Chapter 386: Hide

Maybe...... In the future, the Imperial Family will finally be able to reunite in the Imperial City......

Everyone is reunited, and they are happy and happy, presumably ...... Such sights are no longer rare, are they......

In fact, such a scene is nothing more than whether the Queen Mother's heart knot is opened......

Now that the Queen Mother has figured everything out, the happiness and joy that everyone wants will be restored to the same as before......

OK...... Ji Mo Xuan never forgot this feeling from beginning to end, and he didn't have any other thoughts for a moment from beginning to end, but fortunately...... It all ended before the tragedy of the previous life......

In the last life, although Ji Mo Xuan finally returned to himself in prison, and everything was not so regrettable, he still became a person he didn't want to be, or even spurned, right...... Obviously, he is the one who loves Chaoge the most, and in the end...... But he became the first person to betray Chaoge...... Presumably, Ji Mo Xuan was also very sad in his heart...... Maybe...... When Ji Mo Xuan handed over the deadly array to the enemy, the indescribable feeling in his heart was only understood by Ji Mo Xuan himself.......

But maybe it was in the previous life, he was too helpless, and the persecuted Jimo Xuan had no way out, so he had to do it, and he was ...... It must have been a lot of suffering, right......

However, Yan Ling is not so lucky, living every day in the ridicule of his father and the invisible oppression of Jingchen, presumably ...... Over time, I feel very sad in my heart......

But at the very least, at the last moment, he was kind...... Even if it's for Xiao Yu, even if it's for this, he attracted his own girl as early as a child......

No one knows how much Yan Ling has endured silently behind his back, no one knows what kind of person Yan Junzhuo is, and no one thought that he was such an ambitious person......

Yan Ling and Ji Mo Xuan are so similar, except that one obviously doesn't have such a lofty ability, but he was pushed up, and the other obviously has everything, but everyone wants to push him away alive......

No matter what kind of experience the two people have, they are kind.

Yan Ling runs around the Emperor of Heaven and Yan Junzhuo day after day, and he is tired every day like a child who has not yet been involved in the world....... No one has ever noticed, no one has ever cared about the children who are supposed to live in the honey pot, who are tortured more worldly than those adults, and no one has ever stood up and told him that you are already great, and you have never ......

Even if Yan Ling is not a mortal, he is still a child, and a child who needs to be recognized and encouraged by everyone, no matter how hard and tired he is, he hopes that after he has done something, someone can stand up and hug him and tell him, "Don't be too tired...... You're really good already......."

However, it was never...... Never...... None of them......

Whoever it is, it's going to be tiring.......

But this sadness has been hidden in Yan Ling's heart, and he has not said a word, no one knows how many years he has endured as a child.......

He originally thought that as long as his father asked him to do something, whether he wanted to do it or not, as long as he did it, his life would be better, and he would be able to have more time...... Can...... A child is a child, and the mind is always the most immature and innocent......

He never thought about how ambitious his father was, and he never asked his always proud father what he wanted.......

As his father's child, all he did was obey and never resisted.

Perhaps, the first time he saw Xiao Yu, Yan Ling seemed a little unserious, but he once proudly said his father's name, presumably from the bottom of his heart...... He must have admired his father very much......

However, it is such a father who is so strict with him every day, and the ambition in his heart is something he cannot satisfy.......

He can make Yan Ling surpass Jingchen, he may make Yan Ling the only person who stands by the side of the Heavenly Emperor, whatever he wants...... But the only thing is to let him help him replace the Emperor of Heaven, presumably at that moment, all the worship of his father in Yan Ling's heart will completely collapse......

But he still chose to stand on his father's side after all, no matter what Jun Zhuo had done to Yan Ling before, whether it was a habit or a blood thicker than water....... Although Yan Ling knew that his father was wrong, he still stood on his father's side......

But in his heart, he must also be tormented......

At this point, how similar are Yan Ling and Jimo Xuan?

Obviously, they all have their own thoughts....... But it can't be realized......

Obviously, they all have their own principles, but because their relatives have changed again and again, they have become the most hated appearance, and they are not qualified to appear again in front of the people they care about, this feeling is really painful......

At that time, Yan Ling originally thought that as long as he was an adult and took charge alone, he could really surpass Jingchen and stand beside the Emperor of Heaven, and Jingchen ...... Even the person standing next to Xiao Yu has to work hard to move forward, this is Yan Ling's thoughts......

Even if his father ridiculed, ridiculed, and never encouraged Yan Ling every day, he had the position he wanted, even if he couldn't get it, he could work hard for it, but, after his father mentioned it, Yan Ling knew that he would definitely agree, maybe from that moment on, Yan Ling knew....... I don't deserve to stand in front of Xiao Yu anymore......

But, who else is more painful than Yan Ling? Father got status, but Yan Ling lost so much, even so, how could his father think of himself half a point?

It's just that I feel that as a son of man, I must listen to him......

Indeed, there is no one who knows his father better than Yan Ling.......

But even if Yan Ling rebelled, it was only because of his father, even if the person who was unwilling to stand by Xiao Yu's side was not himself, he didn't want to be the one who made Xiao Yu spurn.......

Even if he knew that Xiao Yu had never had himself in his heart, but since the first sight of his youth, Xiao Yu has become the light in Yan Ling's eyes......

Xiao Yu is Yan Ling's light...... The only beam of light that shone into Yan Ling's cold heart....... It's Xiao Yu......

Therefore, even at the last moment, Yan Ling's conscience exists for Xiao Yu.......

He ran to find Jingchen in a panic, but he never thought that it would be such a coincidence, and he met Xiao Yu who had just rushed out of the ice prison, of course he was happy in his heart, but he didn't dare to face it, but he still hid this feeling in his heart, even if it was discovered, it was ...... At the moment when the sword pierced Yan Ling's body.......

He insisted that because of Xiao Yu's only remaining conscience, he risked the name of indirectly killing his father, for Xiao Yu, for the peace within the fairy world, and for his own beliefs, he still chose justice.......

Although no one has ever defined good and evil, and no one has ever really said what is good and what is evil, Yan Ling knows that his father is just wrong and wrong.......

Even if his father tells him about the absurd past of the Emperor of Heaven every day, even if the Emperor of Heaven is not suitable for the Emperor of Heaven, but as soon as he sits in this position, as an immortal, he should surrender to him for a day......

Even if he really wasn't suitable for the Heavenly Emperor, he shouldn't have been elected as a new Heavenly Emperor in this way......

It should be up to all the immortals to elect a person who is recognized by all, rather than sitting in this position in such an extreme way.

If that's the case, I'm afraid the mind is not so simple......

Yan Ling is no longer young, and he has more or less his own judgment in his heart, even if he really appears in front of Xiao Yu for himself and face, it also contains a lot of dissatisfaction with his father's actions......

Yan Ling desperately got rid of his father and came over to invite Jingchen to go and fight for a peaceful place for the fairy world, but he never thought that his father would die there because of this.......

He never thought that he just wanted a peaceful life, but he wanted to put his father's life into it, even if Jun Zhuo made things difficult for him on weekdays, now, presumably at this moment, it was all written off......

Maybe...... At that moment, all that was left was guilt, originally, Yan Ling thought that as long as he asked Jingchen to stop this war, and then begged him to intercede for his father, everything could start again...... But he never thought that he really put his father's life into it, maybe from that moment, Yan Ling didn't plan to leave alive......

At that time, how guilty he should have been, he betrayed the fairy world, and even betrayed his father, compared to Jimo Xuan, Yan Ling ...... It should be even more painful......

In particular, dying under Xiao Yu's sword may ...... I completely feel that there is no light in this world......

However, only Yan Ling knew that when he died there, although his heart was full of regret and unwillingness, he ...... It's a relief after all......

Since then, no one has forced him to lose his happiness, no one has told him all day long that he should not fight for nothing, no one has forced him to be the person he does not want to be, everything has turned to dust and escaped into nothingness....... Presumably, at that moment, Yan Ling was happy......

It seems that many people who have died today, although the cause of death is painful, but the moment of death, it is all relief......

It must be tiring to be alive.......

How resentful it must be to have something that is within reach, but you can't touch anything...... He's dead...... There's nothing left.......

Everyone has a person or thing in their hearts that they can't love, and they try their best, but they can't have it......

But I know that I can't get it, but I am still full of regret and remorse, people's lives, really tired lives, fairy ...... The same is true of .......

Everyone in the world says, but envy mandarin ducks and not immortals, presumably that's the truth......

But fortunately, Yan Ling finally got back to himself at the last moment...... In the end, he won the qualification to appear in front of Xiao Yu for himself, and Yan Ling kept this light......