Chapter 388: Destruction
Yan Ling just smiled helplessly and shook his head, looking at his father, who was extremely strict with him but once made him extremely respectful, what had become of him.
Yan Ling turned around and prepared to leave, "Yan Ling! ”
Yan Ling was just silent and turned to leave.
In Yan Ling's opinion, his father's words were undoubtedly ridiculous and unreasonable.......
He understood that his father wanted him to be able to leave a place in the fairy world and gain a firm foothold, but he didn't expect that his father's ambition was so big.
At this moment, he finally looked down on his father for such strange thoughts, but he did not know that in such a situation, he ....... Sooner or later, there will be a compromise.
Since Jingchen had Xiao Yu, his heart that was as solid as a stone was also a little softer, and his mind was not all on the Immortal Palace, and when the Emperor of Heaven was around, Yan Ling also stood in Jingchen's position naturally.
Don't look at Yan Ling, he doesn't have a legitimate immortal rank, but as the son of the Divine Monarch, he often goes in and out of the main hall and has done a lot of things for the Emperor of Heaven, and now standing in this position, those old immortals who only care about nagging will not say anything.
But although he has indeed replaced Jingchen in that position, Yan Ling understands that when Jingchen comes back, he still has to return to his original position, and Yan Ling has no complaints about this, after all, he does not have an exact immortal level, so what qualifications does he have to compete with the same god?
Later, Jingchen also came a few times, nothing more than to report some inconsequential trivial matters, although they were all related to the Six Realms, but Yan Ling knew that there would be no big deals, so he never cared.
At this time, Yan Ling would always see his father next to him, and every now and then, his father would always grit his teeth and stare at Jingchen without accident, in his heart, he should be questioning why the Emperor of Heaven knew that Jingchen was half-hearted, and he was no longer as attentive to the affairs of the fairy world as before, but Yan Ling saw it much more clearly than Yan Junzhuo at this point, even if he didn't treat the fairy world wholeheartedly, but at least the ability was here.
This is known to everyone, even if Jingchen ignores the affairs of the fairy world, and focuses only on Xiao Yu, the immortals and even the Emperor of Heaven will not say anything, because they know that when something happens in the fairy world, it must be Jingchen who rushes to the front, there is no doubt about it.
Jingchen did not become a god for no reason alone, and there are still some public opinions.
Over the years, what Jingchen has done for the fairy world has also been seen by everyone, after so long, Jingchen finally has a person who cares about the top of his heart, of course, he has to support it, how can he force Jingchen to stay in the fairy world and ignore the things outside the window?
This is inevitably too harsh......
Whatever you say, the fairy world will not do this.
Yan Ling stood in the position of Jingchen in the past, watching the coming and going of this immortal world from Jingchen's perspective, after a long time, he actually felt that his heart was also a lot more indifferent......
In the past, Yan Ling was still a little envious and even curious, why Jingchen could see everything so lightly and without desire......
It turned out that standing in this position, looking at every day, one after another immortals walked in front of the Emperor of Heaven to report the rules and regulations of the area under their jurisdiction, and after a long time, they also had a different cognition in their hearts than they did at the beginning, and over time, they naturally looked down on these things.
The place I longed for in the past, the things I was curious and puzzled about, and I listened to them many times, and I stopped thinking about it....... It's normal.
But in this respect, Yan Junzhuo is not as transparent as Yan Ling, perhaps....... Is it because he has never stood in this position and watched the world.......
Yan Ling was watched by the Emperor of Heaven to grow up, and in the eyes of the Emperor of Heaven, Yan Ling seemed to be a child who would never grow up, so the Emperor of Heaven sometimes spoke without being thoughtful.
Yan Ling is a young god monarch, Yan Junzhuo's son, and it is reasonable for the Emperor of Heaven to see him grow up little by little.
The life of an immortal is too long, there is no end in sight, and after a long time, the person who stood by his side and accompanied him gradually faded away, but it was also reasonable......
The Emperor of Heaven often said in front of the immortals that Yan Ling was not, this ....... Maybe it's also a big reason why Yan Ling compromised later......
"Yan Ling, when will you grow up? Do you remember what they said about the human world? ”
Yan Ling ...... Can you think more about the affairs of the fairy world? Don't be so absent-minded. ”
"Yan Ling, this hall seems to be covered with a layer of mist when you are standing in Jingchen's position, when will you be able to get rid of them and see them more thoroughly?"
"Yan Ling, Yan Ling, what do you want me to say about you, I don't know what I'm thinking in my heart every day, and I can't point to you anything."
"My young god-king....... Can you keep the face of the East China Sea Divine Monarch? ”
The Emperor's temperament has changed a lot compared to the beginning, but he is always open-mouthed.
Yan Ling knows how to repay his kindness, knows how to be grateful, and thinks of the old feelings, even if the Emperor of Heaven hates iron and steel, he uses these words to degrade himself for nothing, and he thinks about the past feelings, Yan Ling will not care too much, just listen carefully on the side, without any complaints.
Yan Ling is still the same Yan Ling as before, and he has never done anything inappropriate because of the change of his position.
He just listened patiently, and never had half a bad thought in his heart.
But Yan Junzhuo, who was standing on the side, couldn't listen to it, as the Divine Monarch of the East China Sea, how could he tolerate his son being so belittled in front of the immortals?
It's not so much a good face, but in Jun Zhuo's heart, he gave himself the position of the Emperor of Heaven early, in Jun Zhuo's heart, he is already that high person, how can his son let others be so counted?
Thinking of this, Jun Zhuo was angry.
And every time, when Yan Ling stood beside the Emperor of Heaven, looking at his father's gritted teeth, he felt a little inferior in his heart.......
Yan Ling knew that he was not as good as Jingchen, and he was much worse than Jingchen, but if he had his father's encouragement, no matter how much he was worse, Yan Ling could have the confidence to catch up, but seeing his father so jealous of others and his hideous face, Yan Ling knew that it turned out that in this world, no one felt that he could do it.......
Jun Zhuo didn't know how important his trusting eyes were to Yan Ling.......
He didn't know how ugly his jealous face was.
Yan Ling knew how to be grateful, and knew how to remember the help that the Emperor of Heaven had given him in the past when he was growing up, so in the face of these hurtful and harsh words, Yan Ling just listened patiently.
But what made Yan Ling even more sad and sad was Jun Zhuo's face.
Why are you jealous, why are you jealous?
It's just that because he doesn't have it, his father wants to be angry with others again.
Because in the eyes of his father, he will never be able to compare to Jingchen, so he has to rob it, so he has to do whatever it takes to snatch the position that does not belong to him.
These....... It was the reason that destroyed the last line of defense in Yan Ling's heart, because, until this moment, the moment he saw his father's face, Yan Ling knew that he had no chance....... There is no room left.......
Since no one in the world believes in Yan Ling, why does Yan Ling need to keep his principles?
In front of Xiao Yu, Yan Ling is always giggling.
It's like....... He and Xiao Yu were not much different when they first met.
In Xiao Yu's heart, Yan Ling will always be heartless, always the arrogant and conceited, always proudly call himself the Young God Monarch, and his father is the son of the East China Sea God Monarch.
From now on, he will never again....... Looking at his father's expression, he would never proudly say his name and his father's name again.......
From now on, the Young God Monarch and the East China Sea God Monarch are just two inconspicuous titles that are even looked down upon by others.......
But these are these that are quietly born in Yan Linggang's upright heart....... It's unimaginable to anyone......
He had told his father in such righteous words that he would not help his father do such a thing no matter what, but ....... When he saw that none of them would feel some pride or even some appreciation for his decision, Yan Ling still retreated.......
Yan Ling is so eager for someone to stand up and affirm himself, tell himself that you can, but he doesn't, although Xiao Yu regards himself as a true friend, but Yan Ling knows that Xiao Yu will also not say anything to praise him because of this decision.
Yan Ling understands that if he tells Xiao Yu these things, Xiao Yu's first concern must be Jingchen, rather than making himself sad and lost, it is better to let himself fend for himself and fall willingly.......
Let yourself silently become the person who is rejected by yourself, and become the young god Jun Yan Ling that his father likes.......
That moment....... Yan Ling realized that what his father wanted was never a son who made him proud, but a young god who could help him fulfill his ambitions.......
Thinking of this, perhaps at this moment, Yan Ling could be regarded as having a thorough view of this world.......
But at this moment, Yan Ling completely became Jingchen, that ....... A god with the indifference and coldness of the world.......
At this moment, Yan Ling no longer wanted anything, but only begged the ambition in his heart not to grow wantonly, because he had already found that he gradually hated himself like this.......
That Yan Ling, who was giggling all day long and arrogant on the surface, may have died completely on that day, the day he saw all the injustices in the world.......
Instead, it was Yan Ling, who had infinite ambitions, who completely became Jun Zhuo's pawn, completely became the person who only had his body left, and became the ...... People without thoughts.
After all, he became the one who disgusted him the most.......
The world has completely lost Yan Ling's only brilliance, he doesn't want anything, but now, he is forced to lose nothing.
He stood in Jingchen's position, but in his heart he thought about the person beside Jingchen.
That day....... He finally became greedy and wanted everything......
How painful must it be for him to have the love that he has hidden in his heart for a hundred years, and to become the person who can never return to the past that disgusted him immensely? How helpless?
But no one ever knew.
No one has ever known what kind of pain and torture Yan Ling endured like this.
Whatever it is, as long as it ...... can make yourself forget the helplessness and pain of being abandoned by the world and letting go....... Whatever is fine....... Whatever is fine.......