Chapter 31 Inexplicably lost

After Peng Chaoyue left, Xuan Ziyi stood alone, and slowly became a leader in the workplace from an executor. This change allowed Xuan Ziyi to grow herself.

How do you spend your life perfectly? Although the coach is gone, the torture about the wheel of life is far from over. Xuan Ziyi began to think deeply about her life, and she tried to discuss the topic of the wheel of life with Wang Min.

Wang Min told her that some things can be decided by herself, and some things are not up to her at all. Therefore, it is better for people to only work hard where they can control and let the rest take their course. Xuan Ziyi asked her what she could control.

Wang Min flashed his big eyes and crossed his fingers and thought about it: "Learning, self-discipline, and the size of desires can all be controlled. And birth, marriage, love, and wealth are actually uncontrollable. ”

Wang Min talked to Xuan Ziyi about his birth at this time, and Xuan Ziyi always thought that Wang Min was born in a perfect family. Wang Min told her that her mother left her when she was born, and it is said that her mother could not stand her father's coldness towards her. She met her mother when she became an adult, and she always thought that her mother would apologize for her abandonment when she was young, and when she met her, she did not apologize at all, but told her that this was her fate.

"Child, you don't have to blame me, I left because I didn't want to live with a man who didn't love me, and I always thought your father loved me before I gave birth to you. It wasn't until I was almost eight months pregnant with you that I learned that your father loved another woman. I can compromise everything, but not love. Wang Min's mother still has her own persistent pursuit even in middle age.

"Has your mother found her love? Or does she think she really loves her? Xuan Ziyi asked Wang Min.

"I think she was the love she had imagined in her heart. She will be hard to find in her lifetime. Wang Min said thoughtfully with his eyes flashing with thick and slender eyelashes.

"You are in love with the leader now, will you think about marrying him and having children in the future and living a successful life?" Xuan Ziyi was drinking milk tea in her mouth when she asked this.

"You don't know? Peng Chaoyue is an unmarried, and it just so happens that I am too. Wang Min chuckled.

"Huh? Not married? Xuan Ziyi's mouth opened wide.

"Yes, the biggest similarity between me and him is that although I was born in a relatively wealthy family, I am not burdened by material life, I have been to prestigious schools since I was a child, and I wear famous brands. But we all have a pair of parents who don't know how to love each other, just born for various reasons, or rather out of sheer physical need. So we don't want to get married, we think that marriage has nothing to do with love, marriage is just for reproduction, and we think that it is irresponsible to children. Wang Min's eyes glistened with tears.

Xuan Ziyi felt a little sorry for Wang Min, she always thought that she was the object of pity, when she saw Wang Min's situation, she realized that even though she was born in a relatively poor family, and her parents loved her brother more than herself, she did not feel that she lacked love because she did not have higher expectations for love. I believe in marriage, I believe in love, and I believe that reproduction is because of love. Only then did she know that there is no single criterion for everyone to evaluate the perfection of their own life.

In the same way, the so-called satisfaction of family life has a different criterion in everyone's mind. She tried to ask Wang Min like a coach: "Then how do you rank your goals?"

"Life is just to be fun, and planning a life can sometimes make people feel aggrieved, and I don't want to live aggrieved." Wang Min's eyes lit up when he said this.

Xuan Ziyi envied the light in Wang Min's eyes, what is a happy life, she doesn't understand, she only knows that she will never learn Wang Min's free and easy, which she will never be able to have.

Xuan Ziyi thought of the former leader Xie Dongli, and just as she was thinking about her, suddenly the mobile phone rang, and Xie Dongli called her.

"Xiao Xuan, I have something I want you to help me with." Xie Dongli said as soon as he spoke.

"Leader, you say." As soon as Xuan Ziyi answered Xie Dongli's call, she immediately brought out her previous habits.

"Lend me 50,000 yuan." Xie Dongli didn't have any mud and water.

"My son is hospitalized." Xie Dongli didn't wait for Xuan Ziyi's reply, and then said.

"Oh, I'll send you right away, you give me the account number." When Xuan Ziyi heard that her son was sick, she didn't shirk it.

"Thank you," Xie Dongli hung up the phone after speaking.

Xuan Ziyi sent Xie Dongli dollars to send dollars, and she didn't even ask Xie Dongli when she would return it. She thought that if Xie Dongli hadn't been forced to do so, she would definitely not have asked her to borrow money, and she was probably desperate.

Peng Chaoyue told Xuan Ziyi that he was going to be transferred back to China to work half a year after Xuan Ziyi was promoted to Peng Chaoyue's position.

"I was sent to Shanghai to work this time and set up a Shanghai company. That is, to establish the same type of Shenzhen company in Shanghai, as we have worked in Shenzhen. Peng Chaoyue spoke to Xuan Ziyi with great interest during the meal.

"Then Wang Min will also follow you back to China?" Xuan Ziyi asked, she compared Peng Chaoyue at this time with the man who told her when they first met two years ago that work was just a part of life and fiddled with car models, she felt that she hardly knew much. Peng Chaoyue in front of him seems to be full of ambitions in the workplace, and the previous one was indifferent, as if he thought that life was the most important thing.

"It's something she can decide for herself, and I don't need to decide for her." Peng Chaoyue is indeed not machismo, he fully respects women's egos.

"No matter how she chooses, it doesn't affect my feelings for her." Peng Chaoyue added with a smile.

"And when are you leaving?" Xuan Ziyi asked.

"Next month, the company will make unified arrangements." Peng Chaoyue asked the waiter for a bottle of beer.

"Is there anything you need me to bring back to my family?" Peng Chaoyue asked Xuan Ziyi.

"Aren't you going straight to Shanghai?" Xuan Ziyi wanted Peng Chaoyue not to return to Shenzhen.

"I went back to Shenzhen first to set up a new company, and at the beginning I still needed to transfer some people from Shenzhen to assist." Peng Chaoyue has his own work plan.

"Oh, and can I be involved in your formation plan?" Xuan Ziyi was taken aback by what she said, she has always spoken subtly, and she has never taken the initiative to find an opportunity for herself.

"You're all fine here now, why? Are you unhappy with your salary? Peng Chaoyue couldn't understand why Xuan Ziyi would say such a thing.

"I always feel like the roots are not here." Xuan Ziyi felt this way, and she was worried that her aging parents would have no one to take care of them.

"Do you miss your family?" Peng Chaoyue heard Xuan Ziyi talk about the root problem, and he estimated that Xuan Ziyi was homesick. After all, in the year she came to the United States, Xuan Ziyi has not returned to China, and has been studying and working.

"There are reasons for this, and because I may not have fallen in love with the United States from the bottom of my heart." Xuan Ziyi pondered for a moment and replied. Every time she looked at the diagram of the wheel of life that the coach gave her, she understood that if her wheel of life wanted to run more in line with his expectations, the target location must be domestic. In the United States, no one cares about her success or failure, and no one cares about her feelings. So, she always felt that something was missing.