Chapter 476: The so-called mother's love

Everyone knows that the ninety princes have no mothers and grew up in front of the queen, and their mothers are the emperor's favorite concubines, so the emperor is more partial to these two sons.

But in fact, although these two sons are biased, because they are clever and sensible, they have not made people worry much since they were young.

But because Concubine Xian was not only not virtuous, but jealous, she even messed up her mind and harmed her son in the crazy growth of jealousy. Therefore, Emperor Tianhe spent a lot of effort on this fifth son, but even so, this son's heart was still led astray by his own mother.

People don't know when the five princes look more and more like Concubine Li Xian, and the fox-like eyebrows and facial features make people look at it, and they even think they saw Concubine Li Xian when she was young.

But in the end, you can't go back when you're young, Concubine Li Xian is getting older and uglier than ordinary people, although in the past two years, maybe because she is older, she also wants to open up, and she is no longer as crazy as in the past, but the crooked reasoning and heresy in her heart have not decreased at all.

For example, at this moment, she is still using her so-called experience to tell her son: "There is no one in this world who is trustworthy, whether a man or a woman, if you are good today, you may turn your face and deny people tomorrow." Therefore do not believe any of you, not even your future wife and children. They are all here to collect debts, and if you don't care, you won't let them become your shortcomings and be caught by people in the future. ”

The fifth prince, Jun Mufeng, looked at his biological mother on the sickbed, and subconsciously pinched his left arm. He has a palm-sized scar on the outside of his left upper arm, which was burned by the mother in front of him with a soldering iron when he was four years old, and he will never fall off for the rest of his life.

He still remembers the appearance of his mother at that time, grinning with bared teeth and hideous face, as if her eyes were about to fall out of her sockets, and the whole person fell into a state of madness. With a red-hot soldering iron in her hand, she walked to him step by step, and told him sentence by sentence: Feng'er, don't be afraid, my mother will brand you as hell, and from now on you will be the person in front of Lord Yama, and no one will dare to bully you again. Your brothers and sisters will hide from you, and no one will dare to compete with you for the throne in the future. For whoever touches you must die, and there is no place to die. Come on, let your mother help you brand this brand, and you will have a big backer in the future.

At that time, the subordinates in the palace were all escorting him to run, but he didn't want to run, so he just stood there and watched Concubine Li Xian branding the soldering iron on his arm. At a young age, he fainted in pain at that time.

When he opened his eyes again, he was no longer in the Qiahe Palace, and at the cost of such a mark that could not be removed for life, he finally escaped from the Yihe Palace and escaped from his mother's side. With a bloody arm, with a full body of needle eyes.

I heard that since then, Concubine Li Xian has become even more crazy, and all the abuses that can't be inflicted on her son are inflicted on the palace people, and the last palace maid is unbearable and commits suicide by throwing herself into a well.

Emperor Tianhe invited the national doctor Xia Yangqiu to treat Concubine Li Xian, and it took a year to cure her abusive disease. Kezhi came back, but she wanted her son back. How dare Emperor Tianhe return his son to her, so he asked someone to sew a rag doll and send it over, which is now held by Jun Mufeng in his hand, and has been raised by Concubine Li Xian as a son for 20 years.

"There can be no hate without love, if you don't care too much, why bother to make yourself like this." Jun Mufeng lightly recounted a fact, "The woman who enters the palace gate should be mentally prepared for today's grace and tomorrow's cold reception, if you don't even have this kind of bearing, it can only mean that you are not suitable for entering the palace at all." When the dynasty did not have the rules of forcibly entering the palace for the show, you can come if you want to, and if you don't want to come, you just don't sign up for the election, so you can't complain about others, if you want to complain, you can only complain about the mother's family who sent you to the palace, and the self who wanted to marry into the palace at the beginning. ”

He had mixed feelings for this mother, and when he was a child, he was afraid of her, because the beatings he gave him almost half his life day and night. But in addition to the beating, there are also warm moments, occasionally Concubine Xian will be sober, will also hug him and cry, will gently and carefully medicate him, and say sorry to him over and over again, saying that she will beat him because his father is so angry that his head has a problem.

Every now and then, he began to sympathize with this mother, and at the same time hated his father, because his father had so many women, but how many could he really take care of? So he hated his father as much as Concubine Li Xian, thinking that all these tragedies were caused by his father, and he personally ruined his mother's life and his life.

In fact, later he understood the truth of this, and also understood the helplessness of the royal family, knowing that these women came to the palace for different purposes, and not everyone loved his father like his father, and even some people did not love at all. What they pursue is only profit, and the purpose of their existence is only to make their mother family stronger, so that they can enjoy endless glory and wealth in this life.

Just like what she just said to Concubine Li Xian, Dongqin did not have a system that forced show girls to enter the palace, so the reason why these women were able to enter the palace was either because they were willing or because the family needed it. So since the original purpose is not pure, why complain about the unfair treatment of the harem? Why do you want to be so resentful of being favored and out of favor?

It's a pity, that's what I said, but the shadow of his youth and Concubine Li Xian's "good temptation" for so many years have made the seeds of resentment take root in his heart, even if he grows up and understands the truth, he still can't eradicate this hatred.

"You know what!" Concubine Li Xian snorted coldly and looked at her son puzzled, "What's the matter with you today?" This was not the case in the past. But just let you solve a small trouble, how can you say so much? Although there is not much love between our mother and son over the years, I am your biological mother, and the Li family is your maternal family, what do you not protect your mother family? Baojun's house? Hmph, there are many people who want to protect the monarch's family, and it's not your turn! Don't tell me why you entered the palace in the first place, you ask the women in this palace, including Queen Chen, which one came in voluntarily? Which one is not like me, carrying the hope of the mother family, and also entering this palace with the dream of becoming the emperor's woman and giving birth to the emperor's heir? I'm just one of them, what's wrong with me? ”

The fifth prince looked at the concubine in front of him and told the truth: "Your fault is that you fell in love with him, and you have loved him for so many years." ”

Concubine Li Xian's expression was a little dazed, as if she had returned to decades ago, back to the years when she was still in love with the Emperor of Heaven.

"So this palace has never been able to get out all these years." She also admitted her state, "But it's okay this way, at least I can see clearly what kind of virtue the royal family is, and I also understand the truth that whoever falls in love first will lose first." Feng'er, this palace has warned you since you were a child, don't fall in love with anyone, whether it's a man or a woman, stay away from them. It's okay to play, don't touch your true feelings. Once you are in love, you are not far from death. Did you know? ”

Jun Mufeng threw the doll in his hand back on the bed, "The mother concubine also knows that she has been saying such things for more than 20 years, and the ministers there naturally know it." The mother concubine can rest assured that there will not be such a day. ”

"Won't it?" Concubine Li Xian's eyes stared at the son in front of her, "Feng'er, you talk to this palace, what are you looking for in Yihe Palace today?" ”

Jun Mufeng stood up, not wanting to talk to her about this topic, but just reminded her: "No matter how much hatred you have buried in your heart, you are still the daughter-in-law of the Jun family, the concubine in the harem, and I am still the prince of Eastern Qin." Unless you don't want to live anymore, and you don't want me to live, you have to remember that there are some things to do, and some things to do, if you want to live well, you can't let the Li family outside do nonsense, hurt yourself and don't say anything, and you have to let this king wipe their butts. ”

"Bastard!" Concubine Li Xian was furious, "You didn't listen to what this palace said to you just now? The Li family outside is your mother family, the mother family you will rely on in the future, if you don't help them, who will you help? Now that they're in trouble, we don't care who can take care of it? Could it be that he watched the Li family be ruined like this? ”

"That's their own fault!" Jun Murin's fox eyes condensed, and for the first time, he had a different opinion from Concubine Li Xian on the issue of the Li family, "Even if I have to rely on them in the future, it will be the future, but now they have to rely on me." Without me today, there will be no future Li family, doesn't this causal relationship mother understand? ”

Concubine Li Xian was about to speak, but was interrupted by him, "This is the last time I will help you, tell the Li family, if you want the family to be strong, don't die, this king has always had a bad temper, and he doesn't have the patience to clean up the aftermath for them again and again." Don't mention anything to rely on in the future, just with the current Li family, it really can't become the king's dependence. If the king needs to support and strengthen them step by step, then who can't the king support? Why do you have to help the Li family? Is the maternal family really that important? Mother think about it, how much you have done for the Li family over the years, and how much the Li family has given you. Calculate this account well, and then tell this king, whether you lose or not. ”

This was the first time he had spoken to Concubine Li Xian so harshly, and even the palace people on the side were very frightened, seeing that Concubine Li Xian was trembling and holding the doll in her arms, the palace maid had to beg Jun Mufeng: "Your Highness, don't say a word, Niangniang has been restless because of the affairs of the Li family these days, and something will happen if it continues like this." ”

"Something?" Jun Mufeng shook his head, "Do you want to kill yourself?" The mother concubine has to think well, the concubine who exterminated herself will not be qualified to enter the imperial mausoleum in the future, and she will not be qualified to be buried for her father. If the mother concubine still has love for her father, she must consider it carefully. I hope that the mother concubine will tell the people of the Li family today's words, and give them a reminder, don't think that the meaning of the existence of this king is to solve one trouble after another for the Li family. ”

The fifth prince left, and Concubine Li Xian was stunned for a long time before she muttered a sentence: "He...... It's changed. ”