Chapter 4 - Moonlight is Beautiful
It's nightfall. The sky was purple on a night after the rain, and there were no stars, only the moon. It's almost fifteen, and the moon is full.
There are not many people walking around in the corridors of the hospital, and there are few wards on the second floor, which are mostly occupied by patients who are recovering. The hospital's pharmacy is also on the second floor. There seem to be very few people who get sick this fall, and even in the pharmacy, there are not many nurses who come in and out. There is only one doctor on duty, who waits diligently for the task and treats the work with great vigour.
"Can you push me out for a walk, Hao Ning?" The parents of the guilty were persuaded by him to go home and rest, and the guilty was a little boring.
"I've been here for five days, and I'm tired of it." Slapping the quilt with guilt and complaining.
"Don't you have a headache?"
"It's still a little painful, and I'm afraid I'll have another headache if I continue to stay here."
"Well, it's rare that the air is so clean at night, I'll push you out for a walk."
The wheelchair descends to the grassy backyard of the hospital, where a few laurel trees and camellia flowers are planted, and occasionally someone drives away in the ecological parking lot on the other side of the laurel tree, and the sound of the bus starting from time to time can be heard from the street not far away. The moonlight is as clear as flowing water, as if there is a visible lightness, and the tall buildings in the distance are clearly visible with LED light signs.
Looking at the sky sluggishly, his thoughts stopped.
"You're thinking about people, aren't you?" Hao Ning asked with a smile.
"Don't you know everything about me? What else to ask. He replied in a calm tone.
"I know, but everything in the future still belongs to your life, my existence will not affect anything, you still have to control your own life."
"Do you think the people are people who like to enjoy the scenery? If she is also looking at the moon now, then have we also communicated? Guilty of looking at the moon asked stupidly.
"I guess so. But this exchange is insignificant in your liking. β
"Hahaha," Cheng Cheng suddenly laughed, "I never dare to use the word like, I always feel that it will lighten the feelings in my heart, so should I use 'love'?" No, I can't, I'm not that good, how can I deserve a 'love'? Cheng Cheng put his chin on his hand, and his voice was a little lower, "But, when will I be worthy?" The college entrance examination is coming up next year, and I can't even say a word of greeting. Heyβ"
"I'm a fucking piece of shit, bitch!" The tone of the guilty became a little harsh.
"I can't tell you whether you succeed or not, but I still say that life must be grasped by yourself, if you don't do something, you will never be perfect, and if you are not perfect, you will not be worthy, which is equivalent to saying that you have given up fundamentally if you don't try."
"But I..."
"Are you trying to say you don't dare, right?" Hao Ning smiled slightly mockingly, "You dare to drop so much when you are restless?" After school, she dared to spend time eating in order to sneak a few glances? It snowed heavily, got up at half past 5 and ran to Hudong Square and stepped on it with your feet, and you dare to do this kind of stupid plot? What's the use? β
Although he knew that Hao Ning knew about himself, he was still a little shocked.
"yes, what's the use." He looked at the moon again, "Why do I like her?" Why did I have the obsession to talk to her after a chance pass? I've made so many friends, why am I still lonely? I can only go to Qiusu alone after class at night to tell her about the ugly thing, heh, have I ever done such a stupid thing? "Taking advantage of the sin is like asking Haoning, and it seems to be asking yourself.
"I don't know."
"Is there anything else you don't know?" Guilty began to smile
"It doesn't seem to make sense."
"This moon is the same as the moon I saw there, and what is she looking at? Is she missing anyone too? Cheng Cheng ignored Hao Ning's answer.
"Someone is coming, take the sin." Hao Ning sensed something.
"Are you looking at the moon?" A weak voice came from behind, and a female voice could be heard.
She couldn't see the other person's face when she turned around, and she stood in the shadows.
"The moonlight tonight is very beautiful, a thin halo." She gradually came out.
Riding the sin, he turned back to look at the white moon, "Yes, how beautiful, beautiful as a person." β
"Haha, what kind of metaphor is this." She finally walked under the moonlight, her hands crossed and her waist smiling.
The parking lot was pitch black, as if there were no cars; It seems that the bus has also reached the time of stopping; A few LED lights went out, and a few small ones blurred in the distance; The sound of autumn leaves falling is clear. Is time stopped, why does the moonlight seem to have a temperature, gently flowing over the face.
Some haggard girls, like autumn, like moonlight, full of purity, full of whiteness, gentleness is also gentle to blur, slowly obvious.
"Do I have dirt on my face?"
His eyelids couldn't stop trembling, his ears were red, and he was even a little short of breath and motionless.
"No, no... Yes. "I tried to think hard about the way to speak.
"Nice to meet you, my name is Yuanren."
Hao Ning shook his sins, touched the back of his head, grinned, full of incredulity, gratifying,
"Very... It's a pleasure to meet you, my name is Guilt. βγ
The moonlight shone on the bodies of the two, gentle and silent.