Chapter Sixty-Four: My First Kiss Has Been Kept for You
As soon as Xiao Xiang's words fell, Chen Dudu really didn't suppress the long-term depression, tears burst out of her eyes, she raised her little face with pear blossoms and rain, and looked at Xiao Xiang innocently, "Do you really want me?" ”
Looking at her appearance, Xiao Xiang's heart was broken, but he still tried his best to suppress his emotions, and said in a steady tone: "We have broken up!" ”
"Why? What exactly am I doing wrong? Her little hand wiped away her tears, looked at Xiao Xiang and asked.
"The person you love is Yunmiao, not me, this reason is enough!" Xiao Xiang looked at her and couldn't bear to hurt her, but he really didn't want such a kind girl to be someone else's shadow, she should have her own happiness, and he always had that dream man in his heart.
"What if I say I love you?" Dudu looked at Xiao Xiang with tears in his eyes.
"Don't force yourself, this kind of reluctant love will not be happy, we have passed, saying those don't make any sense, I hope you are okay for the rest of your life!" Xiao Xiang moved his gaze to the side, he was afraid that his heart was not firm enough.
"Don't you count all the vows you told me? Can the hook stamp also not count? You said you would stay with me for the rest of your life. She couldn't stop crying.
Xiao Xiang turned his back, he couldn't bear to look at it anymore, he was afraid that he wouldn't be able to control himself.
"You are talking, don't you always want to kiss me? My first kiss hasn't been given to anyone yet, it's been kept for you, I don't know, how long can I keep it for you, if you still like me, you still love me, kiss me! Dudu moved his steps in front of Xiao Xiang, and looked at Xiao Xiang with a handsome little face with rain.
"No need, I don't like you anymore, I don't love you anymore, you leave it to the people who love you!" After that, Xiao Xiang took a step and was about to leave.
Dudu stepped forward and hugged Xiao Xiang tightly from behind, and said silently: "Brother, I always thought that the person I liked was Yun Miao, since I got along with you for a few months, I found that I liked you, and during this time with Yun Miao, my mind was full of you, I really couldn't forget you, I tried to forget you, but I just couldn't do it, I really couldn't do it......"
Xiao Xiang's tears couldn't stop falling, for fear of being discovered by Dudu, he didn't turn around, let alone speak.
"Brother, I'll tell you a story, if you want to leave after listening, I won't stop you anymore, there was once a little girl who met a handsome and handsome brother, this brother has always loved and spoiled the little girl, and spoiled her to the sky, but this little girl has never fallen in love with him, she used to like his friend, the boy suspected that the girl betrayed him, so he broke up with her, she left him with a heart full of pain, since then, although she has met several men, but no one can accompany her to the end, Later, when she was young, she died in an accident, and then she was reborn, she met the boy again, and was still spoiled by him like Bao'er, but she didn't expect that she actually broke into his dream in her previous life, and now, he actually missed her again because of the person in her dream, and life can't be repeated, brother, in this life, do you really want to miss me? Tears drenched his clothes.
"What are you doing making up these fictional stories, do you think you are writing novels, and you are still traveling and being reborn! I believe in science, I don't believe in superstition, I don't believe in those gods and ghosts, and you don't want to be in vain. I know you're not feeling good in your heart, but we've broken up and can't be together, please let it go! Xiao Xiang broke free of her little hand and continued to walk forward.
Dudu chased after him, blocked in front of him, took out the exquisite packaging box from his bag, and handed it over, "I don't want anything else, forget it, this is made by me, you must accept it!" “
Xiao Xiang put his hand on her little shoulder, "I won't ask for anything from you, because when I see it, I will think of you, and I don't want your shadow to appear in my life again." “
Dudu looked at Xiao Xiang's eyes and said, "You have cried, you still love me, I guessed right!" “
Xiao Xiang immediately stood up straight, "No, it's the rain that wets your eyes, let's go!" I won't see you again in the future. He still can't forget the girl in his dreams.
Xiao Xiang raised his steps and was about to leave.
Dudu stopped him again, "If you don't take it, I'll always follow you." “
Xiao Xiang reluctantly took the exquisite box, and then walked away without looking back.
Dudu looked at his distant figure, and couldn't hold it anymore, she squatted helplessly on the ground with the big white bear in her arms, and cried loudly.
Hearing her cry, Xiao Xiang slowed down, but he didn't turn around, stopped a taxi, and sat down, looking at the little figure crying in the rain, his tears came out of his eyes again, he didn't want to come, he was afraid of seeing such an ending, but that girl had a stubborn temper, she would definitely wait stupidly, he couldn't understand, that girl obviously didn't like him, why was she so sad, obviously she was already with the person she loved, why couldn't she see her happy? Could it be that this girl really likes him? ……
When he got out of the car, he didn't go to get the picture frame, and when the driver found something in the back seat, he hurriedly stopped and chased after him, "Sir, your things fell on the car!" “
Xiao Xiang took the exquisite box, "Since we have all broken up, keeping it will only add sadness!" Then, casually threw it in the trash, turned and left.
The driver felt strange and muttered: "What is it, so beautifully packaged, I didn't even look at it, so I threw it away." He picked it up from the trash can, got in the car, opened the box, it turned out to be a beautiful hand-painted portrait, the little fairy on the picture is beautiful and people can't take their eyes off it, he can't help but sigh, will there be such a beautiful woman in the world?
He carefully put the sketch into the box and carefully placed it on the seat.
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Dudu cried alone for a long time, and seeing that there was no one around, she slowly stood up, wiped away her tears, walked out of People's Square, and got on the bus back to the dormitory.
Qiao Yan was very distressed when she saw her crying and swollen eyes, "Are you sad to meet Xiao Xiang again today?" How did you talk? “
"He doesn't want things and money, the album is finally given to him, I hope he can change his mind after seeing it!" Dudu said sadly.
"I found out that you like him, otherwise how could you be so sad, I am wondering, who is the person you love?" Qiao Yan looked at Dudu with some confusion.
Dudu raised his eyes, as if he had suddenly awakened, "I also realized that I may have fallen in love with Xiao Xiang, because during the period of getting along with Yun Miao, my mind was full of Xiao Xiang, no matter what, I couldn't get rid of it, and those pictures in the past were always like acting in a movie, repeated flashes in front of my eyes, you say, am I in love with Xiao Xiang?" “
"These symptoms of yours should be love, you may be in love with Xiao Xiang!" Qiao Yan said.
"Really? But he doesn't want me anymore, what should I do? Dudu looked at Qiao Yan with tearful eyes.
"I think it, you should cherish the person in front of you, Yun Miao likes you very much, you should still get along with him, you and Xiao Xiang are over, it's useless to think about it, even if it's stupid, he won't come back, the man has made a decision, there is no way to undo it, I advise you, it's better to die!" Seeing Dudu's dilemma, Qiao Yan could only help her get an idea.
"In this life, I don't want to make do, I don't want to leave any regrets, the person Xiao Xiang loves is actually me, but the shadow in his heart has always lingered." Dudu knows that Xiao Xiang likes her, but she can't let go of the missed her in her previous life, at this time, she should exorcise the demons in her heart for him and pull him back, and she can't let him be so addicted to decadence anymore.
"What are you going to do? Abandon Yunmiao and chase Xiao Xiang? Don't you think it's ridiculous to do that? When the time comes, you can't catch both ends, and the bamboo basket is empty, do you really want to bet on happiness and fate? You're playing with fire, you know? Qiao Yan felt that Dudu was crazy, chasing Yun Miao so crazy before, it didn't play any role, and now, turning around, abandoning Yun Miao, who loves her, and chasing Xiao Xiang again, it's incredible.
"I'm sorry Xiao Xiang, I owe him too much, he doesn't want me to repay anything, I feel too guilty about him in my heart, I owe money that can be paid off, I owe love debts, I can't pay it off, I live in self-blame for my life, it's too painful, I know, he likes me, he just misunderstands me, now, he lives in pain every day, I should save him." Dudu felt that he owed Xiao Xiang too much, the people Xiao Xiang liked were her in the previous life and her in this life, he didn't empathize with her, he loved her, she couldn't turn a deaf ear like this, knowing that Xiao Xiang suffered pain every day because of her in her dream, how could she just talk to Yun Miao calmly and say love?
Qiao Yan looked at Dudu's calm and calm face, and said that no matter how much she said, it would be in vain, but she still couldn't bear to see her lost and didn't know how to return, and continued to persuade, "You go to save Xiao Xiang, what should Yun Miao do?" Have you ever thought about it, you love him, and really give it up like this? ”
"Yun Miao, I will make it clear to him, he likes beautiful girls, there are people who are more beautiful than me, ordinary girls like me, grab a lot of them, why worry about not finding someone you like? Although I like Yun Miao, no, am I also in love? I got what I deserved, I got what I deserved, and I enjoyed it. Besides, I can't ruin Xiao Xiang because of my selfish love, so that he will be loveless for life, you say, isn't it? Dudu looked at Qiao Yan and said.
"Your love is so great, in fact, it seems that it is also a painful thing to be liked by many people, how good it is to be like me, no one hurts, no one loves, and there is no need to be entangled in those feelings, how carefree, how comfortable!" Qiao Yan tilted her head and looked at Dudu.
"Yes, I really envy you, don't have to linger in the entanglement between feelings, in fact, I shouldn't always work the affairs of men and women, and when this time passes, I have to study hard and take the college entrance examination, after all, life is not just about falling in love, getting married, and having children! There's a higher purpose in life, isn't there? Dudu also looked at Qiao Yan.
"What you said makes sense, it's a pity that I can't pick up the books, and I have returned them to the teacher, you work hard, I am optimistic about you!" Qiao Yan pulled the corner of the quilt upward, "Sleep!" I have to go to work tomorrow! ”
Dudu didn't make a sound, turned over, and turned his back towards Qiao Yan.
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