"Zheng ......" a pleasant sound of the piano into my ears, I can't help but stop, this piano sound is leisurely and earnest, not as ethereal and open as Mr. Zhong Yin, but there is a unique charm, like a cup of warm tea in winter, warm the body, but not warm the heart, with a trace of regret and sadness.

"Her Royal Highness the Princess, please." Master Empty reminded me. I didn't stop, I just wanted to settle down first.

Qingzhuxuan is not big, the bamboo forest is a fence, the stream is the guide, walk on the small bridge that bends and turns, it is a few bamboo houses, every ten steps on the bridge, there is a candlestick, look at this system, you know that it is Yun Jihan specially added, he knows that I am afraid of the dark. When I entered the bamboo house, I saw furniture and decorations made of bamboo, and a rocking chair made of bamboo was placed near the window, which was my favorite, and the quiet and comfortable days were just around the corner.

"The Buddha Hall is in the West Chamber, if Her Royal Highness the Princess still needs anything, just inform the old man." Master of the Void is going to withdraw.

"Master hard work!" I said politely.

After sending Master Kong away, I said to Chunhua Qiushi: "You guys stay and clean up!" I went out with Sister Qingluan. ”

After saying that, I happily picked up Qingluan and left, and the comfort here made my heart feel relieved after being depressed for a long time.

Walking to the stream, I let Xiao Jiu out, it jumped between the stones, it looked very happy, it also stretched out its front paws to catch the little loaches in the stream, I smiled: "Don't bully them!" You don't eat it! ”

Xiao Jiu didn't give up, he was very happy, and simply jumped into the water and puffed in the water.

"It's the first time I've seen a cat that isn't afraid of water!" Qingluan felt strange, I turned my head to look at Qingluan who was standing behind me stiffly, and suddenly said, "Sister Qingluan, do you want to leave?"

Qingluan was stunned, immediately knelt on the ground, bowed his head and said, "The slave is too talkative!" The slave knew her mistake and asked Her Royal Highness the princess to punish her. ”

I helped her up and said, "Qingluan, you misunderstood. I mean, do you want to get rid of slavery and become a free man? ”

Seeing that she was stunned, I said again: "Although the palace is rich in clothes and food, it is also a woman's incense mound." I'll let you go and set you free, are you willing? ”

Qingluan was willing, but knelt down again, and said: "Master, slaves and maids are born cheap, life outside the palace is cold, slaves and maids can't stand the hardships so they voluntarily enter the palace to serve His Royal Highness the Prince, and now if Her Royal Highness the princess doesn't want to have a slave, the slave and maid are willing to go back to the East Palace to serve His Royal Highness the Prince, even if they are a low-level palace maid, the slave and maid are also willing."

I frowned:

"You like to be controlled so much?"

Qingluan said: "The slave and maid grew up in the workshop since childhood, and the world is suffering, and the slave and maid don't want to suffer anymore!"

"I can't imagine you are so vain and worship money!" I sneered, this turned out to be the good sister taught by my yellow finches, a servile nature! "You want to climb into the Prince's brother's bed? It seems that you are not big enough. ”

I sarcastically mocked her, but she bowed her head and said nothing, and I saw the hand in her sleeve clenched into a fist, sneered, and turned away from her: "This is the path you chose?"

"Yes!" Qingluan's voice was firm.

"Good!" I kicked a stone and said, "I won't stop it!" You don't regret it! Get lost! ”

I tried my best to protect my sister for a lifetime, and it turned out to be a humble embryo who would rather commit himself to a man to seek wealth and nobility, I was annoyed, I was angry, I thought that after I died, you were laughing in the workshop, and you would be more eager for a free body, but I didn't expect that you embarked on this road that I sneered at. If I knew this, why should I save you?

When I looked back, there was no shadow of Qingluan, Xiao Jiu didn't know where to play, I fell weakly on the shore, the pebbles made me hurt, but not as distressed as my heart.

"Repair!" I called, "Come down and stay with me for a while." ”

Xiu came out from the depths of the bamboo forest, walked quickly to my side, and wanted to pull me up from the ground, I waved my hand and said, "It's okay, I'm just tired."

I patted the open space next to me and said, "Come and sit."

Xiu didn't sit down, but stood there with his sword in his hand.

I didn't care about her, I hugged my knees, buried my head in my head, my eyes were a little wet, I rubbed my skirt, looked around and said:

"People in the deep forest don't know that the bright moon comes to take pictures, but unfortunately, there is no bright moon here."

I don't have the bright moon in my heart, and I haven't communicated where I'm going to go in the future, so I'm really powerless.

"Someone once told me a story, would you like to hear it?" I looked up at him and he nodded.

I picked up a stone and threw it into the stream, and the splash also splashed in my heart, and I said, "A hundred years ago, Emperor Wu of Zhaoguo had two sons, one was the king of England and the other was the king of Xiang, and the two were born from the same mother. The emperor favored the king of Xiang, and the king of England was also quite talented in governing the country. One year, the British king was implicated in a disaster relief silver corruption case and was stripped of his title. The king of Xiang did not want to inherit the throne, he just wanted to walk all over the mountains and rivers with his confidant, so he supported his own brother and supported the British king, and the British king was indeed capable, and three years later he made a comeback and regained the emperor's trust. That year, our dynasty and Zhao Guo in the border war, the king of Xiang invited himself to go out, but when the war was deadlocked, he learned the news of the emperor's death, the king of England succeeded to the throne, in order to stabilize the government, asked to make peace with our dynasty, the king of Xiang returned to the dynasty to mourn, but in front of the emperor's coffin, he was impeached by the minister for supporting the army and self-respect, and there was a suspicion of collaborating with the enemy. ”

I paused, pounded the ground, and said: "King Ying, framed the King of Xiang and put the King of Xiang in prison, the King of Xiang did not admit his guilt, so the King of England broke his leg and tortured him.

I smiled wryly, "This may not be the same historical facts you know, right?" The king was defeated, the king of Xiang died a miserable death, and after his death, he was charged with treason and rebellion, and was scolded by tens of thousands of people. Who would have thought that he was just a young man who longed for a carefree life, he just wanted to stay away from right and wrong, away from deceit, he just ......" I choked up and said, "He just wants to live like himself."

"Am I wrong? The throne and imperial power are worthy of the true family affection in the world? Is it worthy of heaven and earth? I just want peace of mind and a clean life. But on the contrary, none of the people around me understand what I think in my heart, everyone tells me that I am a phoenix, born to be a queen, to be a mother of the world, to be in charge of the phoenix seal, but these are not what I want, what I have always wanted, just two words: peace of mind. Why is it so difficult to live up to others and yourself? ”

Through Qingluan's matter, I poured out all the negative energy and said it to Xiu, only the dumb person would not refute me, right? My stupid so-called principles, my illusory yearnings, are unrealistic for who I am at this moment.