Chapter 50: A Girl Who Lacks Love
"Little Monkey, help me find a job." Xia Yanni said this sentence on the phone.
"What will you do? What do you want to do? Ye Xiaosheng was shocked, he really didn't know much about Xia Yanni.
"Actually, I don't know what I can do?" Xia Yanni became distracted.
"We'll talk when we meet." Ye Xiaosheng was a little worried about Xia Yanni.
"Well, you can set a location." Xia Yanni's tone was eager to see him.
"You send me a location, and I'll pick you up later." After Ye Xiaosheng said this, he began to pack his things, said goodbye to Lao Mo and them, and drove to Xia Yanni.
The car stopped at the door of the Paris Spring Shopping Center, Ye Xiaosheng poked his head out of the car window and saw Xia Yanni squatting there, wearing a dark green leather jacket on the top and a pair of dark blue jeans on the bottom. She crouched there with her head buried in her head, her ponytail tied high.
Ye Xiaosheng pressed the horn of the car, Xia Yanni saw him, stood up and walked towards him.
Ye Xiaosheng opened the car door, and Xia Yanni flashed into the passenger cab. When Ye Xiaosheng looked up and saw Xia Yanni's face, his heart was shocked, he obviously cried, and there was a good handprint on his face. "Did she get beaten?" Ye Xiaosheng felt that his guess might be true.
"Are you alright?" As soon as Ye Xiaosheng's words came out, Xia Yanni's whole person began to collapse. Hide your face and cry. Ye Xiaosheng hurriedly took the tissue box to her. She was holding her head and sobbing all over, and those who cried were trembling. At that moment, Ye Xiaosheng seemed to have returned to that day and saw Xia Yanni who was crying on the table. He remembered that morning, when she hadn't come to school for days, and when he asked her why, she cried as sadly and desolate as she did now. Like an orphan without a father or mother. Ye Xiaosheng wanted to hug her, but he didn't dare, he just watched her silently. He remembered the cry she had cried when she saw his diary in her room. He turned the steering wheel, drove into a sparsely populated alley, and drove slowly forward.
He let Xia Yanni cry, he always felt that her tears had been hidden for many years, just to burst the embankment at the moment he saw him. He suddenly remembered a place and decided to drive the car in the direction of his alma mater.
When he parked the car in front of the abandoned school, Xia Yanni's cry was much softer than before, and she was wiping her face with the paper in the tissue.
"Let's get out of the car and take a walk." Ye Xiaosheng said to her.
"Hmm." Xia Yanni's body finally stopped trembling. Ye Xiaosheng got out of the car first, opened the door, and helped Xia Yanni get out of the car. He gently put his arm around her shoulder. Put her hand in her pocket. Xia Yanni snuggled him gently, and the two slowly entered the school.
"I'm sorry to worry you." Xia Yanni said.
"Stop talking stupid." Ye Xiaosheng didn't ask her, he knew that what she wanted to say must be with him.
"I left my boyfriend and I wanted to find a job on my own and start over." Xia Yanni had stopped crying and calmed down.
"Well, tell me what you can do?" Ye Xiaosheng stopped and looked at her tenderly. Gently rubbing her hair with his hands.
"I should be able to work in the civilian category, I did it for a year when I first graduated." Xia Yanni thought for a while and said.
"What do you do?" Ye Xiaosheng's voice was particularly soft, and only the two of them could hear it.
"Help the informant for the interview, typing. Write minutes of meetings, etc. Xia Yanni explained the previous work in detail.
"Okay, then I'll help you ask." Ye Xiaosheng thought about Qiao Shan's appointment as an assistant. But he wasn't sure yet.
"Have you eaten lunch? Hungry or not? He asked her.
"No appetite, you don't want to ask me why I'm crying?" Xia Yanni returned to her previous somewhat playful expression.
"Why are you crying?" Ye Xiaosheng tried to learn from her.
"I'm a married man, an executive I met when I was working." Xia Yanni began to tell Ye Xiaosheng seriously, and suddenly stared at Ye Xiaosheng's eyes and asked, "Will you look down on me?" ”
"You're thinking too much." Ye Xiaosheng stared at her back.
"You may not know that when my mother remarried, she sent me to a boarding school. I didn't study well at all. The results of the high school entrance examination were very poor, and she went to a technical school...... "Xia Yanni began to tell Ye Xiaosheng about her past.
Ye Xiaosheng didn't interject and listened quietly.
"I had several boyfriends until I graduated and worked, but they never got a fix. Sometimes it's for a little money to spend, and sometimes it's really a little emotional. Anyway, they fell in love in a daze and broke up in a daze. Xia Yanni chattered.
"Your mother doesn't care about you?" Ye Xiaosheng is very strange, even if his stepfather doesn't care, his mother is biological after all.
"She doesn't have time for me, she and my stepfather have a younger brother. She spends all her energy and time on him. I have long forgotten that I existed". Xia Yanni's eyes were full of sadness.
Ye Xiaosheng didn't say anything anymore, and gently rubbed Xia Yanni's hand in his pocket. He was even glad that his mother did not remarry, and he couldn't help but understand his mother's and father's decision to remarry.
Women in this world are always emotional creatures, whether they are strong or vulnerable, they will always look for men to give strength. Xia Yanni lacks fatherly love, so she falls into the deformed love affair of those married husbands, Ye Xiaosheng is easy to understand. His father also had so many moments of absence in his upbringing.
"Can you understand my loneliness for so many years?" When Xia Yanni said this, she looked at Ye Xiaosheng's eyes, and she was so eager to understand.
"I can." Ye Xiaosheng nodded vigorously, and finally hugged her in his arms.
"After my mother sent me to boarding school, she really didn't come to see me except for money. Whenever my classmates went home during the holidays, I was running around alone. Xia Yanni began to smile wryly.
"We've lost touch since you transferred, otherwise you could still be looking for me." Ye Xiaosheng wanted to break the sad atmosphere and stroked her hair lovingly.
"I feel like I can be your brother." Ye Xiaosheng was stunned when he said this.
"Well, I've always wished I had an older brother." Xia Yanni smiled happily.
"Okay, brother has to help you find a job first." Ye Xiaosheng suddenly felt a lot more relaxed, and he himself wondered why this change in his feelings towards Xia Yanni gave him a new feeling.
Ye Xiaosheng looked at the girl in front of him who lacked love in his heart, and he spontaneously wanted to give her a strong love, but he already understood that it was no longer that youthful and ignorant emotion, nor was it a love affair between men and women. Because he looked at her without any urge to kiss her. He just wants to be a solid backing for her life, to have someone to talk to when she is hurt, and to stand up for her when she is bullied.
"I don't want to live a messy life like before, I want to have a down-to-earth job like you and live my life again." Xia Yanni's crystal eyes flickered when she said this, and the whole person returned to the appearance in Ye Xiaosheng's memory.
"Well, you can always tell me if you have any difficulties in the future. Remember, you have a brother now, and I am your own brother. Now let's eat something and go. Ye Xiaosheng took Xia Yanni's hand and walked to the car. Xia Yanni's bright smile returned.
Ye Xiaosheng picked up his mobile phone and dialed a call.