After 10 days of hospitalization, he was able to walk with crutches due to the injury to his lower leg. It's inconvenient, but at least I can go to school with my support.

Every daytime is the one hand, boredom, and on the other hand, there is a sense of oppression. Everyone is doing their own tasks in the days of study and work, and they are often at a loss when they are outside the normal order, obviously they usually long for a little longer rest, and in the end they miss the feeling of busyness. Many people are like this, at least multiplierously, and later he understands that most ordinary people like him are not tired of work, but tired of repetition.

Every night after that, I was able to accompany the man, and this person who fascinated me, and was lucky to have 5 sunny nights. Riding the sin, he gradually found that he and the people could talk naturally and happily, just like they dreamed of at the beginning, and then dreamed of understanding each other's worlds.

It's actually very confusing, 'I seem to have fulfilled my dream, and now when I go back to school, I can greet people like friends every day, we can walk together, discuss what milk tea to drink, what to put in the baked cold noodles, just like friends.'

So, do I like her? If we were already boyfriend and girlfriend, what would be the difference between it and now? I don't think it's any different. There are so many people in the whole school that I don't know, and there are many beautiful girls that I have never had the desire to pursue, and I have never had the impulse to understand their world.

Is it sex? No, I didn't have that kind of thought, and even now, I laugh out loud at the thought of being able to talk to him, and I'm sure that now is all I dreamed of, and from the beginning, I just wanted to be a friend? If I like it, what am I craving?

What the hell is like a person'

Hao Ning said, 'This doesn't make sense', is there really none?

On the last day of sin, he lay on the hospital bed for a long time and didn't speak, he despised himself from the bottom of his heart, couldn't find an answer, and always felt that he had lightened this two-year dream and lightened people.

Hao Ning was also lying on the bed, at 10:08 a.m. on August 30, 2018, every moment of the life that belonged to the crime Hao Ning was engraved in his mind, he knew what the crime was thinking at this time, what he was going to do the next moment, but even he, the god of death, had no answer.

After lunch, he closed the curtains to block the sunlight of his newborns, and on the last day, he wanted to sleep like this. He put on headphones and fell asleep, and the sound was very loud, it was Stefanie Sun's "It's Dark".

In the evening, he returned to the accompanying room. After installing the long-term steel plate, I don't have to go back to the hospital in the near future.

Sitting in front of the desk with the stacked test papers, outside the window was the dark Dongting Lake, the faint sound of a cargo ship could be heard in the distance, and several geckos were hunting flying insects on the window glass. For half a year I have lived here, every night on a clear night. He was very happy to meet the man, he was not sad, but confused. Tomorrow Friday, I went to school to see the people, and talking again can make you excited to think about it, the boring hospital life is coming to an end, and the old friends and the sea of questions will fill life again, and life will return to the right track.

However, multiplying sin requires an answer, which can be left for later discovery, which will be the icing on the cake for the present life, but there are still many unknowns in the future.

Tonight, the last night of rest, Cheng Cheng wrote a diary for the first time, recording the confusion in his heart.