Chapter 106: Unwilling to admit defeat

This wedding is perfect, at least Yu Shushan's brother and Zhuang Xuezhu are happy, and what many things are like can be seen directly from the facial expressions, which is not an exaggeration at all.

Yu Shushan wanted to talk to Zhuang Xuezhu about the past, but at this time, it could be seen that Zhuang Xuezhu was not very willing to see Yu Shushan, on the surface it seemed to be very happy, but in fact, everything could not just look at the surface.

At this time, Yu Shushan wanted to go back, mainly thinking that he should be able to get some comfort when he went back, at least there are too many things now, and they are not as perfect as he imagined.

Many times I always think about some unhappy things, Yu Shushan always thinks about these things, and I can't forget them if I want to, because this wedding scene has made the relationship between Yu Shushan and Lin Suwan a lot better.

The two of them quarreled constantly, and even if they got along fairly well for a while, there were always problems with each other.

For example, even if everything is very perfect now, and it is almost close to perfection in the eyes of others, there will be many problems in the end.

Xiaolan actually wanted to have a certain communication with Yu Shushan, after all, she hadn't seen her for such a long time, and after knowing that Yu Shushan and Lin Suwan were together, she was first very shocked.

Although I know that the two of them have been in a state of crush on each other for the four years of college, the feeling of the two of them staying together is a little different.

Xiaolan still very much hopes that Yu Shushan can help take care of Lin Suwan, although Lin Suwan is not a person who needs others to worry about, but at least many things can't be thought of, mainly because he can't be thoughtful.

That's why I was a little worried in my heart, but because of too many things, Xiaolan didn't even have much time to entertain Lin Suwan, let alone have too much contact with other acquaintances.

They have a lot of things to talk about with each other, but it is precisely because of the particularity of this time that many things are not directly said.

There are too many words that Xiaolan wants to help Lin Suwan say it, because the feeling between the two people is not so simple, and sometimes they hesitate for a long time before deciding on the relationship.

But after graduation, I didn't expect the two of them to immediately confirm their relationship with each other, which is not a very shocking thing, but at least it will be a little uncomfortable.

It's not that the two of them don't feel suitable together, but that they don't feel important at all, and this unimportant feeling will be particularly uncomfortable, although they won't find a time to say these things specifically, but there are too many barriers in their hearts.

As a result, some things were not as simple as imagined, and after the wedding this time, after Yu Shushan returned home, he immediately said something to Lin Suwan.

These words sounded particularly normal, but it seemed a little harsh to say them at this time, and Lin Suwan never thought that Yu Shushan would say these words, and he was still in a very calm state.

Yu Shushan said, "Actually, I think the matter of marriage can still be put aside a little, after all, there are too many variables after that, and I don't know if it is you who will follow me every step of the way, which is also the question I have been thinking about, which makes me particularly confused." ”

This is indeed a particularly difficult thing to decide, and no one knows who the person who grew old together in the end is, although everyone has a little foundation in their hearts, but when Yu Shushan said this, it seems that the taste has changed.

It was not what he imagined at all, and Lin Suwan felt very uncomfortable after listening to it, as if he was a commodity in Yu Shushan's eyes, and he had no thoughts of his own at all.

Everything has to be changed according to Yu Shushan's thoughts, and after thinking about this, Lin Suwan felt very puzzled, tilting his head and wanting to say something.

But in the end, thinking that Yu Shushan could say these particularly uncomfortable words, there was no need to explain, and the two of them seemed to be unaccustomed to looking at each other, and their eyes revealed a particularly uncomfortable feeling.

However, the communication between each other must be indispensable, otherwise there are too many things that cannot be understood, and there will be many situations between each other that cannot be dealt with in time.

"Some things are better to be clear, like what the look in your eyes just now, I never thought you'd look at me like that, as if I had done everything wrong!"

Lin Suwan is very sad, sometimes he is still very keen about some things, especially some things in his heart, if Yu Shushan didn't think about it according to his mood, then things would not be as simple as he imagined, he must have his own other ideas.

It's not a bad thing for Yu Shushan to have his own ideas, but Lin Suwan feels that if Yu Shushan spends too much effort on his own ideas, he will definitely ignore a lot of things at that time.

This is a very inevitable thing, but Lin Suwan feels that if there is less care for each other, then what is the point of being together?

Originally, two people should get along well and rely on each other when they stay together, but now it has become like this, no matter what they say, they will hold it in their hearts and not say it, and they will express it through their eyes and other ways, which is particularly obvious.

If you can see the world clearly, you can basically clearly know that the two of them are sulking between each other.

Lin Suwan realized that it would definitely not work for him to continue like this, so he made a request at this time to make things clear to each other

But Yu Shushan was a little uncooperative, because in his cognition, there was no need to make these things clear, otherwise if there was no secret between the two people, why should they communicate?

After returning home, I didn't expect that there were so many things to happen, to deal with, it was a very happy thing to return home after the wedding, and all I was thinking about was the couple who got married today, but the state between the two of them was completely different.

It's like going through a cutscene, and then going back to the house as usual, as if someone stole it in the middle, there is still happiness in the heart, but looking at each other's faces, it's nothing.

"I know exactly what you want to know at this moment, but in my mind, I don't need to tell you everything I know, because I don't think there's any privacy at all!"

Yu Shushan said this sentence very seriously, mainly because of the truest thoughts in his heart, and he always disagreed with this matter.

Because in his cognition, the most important thing for two people to stay together is trust, if you can't even reach trust, then what qualifications do you have to do other things, this is simply something that there is no need to think about!

But Lin Suwan's idea is different, if they face all this calmly with each other, then there can be no existence secrets, and there can be trust between two people in the true sense.

"It's your idea, but you can't make me think the same as yours, so you don't need to talk so much nonsense, I just want to say that there is no need to be angry after we come back this time, but I can't be happy at all when I look into your eyes!"

Lin Suwan didn't expect Yu Shushan to put on a face after he came back, although he didn't say something particularly serious, but in that situation, he said something that made people listen to very realistic words, which was obviously a particularly difficult thing to accept.

And it can be clearly seen that Yu Shushan didn't realize that he was putting on a face from the beginning.

"Okay, if you're not happy looking at me, then there's no need to look at me at all, because my existence is to make you angry, I don't know why, since when has it been so harsh between the two of us, it's really funny to say it, I never thought that something like this would happen between us!"

After saying this, Yu Shushan was already in a very angry state, after all, the person he liked during college was not as perfect as he imagined, but he liked it very much in his heart, and he couldn't let go of all these emotions at all, causing Yu Shushan to not know what to do, no matter what he did, it seemed to be wrong.

After finding a place where he could rest a little, Lin Suwan walked out again, because he didn't make his words clear.

Lin Suwan will definitely come over directly and explain the matter clearly, if there is a little bit wrong, Lin Suwan will definitely make things very panicked.

At this moment, Yu Shushan's state is in a panicked situation.

"Then I'm really going to sort it out with you, I don't mean to quarrel with you at all, and I'm always calmly telling you something now, but you're always talking about how happy we were with each other before, but now it's changed, but in fact there is no change at all, but the direction in which we look at things has changed!"

Lin Suwan said this very gently, but there was still a little anger in his tone, because he couldn't understand why Yu Shushan kept being so nostalgic, as if blaming everything on the passage of time.

"I've thought about this before, but I think it's just the two of us who have changed!" Yu Shushan did not admit defeat.