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I haven't seen her for ten years, she is still the Gu Jun'er in my memory, she is still so beautiful, so pure, so gentle and lovely. We looked at each other quietly, as if she had never left, as if the memory of that night was just a dream.

But it's a pity, the facts are the facts, she can still act like she did back then, but I can't fool myself anymore.

After staring at each other for a few seconds, I cleared my throat and asked her, "Why did you come back?" When she saw me talking, she couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief.

"I'm not going back to the United States," she said, "to see you, and I'll be back in Nanjing early tomorrow morning." ”

I opened the door and got out of the car, smiling at her, "Let's go, let's go home." ”

She smiled softly with tears in her eyes, "Hmm! ”

I turned and walked towards the door.

She silently followed behind me, instinctively keeping a distance of two or three paces from me.

I led her upstairs, and when I entered the house, I asked her to sit down first, and then go to the kitchen to boil water and make tea.

Gu Jun'er sat on the sofa and looked carefully at my living room, quite emotional.

"Brother, you've been living here all these years?"

"I've been living here for almost eight years."

"Why don't you find a better house?" She asked.

"This is good, it's very comfortable", I opened the refrigerator, there were two cans of tea in it, one was Biluochun I bought myself, and the other was given to me by Du Ruonan. I looked at the two cans of tea leaves, took out Biluochun, and poured some into the tea bowl.

Gu Jun'er in the living room sighed softly and stopped talking.

I was silent, silently looking at the steaming kettle.

This cold field lasted for almost two minutes until the water in the kettle boiled.

I poured the hot water into the tea bowl, took two bowls of tea back to the living room, and placed one of the cups in front of her.

"Let's have some tea."

She smiled slightly, "Hmm! ”

She picked up the tea bowl, lifted the lid a slit, blew lightly, and took a sip of cold air.

I silently looked at the aura on her body, there was not the slightest sign of illness or pregnancy, I knew that she was wearing a very powerful object, so now what she showed me was not her own aura at all, but an illusion after being carefully disguised.

I quietly took a sip of my tea and waited for her to say the rest of the story.

She put down the tea bowl and looked at me, "You have a girlfriend?" ”

"Broke up", I said lightly, "Her mother thinks I am lowly and does not agree to me and her daughter, and we broke up half a month ago." ”

She was embarrassed for a while, "Brother, you ......" I smiled, "Big."

The daughter of a big family is naturally married to a wealthy family. Feng Shui masters are middle-class and ninth-rate, and it is understandable that the upper class looks down on us. ”

She lowered her head, "Don't say that......"

"I'm telling the truth", I took a sip of tea without hurrying, put down the tea bowl, and smiled calmly, "That girl is stupid enough, we have been together for two years, and we have always tacitly taken it." Now her family is forcing her to marry, and she says she wants to marry me, and we have established a relationship. ”

I sighed, "Seriously, I really want to marry her, does it work?" Since ancient times, the Chinese have said that we are not people of the same world, she can accept me, and her parents cannot accept me. ”

Gu Jun'er raised her head, looked at me with complicated eyes, and her eyes turned red.

I glanced at her and smiled slightly, "Don't be like this, I'm not alluding to what happened back then, don't think about it." ”

"Brother, I know I don't have the face to see you......" she lowered her head, "I was ignorant at that time, I didn't know what I wanted...... I'm sorry......" I was silent and smiled playfully.

She took a deep breath and gently wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, "I know, it's too late for whatever I say." Brother, you can hate me, you can not forgive me, I can understand. However, I would like to say that in the past ten years, I have not forgotten you for a moment. It was my father's arrangement that I marry Daniel, and I also resisted privately and didn't want to go to the United States. But my dad said that my marriage to Daniel was the key to our Gu family's entry into the United States, and I had no choice for the sake of the family. ”

She raised her head and looked at me sadly, "Brother, I really fought, really!" But they threatened me that if I didn't agree, they would attack you. I hid a lot of things from you in order to live, but I really love you, and I don't want anything to happen to you, so I agreed to marry Daniel's ......"

"Don't talk about the past," I barely managed to squeeze out a smile, "How are you now?" Is he good to you? ”

"He's been very good to me, but I'm sorry for him......" she smiled wryly and stared at me, "because my people are by his side, but my heart has never been with him for a moment, my heart is full of you......" "Why do you bother?" I sighed.

She wiped her tears, smiled at me, and looked at my living room, "Brother, I owe you so much, really!" I am very sad to see you living in such a house and drinking such tea. You lost forty-five years of life to save me, but I almost killed you. ”

She sighed, "Now, you only have ten years left to live, you obviously have money, but you don't dare to be too particular about life, you want to cherish blessings and prolong your life, am I right?" ”

I looked at her and smiled faintly, "Isn't that nice?" Bland, down-to-earth, I think it's pretty good

Contentment. ”

"If you can prolong your life just by cherishing blessings, then why did you use the formation to extend my life in the first place?" She smiled bitterly, "I hurt you all this time, brother, I came back this time in the hope of doing something to make up for the mistakes of the year." In the past ten years, I have always felt a sense of guilt in my heart, and the thought of you being covered in blood that night makes my heart feel like a knife. ”

"Speaking of those days, there was a question that I couldn't figure out," I looked at her, "If your father and your brother were going to kill me, why did they let me go after I arrived in Beijing?" ”

"Because after you left, I told them that if you die, I will never live alone", she looked at me and smiled calmly, "Actually, after you left, they knew where you were hiding, and if they really wanted to kill you, you couldn't escape." My brother was red-eyed at the time and said that he must not let you leave Nanjing alive, but my father hesitated. I cried and said to my father, you forced me to marry and kill my brother, how did you promise me? I said that my life was given by my brother, and if my brother died, I wouldn't live long, and I would never live alone! My dad saw that I was forced to die, so I asked my brother to stop. ”

I sighed softly and smiled helplessly, "You want to kill me because of you, and it is also because of you ...... you who left my life."

She leaned over and asked me with tears in her eyes, "Brother, can I still hug you?" ”

I didn't speak.

She hesitated, then hugged me cautiously.

The relationship between men and women is very delicate, and just a hug can activate a lot of chemical reactions.

She wanted to kiss me with tears in her eyes.

I turned my head away and gently pushed her away, "Don't do that, you're already married." ”

She was stunned, stiffened, and silently let go of me.

"I'm sorry......" she lowered her head and took a deep breath, "Brother, don't you really hate me anymore?" ”

"I said, it's all over," I cleared my throat, "I'm living a peaceful life now, and I don't want to talk about the past." Don't think about it anymore, since you're married to him, let's live a good life with him. In this life, it is not easy to be together, you have to know how to cherish it. ”

She smiled, a little bitterly.

"Okay, I remember", she stood up, "Brother, I came to see you today, and I also want to formally apologize to you." ”

She bowed deeply to me.

I looked at her silently, and my heart was calm and terrible.

After bowing, she smiled as if relieved, "It's not early, you can rest, I'm leaving." ”

I stood up, "I'll send you." ”

She nodded, "Hmm! ”

I dropped her off at the door, and she opened it, hesitated, and then turned back to me and asked, "Brother."

Brother, is there any way to give you back that forty-five years of life? ”

I smiled faintly and shook my head.

She looked at me in confusion, as if she had something to say, and she looked like she wanted to say something.

I understood what she meant, so I asked her, "What's wrong?" ”

"I didn't ...... It's okay......" She smiled, and opened the door to leave.

I grabbed her, "Jun'er, what's wrong?" "It's okay brother, it's really okay......"

I closed the door and looked at her seriously, "Tell me the truth, what the hell is wrong?" She turned her head away, covered her face, and tears welled up in her eyes.

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I wrenched her shoulders and said, "Look at me!" Tell me, what's going on? ”

Her weak shoulders trembled with excitement under my hands, and she looked at me in confusion, covering her mouth and shaking her head.

"You speak! What's going on? I was a little agitated.

"Brother!" She cried and hugged me, "I'm pregnant...... I'm going to die......"

I was stunned, I thought she would hide it to the end, but I didn't expect her to suddenly confess. Her honesty made me lose my mind for a while.

"Are you pregnant?" I nudged her away, "Didn't I tell you?" Why are you so careless? ”

"More than half a month ago, Daniel and I divorced," she cried, "and after the formalities, he said that he would last invite me to a meal as a friend." I didn't think much of it, so I agreed. But unexpectedly, he drugged the wine that day, and I drank a glass of wine and fainted, and then he ...... me ...... me."

She couldn't stop crying.

My eyes almost burst into flames, "Fuck it!" How could he do that? "He said that after ten years of marriage, I never really loved him, nor did I let him really experience my body...... Now that he is divorced, he wants to experience it well......" she said bitterly, "When I woke up, I had been raped by him, and then the next day I was sick, and a few days later I checked and found out that I was pregnant......"

I took her into my arms and said, "Let me think about it...... Let me think about ......"

She hugged me tightly, "Brother, I didn't look for you to save me...... I don't have the face to let you save me...... I want to see you one last time, and then I'll go back to Nanjing and wait for death...... Brother, I'm sorry, I'm sorry......"

I took a deep breath, gently pushed her away, and looked her in the eye seriously, "No! You say you're pregnant, but I don't think you have any pregnancy at all! Are you mistaken? ”

She looked at me in a daze, smiled bitterly, reached out and tore the clothes on her chest.

I looked into her chest and froze.