Chapter 277: Can't Love You
Wen Jianing and Yu Yaowen have been in a relationship for so long, and the two have always liked to fight, but Wen Jianing has never said such ugly words.
These words were like a spark that was directly ignited by Yaowen's explosive barrel.
Yu Yaowen suddenly stood up from the sofa, threw the mineral water bottle on the coffee table, and made a dull sound of "clang": "What do you mean?" ”
Such Yu Yaowen, Wen Jianing is not afraid at all.
"It's just the face value! When you are with Zheng Ling, don't you use her as a stand-in for Song Tong? That's what happened, what don't you dare to say? ”
The secret hidden in his heart has always been covered up by a thin piece of paper, but now that he has been directly pierced by Wen Jianing, his weak, uneasy, and panicked thoughts have all been exposed in broad daylight, which makes Yu Yaowen suddenly feel that he dare not look at Wen Jianing's clear eyes.
Yu Yaowen swallowed his saliva and looked at it with some weakness; "I didn't mean anything else, I just wanted to say ...... I didn't plan to tell Zheng Ling about me and Song Tong, because I was afraid that she would think about it, and it would be troublesome for me to explain...... So I hope you will be less in front of her in the future and save me some trouble. ”
Wen Jianing sneered, and her beautiful little face was full of mocking expressions: "Don't worry, I'm not interested in participating in your little thing." Don't worry about me saying bad things about you in front of your little girlfriend, I'm not that interested and I don't have that much time. ”
got the answer he wanted, but Yu Yaowen was not happy at all.
And seeing Wen Jianing's nonchalant expression that didn't care at all, a wave of anger burst out of his heart for no reason.
"I don't really mean anything else. It's just that we are brothers, we will definitely see each other more in the future, when you see Zheng Ling in the future, just don't mention Song Tong, I don't want to force you anything...... I'm just afraid of trouble, and I won't make you uncomfortable......" Yu Yaowen didn't know who was talking by himself, and he was incoherent.
"I see." Wen Jianing's tone was light, interrupting Yu Yaowen's words, and yawned, "I'm sleepy, I'm going to sleep, you can go." ”
"I'm not sleepy, can't you talk to me?" Yu Yaowen was still sitting on the sofa and had no intention of leaving.
Wen Jianing wanted to drive him away impatiently, but he caught a glimpse of Yu Yaowen's dark greenness in front of him, which showed that this person hadn't rested well for several days, and he couldn't help but feel distressed.
Unconsciously, Wen Jianing's tone softened a lot: "What's wrong, what's uncomfortable?" ”
Yu Yaowen unscrewed the mineral water bottle again, as if he was drinking, and took a few sips before he said angrily: "Do you remember, how long has Song Tong been gone?" ”
Wen Jianing hugged the fingers of the pillow and couldn't help curling up.
"I don't remember." Wen Jianing narrowed his eyes.
"But I remember." Yu Yaowen said, "Not only the days, but also Song Tong's appearance, personality, and even a smile, I remember." ”
Wen Jianing suddenly felt that his eyes were a little sour, and he couldn't help but close his eyes slightly.
"So what?"
"I suddenly felt that I was a little sorry for Song Tong." Yu Yaowen's voice sank, instead of half the anger and irritability, but with sadness and sorrow, "I found someone who looks so similar to her, I think I reneged on our original vow." We were so good at the beginning, I thought I would be with her forever. However, the person who is with me now is obviously Song Tong, but it is not her at all. ”
It's her, and the rest is not at all.
Wen Jianing was amused by Yu Yaowen's strange brain circuit.
"What are you laughing at?" Yu Yaowen was a little confused.
"You actually think you're sorry for Song Tong?" Wen Jianing was really speechless, "Don't you think it's Zheng Ling who is sorry for you?" She's been treated as a stand-in! ”
Yu Yaowen shook his head: "No, I think it's Song Tong who I'm sorry for." ”
The corners of Wen Jianing's mouth twitched, and he spit out two words: "Scumbag." ”
"yes, I think I'm scumbag, too." Yu Yaowen seemed to be extremely tired, leaning on the sofa, "I used to think that I would never love others again in my life." But I never thought that there was a person in the world who was so similar to Song Tong, and I met him. ”
Saying this, Yu Yaowen leaned in the direction of Wen Jianing: "Do you say that Song Tong took pity on me, so he asked Zheng Ling to accompany me?" ”
Wen Jianing rolled her eyes, not knowing how to answer.
Yu Yaowen took another sip of mineral water.
"It's boring to die." Yu Yaowen threw the mineral water bottle into the trash can and said, "Is there any wine?" ”
"Nope."
"Then let someone bring it up." Yu Yaowen said, "The good wine didn't drink together, let's have a few drinks together?" ”
Wen Jianing thought for a moment and nodded; "Okay."
She's also upset, and she's also craving to drink.
Yu Yaowen called the room service, asked for a lot of red wine, white wine, foreign wine and beer, and slowly set up a coffee table.
"Take whatever you want." Yu Yaowen opened himself a bottle of beer, took a sip, and drank it directly.
Wen Jianing also took a can of beer, opened it, and toasted to Yu Yaowen.
It looks really weird that two people sit and drink together, but they don't say a word, and each drink their own stuffy wine.
The clock on the wall was ticking, the minute hand had turned twice, and countless empty wine bottles had been piled up under the feet of the two men.
"Good wine doesn't drink so well." Yu Yaowen looked at Wen Jianing while burping, "Xiao Ning, do you hate me very much?" ”
I haven't heard this title for a long time, and Wen Jianing was stunned for a moment.
Most of the times he quarrels with Yu Yaowen, he calls her name like this, Xiao Ning, it is really rare.
Especially now that he has drunk a lot, his voice is a little drunk, and it sounds like it's intoxicating.
Yu Yaowen pursed his thin lips slightly and took a deep breath: "No, I don't hate you." ”
"No, no, no, don't lie to me." Yu Yaowen waved his hand, "You used to look at me unpleasantly, but today it is even more ...... You obviously hate me, Xiao Ning, why do you hate me? ”
"Why don't you know it yourself?"
Yu Yaowen shook his head: "I don't know." Belch...... Is it because I'm not with you? ”
A tingling sensation came from the bottom of his heart, making Wen Jianing's hand holding the wine bottle tremble a little.
Swallowing his saliva, Wen Jianing took another sip of wine.
"It's not." Wen Jianing said, looking at Yu Yaowen's eyes, a little confused, "We have known each other for so long, if we were together, we would have been together a long time ago." So long...... I'm used to it. ”
"But everybody else wants us to be together." Yu Yaowen leaned in the direction of Wen Jianing, "Xiao Ning, it's not that I don't like you. ”
Hearing him say this, Wen Jianing's heartbeat seemed to be two beats slower.
This is a double negative sentence, it's not that you don't like her, but you just like her?
What he meant......
Like her?
Wen Jianing looked at Yu Yaowen in disbelief: "What did you say?" ”
Yu Yaowen's entire face was flushed, and even his neck and exposed arms were dyed with a layer of red.
"But I can't be with you......" Yu Yaowen said, as sad as if melancholy, "Xiao Ning, you are such a good girl, you can't be planted on me." You should find someone who likes you completely and only has you in your heart, not like me, who only has Song Tong in your heart......"
"Your love should be like Li Xiaoyang and Gu Muyun, sweet and enviable...... With me, you will only be wronged...... We're buddies, we know each other so well, I don't want you to be wronged. Yu Yaowen said and slapped his chest hard, "Seeing that you have been wronged, I also hurt here." ”
This is the second time Wen Jianing has shed tears today.
Unlike the suppressed crying that she went to the bathroom just now, this time, she cried very casually and did not hide it at all.
She stood there in a daze, letting the tears flow freely.
"Xiao Ning, I know you're not feeling well today, but I can only be sorry for you." Yu Yaowen looked at Wen Jianing with confused eyes, "Eh, Xiao Ning, why are you crying?" ”
Yu Yaowen took the paper drawer on the table, took out several tissues from it, and wiped Wen Jianing's tears: "Don't cry, it's not worth it for someone like me." ”
"I'll do it myself."
"Don't move." Yu Yaowen avoided Wen Jianing's hand to take the tissue in his hand, and wiped it for her, "Many people think that love in youth is not counted, but for me, love in my youth has consumed all my efforts, and I don't even know how to love someone anymore." ”
Wen Jianing took a deep breath: "What about this Zheng Ling?" ”
"Zheng Ling?" Yu Yaowen frowned, "Who is Zheng Ling." ”
Wen Jianing was speechless.
"Oh, Zheng Ling." Yu Yaowen suddenly realized, "When I looked at her, all I thought about was Song Tong, and I could only treat her as Song Tong." I know it's despicable, you can call me a scumbag, but that's all I can do. ”
Wen Jianing bit his lip lightly: "You are a real scumbag." ”
Yu Yaowen smiled, not angry, but said: "After Song Tong died, I formed a habit, every time I met someone of the opposite sex, I would compare her with Song Tong, and see that her facial features were not like Song Tong, and her personality was not like ...... I seem to have to find Song Tong's similarities in everyone before I give up. But for you, it's different. ”
Wen Jianing's breath was suffocated, and she couldn't even feel her own heartbeat. She seemed to hear the sound of the slow flow in the lonely air.
"You are such a bright and brilliant girl, so fresh and sunny, so you are you." Although Yu Yaowen was drunk, this look was extremely serious in Wen Jianing's eyes, "I don't want to treat you as a stand-in for anyone." ”
The air warmed up little by little, and even Wen Jianing's heart felt warm.
When the cold beer enters the stomach, it seems to turn into a warm current.
But before this warmth continued to heat up, it was beaten back to the prototype by Yu Yaowen's words.
He said, "But I'm sorry, maybe I won't be able to fall in love with you in my life." ”
The most terrible thing is that after Yu Yaowen said this, he leaned towards her face......