Chapter 5 Diary
2 May 1991
Lan Jun said he wanted to break up with me.
Why?!
I asked her and she just didn't want to continue. But it was fine a few days ago, why?
3 May 1991
The heavier the rain, the better.
It's better to pour me through, Lan Jun ignores me, she doesn't hear me when I talk to her, did I do something wrong? Tell me I'll change it, don't ignore me!
I asked her roommate, and the roommate also said she didn't know, what should I do?
......
10 May 1991
The letter I wrote to her was thrown away by her, right in front of me.
She still didn't say a word, didn't even look at me.
Am I damned?
"It turns out that this is a fruitless love story, tsk, this man is too miserable." Yan Sheng pouted, "If it were me, if she ignored me, I would ignore her, it's useless to stalk." ”
"yes, what if I ignore you?" Chu Wei looked at him expressionlessly.
Yan Sheng's black face smiled very flatteringly, "Hehehehe, Brother Hammer, how dare I ignore you, hehehehe~"
"Keep watching."
"Oh."
20 May 1991
Work hard.
Read well, study hard.
Only occasionally I think of her.
......
June 2, 1991
Recently, I heard that crying can always be heard in the middle of the night in the girls' dormitory building, and it's strange that someone has fallen out of love.
I don't know if it's her, forget it, I don't want to, she ignores me.
......
5 July 1991
Something strange seems to have happened in the girls' dormitory, the cry in the middle of the night can't find the source, the school sent a teacher to see it, and a female teacher doesn't know what she saw, and she went crazy.
Did you see a ghost? I asked them, and they said they didn't see anything.
The school wouldn't let us talk about it for fear of causing panic. I'm so worried about Lan Jun, she must be very scared.
But the crying continued.
July 7, 1991
Lan Jun's face has been very bad recently, and he is getting paler and paler.
She still wouldn't talk to me.
I asked her roommate to bring her brown sugar dates in her own name, hoping that she would be better.
July 9, 1991
During the exams, the school suddenly issued a notice for the girls to move to the dormitory and move to a new dormitory.
Is it because of the strange cry?
......
20 August 1991
I don't think I've kept a diary in a long time.
Because I can't face it.
Lan Jun committed suicide by jumping off the building, on the last day of the exam.
No one knows why.
I don't believe she's going to kill herself, she used to be so hopeful about the future.
What's next?
24 August 1991
I received a letter, written by Lan Jun before her death, and I broke down when I saw her words. It turned out that everything was planned by her, including suicide.
She didn't say why, only that she was homesick.
Lan Jun, my Lan Jun. Why, exactly?
"Jumping off a building, homesickness, will there be any connection between the two?" Yansheng asked.
Chu Wei stroked his chin, "Either she was homesick before she committed suicide, or her family is no longer in the world, and she wants to find them, but so far, there is no information about her family in the diary, so it is difficult to judge." ”
Yan Sheng continued to scroll down, and the following picture is Lan Jun's letter:
Gu Lei:
You okay? Heard the news of my suicide. I was surprised, but I thought about it from the very beginning. Don't dwell on why you're only seeing this letter now, I think you'll calm down around this time.
I don't know what you think, but I still owe you a "I'm sorry", I failed you. We used to talk about ideals and get along well, and I will always remember these wonderful things, and the time I spent with you was the happiest time of my life.
I miss home and miss you too.
That's all I want to say, I hope that with the passage of time, you can forget this person named Shen Lanjun, I hope you are happy every day, and I hope you can become your ideal person.
Goodbye, Lei Lei.
The letter was written on old-fashioned letter paper, some of which were yellowed, and the inscription read "Shen Lanjun", and the font was beautiful.
26 August 1991
I told my parents that I was going back to school, and I was on the train to a place right now.
I remembered that Lan Jun had told her about her life experience, she had no real home, she was an orphan, and she grew up in an orphanage.
"Orphans," Yansheng muttered.
"Remembering yourself?" Chu Wei patted him on the back.
"Hmm." Yansheng Nunu mouthed, and poured a sip of coffee that was a little cold.
Not long after knowing Yansheng, Chu Wei knew that he was an orphan, mixed with children since he was a child, he was dark and thick-skinned, although he has always been hippie and smiling, but rarely mentioned these things, Chu Wei guessed that he still longed for love.
She said she was homesick, did she miss the orphanage, so I decided to check it out for her.
Langqing Orphanage, is it the home you are talking about?
"Langqing Orphanage!" This time, Yan Sheng and Chu Wei exclaimed together.
Chu Wei asked, "Isn't the Langqing Orphanage where you used to live?" ”
"Yes, but, but I've never heard of Shen Lanjun."
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31 December 1991
It's over, it's all over.
There are some things in this world that can't be explained clearly, so be it.
Lan Jun, I'm here.
"Won't he kill himself?" asked Yansheng.
Chu Wei said "um", but he didn't listen carefully to what Yan Sheng said. "Shen Lanjun", "Gu Lei", "Crying", "Crazy Female Teacher", "Girls' Dormitory", "Orphanage", these points are like a mess of twists and turns in his mind, making him think about it with a headache.
After reading it, it was also dark. From time to time, under the cold white street lamp outside the window, students walked by in twos and threes, and the shadows dragged on for a long time, and when I saw two good-looking boys sitting side by side by the window of the coffee shop, I couldn't help but walk a few steps slower.
Yan Sheng stretched, and his butt was a little sore after sitting for too long. Chu Wei fished over the computer and was about to delete the post, but saw that someone posted a photo of himself and Yan Sheng looking at the computer very closely, nodded silently, and then closed the computer expressionlessly and put it into Yan Sheng's big black bag.
This discovery should have told Zhao Yi, and they went straight to the dissection building.
"It's late, it's locked." Yan Sheng looked at the door of the building, which had been wrapped around the big iron chain.
"Help me watch some people," Chu Wei took out a slender piece of metal from Yansheng's bag.
Yan Sheng's eyes widened in disbelief, "What is this, do you want to pick the lock?" ”
"Well, don't talk nonsense, look at people," Chu Wei tucked the iron piece into the lock cylinder and turned.
Yan Sheng blocked him and looked at him weakly, "When did you learn to pick locks with a hammer, why didn't I know before." ”
"I used to do it, and I forgot to bring the key and opened it myself." Chu Wei's home is in the villa area, and his parents are often away from home because of work, so they can only take care of themselves, and they are used to being alone.
As he spoke, Chu Wei had already opened two locks.
Yansheng concisely explained to Zhao Yi the discovery of the two about the dissection building, and when he said "Langqing Orphanage", Zhao Yi opened his mouth wide, "Langqing Orphanage is so small, you really haven't heard of this called Lan Jun?" Yan Sheng shook his head.
Langqing is a small county under Langchuan City, with a population of only 350,000 and a sparsely populated area.
"Now, we have collected so many clues about the anatomy building, but the clues are all disorganized, whether 'crying' has anything to do with 'Shen Lanjun', 'crazy female teacher', 'that thing', 'Gu Lei's last diary' These clues are unknown." Chu Wei combed it carefully, and Yan Sheng listened carefully beside him.
"Then the only places where you can find an exit now are 'Shen Lanjun' and 'Langqing Orphanage'." Zhao Yi said.
"That's right," Yan Sheng snapped his fingers, and he was in a state of great energy after drinking coffee.
"No, we missed someone," Chu Wei looked up sharply.
"Who?"
"It's not me."