No one, no one will......

Then, the teacher's door opened and a student walked in.

As soon as the girl saw Zhao Tong in the classroom, she happily ran over.

"Good morning, Zhao Tong."

It was a quiet, slightly nasal voice, and she adjusted her thin, slightly crooked pale red lenses.

She is Li Li, one of the few friends in Zhao Tong's class.

Zhao Tong thinks that he is "both slow and slow to react", while Li Li is "quiet" and even Zhao Tong wants to take care of her.

Li Li was unusually unusually and unsettled today.

Zhao Tong couldn't guess the reason, but he knew it later.

"Early ......" Zhao Tong still didn't look at the other party, and he didn't answer. Li Li didn't wait for her to finish, she took out something from the schoolbag on her shoulder and said, "Happy birthday!" ”

Zhao Tong couldn't help but let out a "huh".

But......

How could it be......

The gift that Li Li handed over, the outer packaging was sky-colored, and there was a bright blue bow on it, which she carefully wrapped herself.

…… She actually remembered my birthday.

But I didn't give him anything.

"Can it be opened?"

Zhao Tong asked. Li Li nodded a little embarrassed in agreement.

"Oops......"

Open the package and there is an ivory teddy bear inside.

"I'm sorry, I just want to get this delivered. Still, it's something I've worked so hard to make. ”

"Huh?"

Zhao Tong was taken aback again.

This teddy bear is delicately made even the smallest parts. Li Li's time passed slowly in another dimension. It must have taken her a lot of time.

The teddy bear in his hand was very warm, which made Zhao Tong's tears roll straight up.

"Thank you, Lily."

"Hmm. Happy birthday Zhao Tong. ”

Li Li smiled shyly.

Zhao Tong looked very happy.

She thought about it, though. This will one day be forgotten as well.

She'll definitely forget.

Forget me as a person......

Zhao Tong said so in his heart.

Ah, I'm such a bad guy.

Li Li gave me such a warm gift.

I'm - snow.

Maybe everything will turn into a white patch.

Li Li's thoughtfulness is the same as today's memories.

It's good if I'm dead.

I'd better die.

Because, I'm a nuisance.

It's better to die.

After the morning tutoring, the tutor called Zhao Tong.

"Zhao Tong, come to the faculty room."

Don't know what the mentor is calling to do? Zhao Tong could only think that at most, he was in a daze and was lectured in a daze during Chinese class yesterday.

Could it be that the teacher didn't scold enough yesterday?

So...... Even the mentor wants to teach me a lesson?

During the time when Zhao Tong followed his tutor to the faculty room, his mind was constantly cranky. However, she was all wrong. It's another thing entirely.

And, it scared her.

The tutor sat down in his chair with a flutter, rattled his back, and asked:

"You and Li Qian are very good."

Hey?

What a strange question the instructor asked.

Me and her?

We barely spoke.

What the hell is going on -

"Hmmm......"

However, Zhao Tong did not say the question in his heart, but only answered vaguely.

Then, the instructor took out a light blue envelope from the bag he held at his feet.

"This is for you."

The tutor handed the envelope to Zhao Tong.

The envelope was sealed, and there was no address written on it, but his name "Zhao Tong" was written horizontally.

It's-

“……”

Zhao Tong wondered if he had stopped breathing, and his pulse was beating fast.

The name of the person who wrote the letter –

It's "she".

is no longer there,

Li Qian——Written.

The moonlight swayed.

She held out her hands.

Sigh at the strength of the sky.

The stars have fallen and faded.

Sigh at the end of the sky.

She stretched out her hands and left.

The moonlight swayed.

She held out her hands.

Zhao Tong had dreamed of it before.

It's probably a dream.

It's so real, it's like a pipe dream.

Many small white flowers.

A large patch of small flowers.

When I touched them, I realized that it was snow.

"It's so cold......"

A chill spread from the fingertips to the whole body.

Deep in the ears, no, there was the sound of a bell ringing beside him.

There was a black cat that was there at some point.

He had a prominent bell on his neck.

The black cat's eyes were like a golden moon, and one was staring at Zhao Tong.

Then, in the other direction, he said, "Humans really can't do it, and they don't even know where they are." ”

It's a cute teenager's voice.

It's out of tune with his arrogant tone, and it feels a little cute.

Just as Zhao Tong was thinking this, in the other direction, where the black cat was talking in that direction, there was a girl dressed in white who stood there for some time.

The girl was transformed into a blooming white flower, and it was very beautiful and looked unreal.

"It's not that I don't understand, I just don't know. If you know, you won't dream. And even if it is found, so what. The girl in white said.

That old-fashioned but childish voice.

Hey?

It seems like where......

However, Zhao Tong's thoughts were interrupted.

"Do you think so too?" The girl suddenly asked Zhao Tong.

However, Zhao Tong was difficult to answer, and he didn't know what to say at all.

"It's all unknowing, unforgivable, but even so, I'm still breathing. No matter how anxious he was, struggling and crawling on the ground, he still fell because of the cowardice that should have been discarded a long time ago. Even when I was disheartened and yelled, I was still breathing. ”

The girl sighed and said, "Maybe most of them make more mistakes, and the result is not necessarily right." But, but, that's what you're going to do, isn't it? When the morning sun rises, you will surely find it too. You're breathing, you're here. "She's going to do it—hey, I see, and the starlight flickering ......"

The girl was gone.

The black cat was gone.

Just deep in the ears,

The sound of bells is faintly heard.

White flowers swaying in the warm breeze.

A crescent moon appeared in the sky.

"She" stood just below the crescent moon.

She—Li Qian, like moonlight, stretched out her hands, trying to grab it.

Her expression was sad, but very beautiful.

With tears in her eyes, she stretched out her hands to touch everything.

Why is she crying?

It's so beautiful.

Clearly bathed in light,

When she saw Zhao Tong, she wanted to say something, but she didn't say anything.

Then she laughed.

Even with tears in her eyes, she still smiled.

It was like watching a very sad movie, Zhao Tong shouted at her back who turned around and began to leave-

Don't go –

Zhao Tong was woken up by his own screams. 52

Cold air enveloped the room.

Quiet morning.

But what is the sound that reverberates in my heart?

"I ...... Why are you crying......"

On Fridays, school is closed.

Although it was a holiday, Zhao Tong still walked in the direction of the school.

Because her destination is located near the school.

Zhao Tong doesn't go out often, let alone if the weather is cold, but she has a purpose today, and she wants to go out.

The sun was low, but fortunately it was sunny yesterday and today, and there was only snow on the side of the road, so it wasn't that difficult to walk.

Zhao Tong was not very clear about the geographical location of the destination, so he decided to walk to the school first and set off from there.

When she was about to arrive at school, she passed by the students who were running in a club activity.

When he was in first grade, Zhao Tong also ran around the school in a sweat like them.

It's not just that when did you start to get tired of these things and become insensitive.

What would happen if I stayed at the athletics club?

After suffering a foot injury, he rarely participated in club activities, and finally quit the club.

If you keep running, something might happen.

It is no longer known.

So, let's make sure of the facts.

Although I gave up at that time.

If you can be sure now, if there is anything you can do.

Another thought began to sprout in Zhao Tong's heart.

It is not necessary to know all the answers.

Even if you don't know the answer, it's better.

Now I'm wondering, though.

"She" gave me a letter - letter.

That letter was supposed to never reach Zhao Tong's hands.

However, now it is in Zhao Tong's hands.

The inside pocket of the hooded tweed coat contains a sure thought.

Can I read this letter while she's away?

Well, probably......

Perhaps she wished I would not read the letter while she was away, and on the other hand, she wished it would reach me.

So, she didn't throw it away. You can't throw it away......

The answer is –

——To whom it may concern: Zhao Tong. Writing to you suddenly may surprise you. Because, you've never spoken to me properly. I've been keeping an eye on you, though. I like you-"

When?

I saw her crying in the twilight.

In the empty classroom, the red sunset shone on the short sleeves of her summer uniform, and her back trembled, and she kept crying.

She is beautiful and stylish, everyone likes her, which makes people envious, but she is sobbing alone.

She was actually afraid of being alone.

People who are too perfect and strong will not be so lonely when they are away from the people around them.

But in general, everyone will be miserable and cowardly.

A little ego.

The person Li Qian likes is, Zhao Tong.

I like Zhao Tong of the same gender.

Li Qian must have been very annoyed.

No, it should be in the abyss of pain and struggle.

Fall in love with someone.

I'm too cowardly.

Longing to be loved, but not wanting to be loved.

However, Zhao Tong fled on the spot as if he saw something he shouldn't have seen.

Ran away without looking back.

Although whenever they looked at each other, she would smile at each other. Zhao Tong was running away from her.

I envy him very much and feel very depressed.

Although sometimes I want to be by her side and want to talk to her.

I don't know if I should accept her heart.

However, if I had a little courage, I might have spoken to her who was shaking and crying.

Maybe I'll pat her on the back and say, "You're not alone."

It's only now that I've realized it.

I'm not alone.

She will also feel that she is cowardly, pathetic, and miserable.

It's the same for everyone.

Stretch out your hand, and you will immediately hold hands.

Saying "I hate it" may turn it into "I like it very much".

I don't think I'm who she sees as man.

However, Li Qian looked at himself.

I glanced at her obliquely, and she was smiling and surrounded by many people today after crying in the dark red classroom yesterday.

It's stupid.

If you can listen attentively, if you open your hands to feel at that time,

You'll find someone's tears.

If I had the slightest courage.

I am also afraid of being alone, very lonely, very pitiful, very miserable.

I'm not alone, though. If everyone is equally weak and needs someone, open your hands and hold the other's hands.

Li Li warmly congratulated me on my birthday.

Her passion can change hearts.

So, I will, I will, I will hold on—

Your voice, the voice behind you, and your invisible wings.

The sigh that came out of his lips disappeared with the wind.

Zhao Tong went to visit Li Qian's home.

She rang the doorbell at the gate, and in a few moments a lively boy who looked like a schoolboy came running to meet her.

She looks a lot like Li Qian.

"Are Mommy and Dad at home?" Zhao Tong asked.

"Hmm!"

The little boy nodded, and ran into the house with a snap.

Soon, a lady who looked like the mother of a little boy appeared, and after Zhao Tong nodded lightly, she said, "Hello, I am Li Qian's classmate, my name is Zhao Tong." ”

After she finished speaking, Li Qian's mother let out an "ah" and a smile appeared on her face.

Li Qian's letter was handed to her mentor by her mother.

When she was tidying up Li Qian's room, she found a letter in Li Qian's secret diary.

The seal of the envelope had been sealed by that time. Li Qian's mother wanted to deliver the letter to the recipient "Zhao Tong".

Although her daughter did not send the letter, she believes that she found the letter by accident.

As if wishing they could discover it.

So, she first mentioned the letter to Li Qian's tutor, and the tutor replied, "Well, I think it's Zhao Tong from our class." ”

So the mentor handed the letter to Zhao Tong.

Li Qian's mother invited Zhao Tong to the house, and she told Zhao Tong a lot of things about Li Qian.

Li Qian's parents wanted a boy very much, so she grew up like a boy.

Li Qian's younger brother also talked to her a lot.

"Besides, my sister is very good, she is a very good swimmer, like a fish swimming in water. When I used to be with her, one night...... Ah, this, no! This is a secret between me and my sister. ”

As soon as he spoke, he hurriedly closed his mouth.

Halfway through this, his right eye looked happy, but his left eye was filled with tears. You can see how much this brother respects and loves his sister.

Zhao Tong re-realized how much the people around him loved Li Qian.

When Zhao Tong was about to leave, Li Qian's mother handed him Zhao Tong's diary, which was the diary with the letter.

"I don't think it's any accident that you've been here with that letter in this diary. No, that's what I want it to be. I want you to know that my daughter was once alive and once existed here. Hopefully many people will remember her......"

At the end, Zhao Tong's mother and Li Qian's eyes were a little red.

Only now did she know that there were many people who shed tears for Li Qian's early death during the wake.

I don't know anything.

No, I just don't want to know.

When he got home, Zhao Tong's mother said, "I'm sorry, I'm really sorry." I can't even forget my daughter's birthday, I'm such a terrible mother......"

The mother burst into tears and apologized to Zhao Tong unconsciously.

Although his mood was a little complicated, Zhao Tong still said to his mother: "Mom, it's okay, it doesn't matter. ”

My mother must have been devastated by forgetting her birthday, and she must have been very upset.

Although my soul is still a little wounded, one day this wound will heal.

Let's cherish this scar well.

Because, now, now, I can think like that.

Zhao Tong walked into his room.

Normally she would do her homework at this time, but now she is not studying, and she sits at her desk seriously.

She took a deep breath and began to open Li Qian's diary.

It was as if I smelled her.

The diary was written from the beginning of the junior high school entrance ceremony. While reading the diary, Zhao Tong felt that she had found a little clue about what she was thinking and seeing.

From today onwards, I am a junior high school sacred musician -

Club activities or participation in swimming clubs -

Okay, extend the time of practice –

Lost to seniors...... Very unwilling-

Forgot about homework in a daze-