Chapter 39: The Fate of a Woman
At six o'clock in the morning, Ye Xiaosheng got up, he leaned on the edge of the bed and was watching "Opportunity is Spelled Out - Be an Irreplaceable Employee", life always has to return to the normal rhythm, his parents have been reconciled, and his home has returned to what he dreamed of when he was young. Sometimes people are just weird, when you try to get it, he always makes you want it and can't reach it, once you have completely given up, but you have it unexpectedly. Instead, you lose that craving and feel that it doesn't matter.
In the ups and downs of life, Ye Xiaosheng suddenly realized something, which he had seen in a book many years ago, but he didn't realize it at the time. Now I have a deep understanding.
There are a lot of things that you hold on to when you feel it's particularly important, but when you don't feel like it's important, you let go. When you let go, the things you care about stay with you.
Once this truth is comprehended, Ye Xiaosheng suddenly becomes enlightened.
He sorted out the changes in his department's performance in the past month, and suddenly felt a sense of joy that he could do so much. This would have been unimaginable a year ago.
He gave himself a task to get Lao Mo back.
In the morning, when Ye Xiaosheng entered the office, Nie Xiaoyue was anxious to find him.
"Boss, you're finally here, hurry up, Li Xuan is back, she said she wants to find you to resign."
"Resignation?" Ye Xiaosheng doesn't care, whether she leaves or not, for him, he almost doesn't feel anything about her. At most, she asked him to sign the resignation application, so does it need to be said? He certainly raised his hands in approval.
He lazily walked to his seat, and Li Xuan was indeed looking at him as he appeared. However, it is very strange that the expression on her face frightened Ye Xiaosheng a lot, she has not seen her for many days, Li Xuan's whole person is haggard, especially today, she didn't even paint light makeup, the whole person seems to have not slept for a month, her eyes are full of red bloodshots, and she looks a little intimidating. The area around the eyes is still red and swollen, and it is estimated that the tears have never broken. Ye Xiaosheng looked at it, and two words surged in his heart: "Pity." ”
Such a woman, a woman who doesn't take her work seriously, a woman who is famous all day long, and after he took office, she has always had the impression of a woman who looks like a hanger for work. The way she looks today scares everyone in the company, yes, it looks like she's either seriously ill or desperate to say goodbye to the world at any moment.
"You're resigning?" Ye Xiaosheng asked.
"Well, yes." Li Xuan's answer was very low and brief.
"Come with me to the conference room." Ye Xiaosheng responded softly, Li Xuan's appearance reminded him of his mother. Back then, when their father abandoned them, their mother's mental state was not much different from today's Li Xuan. He knew that Li Xuan had just given birth, and he couldn't help but worry about her: if she resigned, would her life be? ? He didn't dare to think about it. Because he knows too well how his mother got into the insurance industry. At that time, her father's sudden departure made her mother lose her soul, and she made frequent mistakes in her work and was fired by the company. In those days, he was also absent-minded in school, and his grades dropped rapidly. Women are emotional creatures, and not all women can quickly come out of a failed relationship, let alone such abnormal emotions.
"What's next for you?" Ye Xiaosheng asked very directly.
This sentence made Li Xuan burst into tears, and his whole person began to tremble, and his shoulders trembled and he couldn't speak. buried his head in his arm.
"You quit your job now, and you and your children depend on your parents for their livelihood?" Ye Xiaosheng still didn't let her go. But he didn't continue, he wanted to say these two words, and he should give her time to think about it and weep bitterly.
After Li Xuan cried for more than ten minutes, he finally stopped his tears.
"I don't know what the future holds? But now I don't have the face to work in the company, so you should agree to let me leave. Li Xuan finally figured it out.
"I see that your performance was quite good before, and you used to be one of the sales strongmen." Ye Xiaosheng wanted her to regain her previous fighting spirit.
"That's all in the past, and I don't want to mention it anymore." Li Xuan obviously didn't want to talk too much to Ye Xiaosheng. Because in her opinion, Ye Xiaosheng is too tender, and second, she can't help herself.
"I just thought, if you can stay, you can just do your job, and you don't have to think too much about the rest." Ye Xiaosheng actually had the intention of keeping her, as soon as he spoke, he was frightened by himself, he wanted to transfer Li Xuan to another department before, but now he will say the words to keep her. Only then did he realize that there was something called the hidden heart in his heart.
"No, I don't want to spend a minute in the company now." Li Xuan's words are categorical.
"I can agree that you will take a leave of absence for a while, and you can calm down and think about it again." Ye Xiaosheng felt that it was not the right time to say this.
"You're going to give me another holiday?" Li Xuan's eyes widened in surprise. Yes, she was shocked by Ye Xiaosheng's words to keep and give him a holiday. It was so unexpected for her.
"You don't have to think too much, I'm really because of you and your child, I can understand your mood at this time." Ye Xiaosheng looked at her sincerely.
"Thank you, thank you!" Li Xuan's four words are indeed from the bottom of my heart.
"Settle yourself down first, and contact me when everything is arranged." Ye Xiaosheng didn't know if the decision he made could win Ding Zelin's approval, but he now had such an idea in his heart.
"Okay, okay." Li Xuan said that he stood up and bowed to Ye Xiaosheng, and also said goodbye to Ye Xiaosheng very seriously. Looking at her back, it evoked the back of Ye Xiaosheng's mother, who was as young as Li Xuan at that time, and it was really difficult to live with him.
Women are weak, but mothers are strong, and he wants to give her some time and give her a path to choose. He was afraid that she would have no way out or source of livelihood. A woman's most youthful and beautiful years are placed on a man who cannot take responsibility, then her fate cannot be controlled by herself. This kind of learned sobriety in life does not happen overnight. It takes a long life for many women to understand that they can only rely on themselves.
Beauvoir spoke of the origin of the difference in the fates of men and women: the great luck of a man is that he has to embark on a very difficult road, both in adulthood and in childhood, but it is the surest one; The misfortune of a woman lies in being surrounded by almost irresistible temptations; She was not asked to work hard, only encouraged to slide down to bliss. By the time she realizes that she has been fooled by a mirage, it is already too late, and her strength has been drained in a failed adventure.