I haven't been out in days.

The house had not been cleaned up for a long time, it was messy, I was slumped on the couch like a dead body, and even though I hadn't eaten for three days, I didn't feel hungry.

My long hair has always been cherished by me, and now it is greasy and crumpled together, and I scratch it twice.

I don't have the strength to do it.

When I opened the window, it was the handover of spring and summer, and the weather outside the house was neither hot nor cold, there was no scorching sun, but there was no cold wind, it was so suitable for going out to eat, drink and have fun, but I didn't dare to take a step.

I shrunk myself in my shell and couldn't come out, I was afraid of the unknown world, the unknown future.

On the horizon, there is a ray of light that is about to disappear. It was erratic, like a red rouge, and though the moon had risen, it refused to leave.

No matter how long the days are, the night always comes.

The night was so charming, and the little blue stars in the sky were blinking mysteriously.

Sour tears filled my eyes at once, aren't the stars white? Isn't it shiny? Just like when I first met her, her eyes were like stars in the sky.

I've never seen such beautiful eyes, clean as transparent crystal balls, and people can't help but want to touch them.

But now?

As I wished, you sank into darkness and became a bright blue light, pure and penetrating.

I'm sorry.

You're finally,

Or are we dragged into hell......

You stopped your heartbeat, you didn't breathe, your body gradually became cold, I touched your cheeks inch by inch, white and soft, cheeks with a little flesh, but, no more warmth.

You are really cute and simple, those red mouths, delicate, you stopped at that moment forever, the most beautiful scene.

You tell me that this is the most beautiful and elegant way to die in your opinion.

The last bit of blue was finally surrounded by darkness, and it disappeared into the universe.

A sudden gust of wind blew the curtains of my room, mixed with violent hatred, but with the warmth of spring and summer, this is the feeling you gave me.

Are you here?

Come to hell with me?

No.

I've been in hell,

Caught in it,

Never left.