Chapter 46 Be a man with a clear conscience

I breathed a sigh of relief and sat directly on the ground, the master and others rushed over, I looked at them with a slight smile, and the master and they also looked at me, and no one spoke at this moment.

After a while, it was the master who broke the deadlock, touched my messy hair, and said, "Let's go, go home"!

Everyone nodded happily and helped me up, and in this way, I walked side by side with many seniors, and the master also knew in his heart that after this war, Lin Xuan, that is, me, would eventually embark on a road of no return.

After returning to the sun, it was already broad daylight, we helped each other and walked home, many pedestrians on the road were pointing at us, I smiled, full of injuries, covered with blood stains we do not attract everyone's attention to blame, the most speechless thing is that I saw that there are still some office workers, who were rushing to go to work, but after seeing us, they also stopped, and picked up their mobile phones to shoot us.

The master looked at us embarrassedly and said softly, "Let's go, otherwise it will be on the news again."

Everyone nodded embarrassedly, lowered their heads and walked quickly towards home, after returning home, Yun'er fluttered back and forth in the air uneasily, after hearing the movement, she was vigilant, and immediately rushed over after seeing a few of us walking back with injuries, and asked: "Sir, what's wrong with you, why is there so much blood"!

The master limped to the stool next to him, sighed, and said, "It's okay."

I also sighed, and was about to sit on the sofa, but was stopped by the master: "Boy, don't sit on the sofa, you wash it dirty"!

I was stunned, looked at myself covered in mud and blood, scratched my head in embarrassment, walked to the master and sat down, and the other seniors also took their seats, Yun'er saw that we didn't speak, and said anxiously: "Sir! Lin Xuan, what is the situation when you speak?"

I looked at the master and the others, and the other seniors also looked at the master, and the master was stunned, leaned back in the chair and said, "Look at what I'm doing!" Okay, okay, I'll tell you".

Then the master sat on the chair and turned around, looked at Yun'er and said, "Well, this, we won"!

"Huh? If you win, will the Qingchen Ghost King have disappeared?" Yuna said in disbelief.

The master nodded and continued: "Yes, I won, and it was this kid who killed Qingchen, a few of our old guys were watching from behind, you said that it was not a shame, although it was won, but it felt so faceless."

At the end of the master's speech, he suddenly lowered his voice, and everyone turned their heads to the side, I laughed and said, "Haha, master, what's so embarrassing about this, didn't you say before that the chicks protect the old birds."

As soon as the words fell, everyone turned their heads to stare at me, my neck shrunk, laughed a few times, pointed upstairs and said, "I'll take a bath, you talk, hehe"!

After speaking, I walked quickly to the second floor, leaving everyone and Yun'er, Yun'er was also curious, and after hearing that she had won, she hurriedly chased after me and asked, "Sir, you told me about it!"

The master was stunned, nodded and told Yun'er what happened, Yun'er looked upstairs with a shocked face, at this time, I had changed into a set of clean clothes, and I fell asleep on the bed.

When I woke up, it was already evening, I stretched my waist and went downstairs, the master and they all changed their outfits, I don't know where to get the barbecue grill and all kinds of barbecue, I stood on the stairs, and said as I walked: "Master, you are going to masturbate."

When the master heard the voice, he looked up at me and said, "Wake up, come and help when you wake up, and celebrate tonight."

I nodded, ran over and carried the barbecue grill to the back garden with the master, and soon, everyone gathered together, some took the coals, some took the materials, the master was in charge of the kitchen, after the fire was lit, the barbecue ingredients were put on the barbecue grill, nearly half an hour later, we finally ate the barbecue, I took a leek skewer, sat on the chair and feasted.

The scenery in the back garden is good, looking at the past from afar, you can see the whole scene of Yunshan, as well as the night view of this mountain city, a few of us are skewering, sitting together and talking happily, after a while, the master suddenly remembered one thing, and said to me: "Yes, boy, there is a box of beer upstairs, you go and take it down."

I nodded, immediately ran upstairs, hugged a box of mountain city beer, put it under the table, the master opened the wine box, handed over a bottle of wine, and said: "Everyone, although tired today, although bitter, but the hands have given us back the result, we not only stopped Qingchen, but also protected a side of the water and soil, it is my honor to fight side by side with you again, not much to say, enough wine, enough strings, we don't have to fix those how tall they are, approachable enough, cheers"!!

After the master finished speaking, everyone picked up the wine glasses and touched them together, I, who had never drunk alcohol, also drank with the master surprisingly, after drinking a glass, the master continued: "One more thing, from today, Lin Xuan, this kid has officially stepped into the supernatural circle, starting from his various performances today, he is no longer the fledgling kid, but in my eyes, he is still a little kid"!

After speaking, the master glanced at me, I also looked at the master, from his eyes, I could see that the master's eyes on me had changed, maybe it was really the chick was about to fly solo, the old bird was worried and proud, I smiled, the master and everyone also laughed, raised the cup and touched it together.

This barbecue was eaten until more than eleven o'clock in the evening, Chu Feng's predecessors and Sikong Fan's predecessors were already unconscious, and they were helped to the bed by the master and us, and Qi Yuan's ghosts and gods were entangled with Yun'er, Yun'er avoided him shyly, and Qi Yuan chased her cheekily, all this in my eyes, how happy it is, full of laughter, at least this family is temporarily active.

I drank a little blush, because of the reason for sleeping for a day, the sleepy insects at night did not come to me, simply climbed on the roof, lying on the roof alone, looking at the round of bright moonlight in the air, after a while, I suddenly heard the master's voice coming, I turned my head to look, but saw the master also climbed to the roof, looked at me and said: "Boy, don't sleep"!

I shook my head, the master smiled slightly, and walked over with two cups and a kettle, I was stunned, looked at the master and said, "Master, do you still want to drink, I am uncomfortable to death, and I will never drink again"!

The master didn't speak, sat down next to me, and then said: "Who said this is wine, I know that you kid drank too much just now, and just got a little decanting soup for you, come, let's have a drink first!"

The master poured me a glass, I picked it up and took a big sip, my whole face wrinkled together, and said: "Wow, master, what kind of taste is this, so sour, and a little spicy, you are the decanting soup of the Dark series."

The master laughed and said: "You kid watch too much TV, it's also a dark series, this decanting soup is originally like this, drink it quickly, do you want to be uncomfortable for a while or want to be comfortable for a while, long pain is better than short pain, hurry up."

After the master finished speaking, he picked up the cup and handed it to me, I pursed my lips, pinched my nose and drank it, and the master saw that I had drunk all the decanting soup, so he smiled and said, "Well, that's right."

I put down the glass, trembled, and said, "In the future, I won't touch the wine if I am killed, this is called living and suffering."

The master didn't speak, touched the back of my head, and lay on the roof, the master and I didn't speak for a long time, the master looked at the stars in the night, and his eyes were full of inexplicable sadness.

I also lay down beside my master, with my hands behind my head, and kept thinking about the figure I saw in my dream, "You are me, I am you", this sentence has always lingered in my mind, but I just can't think of the meaning of this sentence.

After a while, I finally couldn't help it, broke the original calm, looked at the master and asked, "Master, can you answer me a question".

The master turned his head to look at me, then looked at the night and nodded, I asked directly: "Master, can you tell me why you didn't choose to resist but chose to give up at that moment, don't you always tell me that you have to fight for strength and have a clear conscience."

After a while, I patiently waited for the master's answer, and finally the master spoke: "It's nothing, I'm just tired."

A simple sentence is tired, but I don't know how to answer, just when the atmosphere gradually solidified, the master suddenly opened his mouth and continued: "Maybe one day, you will feel that the years are like a skilled thief, always inadvertently stealing many things, young faces, real emotions, happy life, in fact, after all, everyone has a good time to spend a full moon, at that time, you must be prepared to be looted sooner or later, life, really can't resist."

After speaking, the master gradually sat up, I also sat up, looked at the master, and the master said: "Actually, there are some things, I just see through it, maybe you will think that at that moment I am very sloppy, very spineless, no matter how you say it, I can't refute it."

I looked at the master's side face, the years have been trampled on him for a long time, like an abandoned child, everyone has the moment when they want to give up, we are always growing up slowly, but we are gradually losing ourselves, giving up the promise made to myself when we were young, giving up face, giving up dignity, time passes too fast, no one can go back to the past, just in exchange for the future days, at this moment, I suddenly laughed, and said to the master: "Master, you have always been the greatest in my heart, you are not spineless, You don't have a bag, although others will gossip, but you are you, just have a clear conscience"!