It was late at night. Zhang Heng put the hat of the sweatshirt on his head and ran forward aimlessly. He couldn't stay in the house quietly. Every nerve in him cried out for pain, and it hurt to the heart. He wanted to numb his nerves with exercise.

I left school that year and went to the United States. He kept contacting his mentor and cheekily asked him to inquire about the situation of the little junior sister. She was more than a month late in reporting, and if it weren't for her mentor who went to say hello to the leaders of their hospital, she probably wouldn't have been able to continue her studies.

It turned out that she had gone so far alone.

While he ran without arguing, he couldn't help but imagine her living alone in the mountains. Rong Yi said that she went to smoke in the forest alone at night...... Once that little girl with a small tail on the cartoon nightdress, carefree, simple as a drop of transparent water. She also learned to smoke, deep in the mountains and dense forests, and her guts are so small......

He bowed down to the stupidity of his youth.

He once thought that he could use his pain to fill the scars in Liu Yang's heart.

He had hoped that scraping the bones to heal his injuries would return to the little junior sister's side.

He didn't do any of it.

People are not as good as heaven.

Liu Yang's news and his mother's visit were intermittent. His condition also came and went. He watched Liu Yang become more and more haggard day by day, and his self-blame became deeper and deeper. Sometimes he even really wanted to give up. But the tears and casual comfort in front of his mother after turning around made him unbearable.

He always can't sleep, and when he doesn't take medicine, he spends the long night by missing his little sister.

He only has a photo of the little junior sister on him, which he asked Luo Shan to get through a little bit of trouble through the little junior sister's club. Think about the two of them being together for so long, because of his boredom, they didn't even have a group photo.

During the most serious period of the situation, he almost didn't sleep for half a month, and the whole person seemed to be sleepwalking on cotton. Coincidentally, this situation was hit by Liu Yang's mother.

You'd rather go crazy yourself than have my daughter, would you?

If Liu Yang really has three long and two short, you should accompany her to the funeral, accompany the funeral!

She looked vicious, as if she wanted to eat people, completely ignoring the fact that the boy standing in front of her was the same age as her child, and he was also a poor patient. It seems that in the whole world, only her children are children, and what her children want, the wishes of others, and even their lives, can be ignored. Mother's love is indeed great, but her love is so narrow and selfish.

Like a raged puppet, he lay limply down against the wall.

It was the most sinister of all. He was dumbfounded, and he was resistant to eating. Patients with depression are most afraid of being depressed and depressed. He vomits whatever he eats, and he vomits reflexively when he doesn't eat.

Doctors gave him a nutrient solution and barely maintained his signs. But he kept his eyes open and couldn't sleep. Parents in China are worried as the SARS epidemic is raging and Chinese citizens are restricted from entering the country.

Mom cried and begged him on the phone to live, to live......

Mom, I want to see you.

People miss their loved ones when they are vulnerable.

My mother also wanted to go, but the SARS epidemic in China was serious, and we were restricted from entering the country......

SARS?

Mom suddenly realized something and babbled a lot about SARS. It is also specifically mentioned that colleges and universities are densely populated, and the infection situation cannot be ignored. Many colleges and universities have closed their campuses......

Rock ......

Mom contacted Yan Yan and asked her about the situation?

No, don't, I don't want to bother her at this time.

Xiao Heng, you ......, you're going to die in a hurry!

Mom, I'm going to be fine.

On the hospital bed, there was finally some light in his eyes.

He began to eat. After eating, I vomited, and I tried to eat again. His doctors saw hope.

A blessing in disguise. Liu Yang's mother witnessed his illness and never showed up again.

It was only a long time before he realized that the shackles that bound him had finally been untied. In the end, he was unable to cure Liu Yang. But he no longer has such a stubborn sense of guilt. He himself had almost died once, and he allowed himself to let go of many things that should have been put down.

He began to study actively, actively cooperate with treatment, and actively exercise. Alcoholism is the most ferocious enemy, and his body is consumed terribly. The disease is still recurring, and it is much more difficult to repair a broken machine than to build a new one.

At that time, depression was almost synonymous with mental illness in China. So few people know about his situation, it is to protect him, but it also corroborates the rumors in the school.

Zhang Heng abandoned Ren Yan, who was mediocre in all aspects, flew with his beautiful first love, and went to the United States for further study, and almost no one doubted it. In fairy tales, the prince always has to be with the princess.