important in these things, and I am not crying for these little things, but I am just lamenting why time flies so quickly."
Lin Suwan wiped his tears at this time, and he didn't want to cry too ugly in front of others, not to mention that it was still in front of Zhuang Xuezhu.
"Time has always been so fast, and we have never been able to grasp these times, I know that some very beautiful things happened to you and Xiaolan before, but this matter is still over after all, we should work hard to look ahead, isn't this the most important thing we should do?"
Zhuang Xuezhu felt that he should say something particularly touching at this time, but it seemed to have become a kind of preaching, and he always hoped that Lin Suwan could think about these things in another way, but in fact, what Lin Suwan wanted was just a kind of warmth, just a kind of comfort.
This kind of comfort may be just a simple companionship, or it may be the word okay, there is no problem with it, but Lin Suwan seems to feel as if there is no sentence from Zhuang Xuezhu, and the attitude of looking at things is also very difficult.
Zhuang Xuezhu solved some ideas, and put forward some more effective directions, at least Lin Suwan would not look at some things very lightly.
I have to say that Xiaolan made such a choice as a kind of growth, and Lin Suwan can also accept it.
In this world, everyone is growing every day, but at what speed and in what way, that is everyone's choice, although Lin Suwan is very unable to understand why Xiaolan has changed so much, but he is also very relieved, at least it shows that Xiaolan is willing to see the outside world and is willing to learn more things.
Zhuang Xuezhu looked at Lin Suwan's particularly helpless expression at this time, in fact, he was also very helpless in his heart, and he had been thinking about whether to tell others about this matter, it seemed that it was Lin Suwan's privacy again.
"It's okay, you can always meet a lot of people in this world, and don't you have Yu Shushan to accompany you? What's more, if there is anything to tell me in the future, I can help, and I will definitely appear as soon as possible! ”
Zhuang Xuezhu always likes to say some warm words on some incorrect occasions, Lin Suwan is very moved, he used to think that Zhuang Xuezhu said these words just for politeness, but at this time, when he heard these words that he used to feel polite, he felt warm.
"Don't worry, I'm not the kind of person who is very fragile, I can sort out a lot of things myself, Xiaolan can make such a choice, I am also very relieved, but I don't know what to do to her in the future."
Lin Suwan cried again after saying this, every word he said at this time was about Xiaolan, as long as Xiaolan was mentioned, he could think of all the experiences he had experienced in college life, even if he was excluded, he was still accompanied by Xiaolan, even if any study and any activity in the future were Xiaolan's company, so that all this was full of vitality and confidence.